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i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

svnam - i'll be ok (pekarot)

my quick fixes ft. dead broke (p. 5head)

recorded & mixed by me
produced by back2thapast

So I'm like yeah yeah yeah oh oh oh
This the start of something new
Every time I'm in a room with you I get a bad mood
Oh pardon me sorry dude I don't really wanna talk no
I don't really wanna talk
I don't really wanna talk no
I don't really wanna talk

So can you tell me what you mean
Nothing here is meant for me I'm nothing like I'm supposed to be
I hope that its all a dream
But its always a nightmare lately I been so scared I don't know
So I pick up right back where I started
Lately I don't want no friends and to my friends I'm so cold hearted
I cant wait till all this ends
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
I ain't as strong as I thought I was but I'm still working hard for us
Yeah and I been fighting for so long
I just wish this shit was simple what the fuck am I doing wrong
For my whole life I thought it was destiny
Now I don't think its meant for me
I'm tearing by the seams and honestly I wanna rest in peace
I cry each time I'm on a beat
Toss and turning in my sleep
Wake up sweating on my sheets cause I keep running from the truth
I just wanna be with you but you don't wanna be with me
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me
Oh yeah
Yeah
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me
Oh yeah
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me

growing pains

spotify

growing pains [p. back2thapast]

Maybe he'll see it if yall run it up enough :3

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u
Fight back
U taught me how to harm try that
I see in my dreams but ur all but my friend
Tell me how the fuck u got in my head
Huh
Velvet
My hands come out my head coated in a bright red
But the pain feel amazing the more that I bled
Painting every time her shoes tread

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

CLOSURE - Sewerperson (REMIX)

🖤


original song credits towards @sewerperson

sewerperson - i love you.. (cover)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

my quick fixes ft. dead broke (p. 5head)

lil booj