I love you all but hate you all so much. fucking great job

Vibe's when im alone

he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat


i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat)

lyrics:

I had bought me a step counter
I might as well move around more
I got a habit of always getting in the way
and Im just tryna be me better
But being me is even less appealing
When u stuck with him for the whole entire day
And yet we make it work

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

Look at the waves fly up onto the promenade
Day by day uh huh I cannot read my fate nuh uh
I came here to get fucked up I am not here to save ya
She told me the same Some things never change
I don’t even know myself I don’t expect u too I swear
Please don’t dig no deeper in me somethings under there
If u could see my face right now I know u’d pretend to care
Did u believe my enemies when telling u I was scared to come
Right before the pre I felt my body numb
Im Melting it feel my skin is in the desert sun
Im blowing on meteor
When I met u it felt like I was dead before

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

im trying to eat healthy (boyfifty x maxflynn x alexbrazy)

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

lyrics:

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

While I wait for her in near sundown
No one knows the subjects I been thinking bout
So no one knows the people imma air out
But Im not blind im aware ya somehow
Should I wait now for someone that never cared
Cause when the times out I know u wont be here
But With the lights out I really could be anywhere
So still I lay down and fall in love again

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

Im throwing up inside this uber truck damn
Im usually ok when im not drinking to forget
But I miss the way that her body
Lays on me while she kisses me softly yea
This bottle make my mind so foggy
And I love it cause it help me when my eyes turn soggy yea
I guess this is growing up huh
But if it is im staying young huh

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

FINDERS KEEPERS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN X MARTENSITE)

Doing covers on videos make me really self-conscious so here's a really rough recording I did of a soundtrack from Spike Jonze's "Her"! If you really really really want a video because idk you want to see my awkward face(??!!?!)... I'll do it again just for you.

Enjoy!

- 

I'm lying on the moon
My dear, I'll be there soon
It's a quiet starry place
Time's we're swallowed up
In space we're here a million miles away

There's things I wish I knew
There's no thing I keep from you
It's a dark and shiny place
But with you my dear
I'm safe and we're a million miles away

We're lying on the moon
It's a perfect afternoon
Your shadow follows me all day
Making sure that I'm okay and
We're a million miles away

The Moon Song (Karen O / Scarlett Johansson Cover)

Thank You Durban South Africa for over 1000 listens.
“You Are the Only One for Me” bleeds raw emotion from the first note, a confession of heartbreak and devotion that never fades. Amapiano and Soul fuse together here with hypnotic piano chords, log drum bass, and vocals delivered with African accent and raw grit. Every verse aches with vulnerability, the fragile sound of love lost but never forgotten, sung with tenderness that cuts deep. The chorus erupts in English and isiZulu, a call-and-response cry that transforms the plea into a communal anthem of love. This is not just a song but a promise that real love has no off switch and never lets go once it is found. Durban grooves collide with global soul-pop energy, creating a performance that feels spiritual, unstoppable, and deeply human.  Fans of Amapiano/Soul Fusion will recognize their anthem here, music that demands to be played loud and felt to the core. 

Listen to Jonesy200 music on your platform: https://push.fm/fl/ugzbhjwo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2qzn8X3AOQUokEPJlIHsY8?si=NJDzjK9TRwi7Of1D6hSWMw
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/keith-jones-281413858
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PayPal: https://paypal.me/KeithJonesTorquayQLD

Lyrics
You are the Only One for Me (Durban Version)

Don’t know what it is, lately I have been losing my way
I wake up each day feeling different then the day before
Not sure why, not the same, not the same as before
My head is in a spin, not sure where I’ve been or where I am going
Ever since you walked out that door, you walked out that door
Finding it hard to pick myself up off that floor, I told you this would happen

Cannot live this life without you
Need you by my side, right here next to me
Cannot work out who I am, I have lost half of me
You’re the spark that makes me glow
I need you in my life for it to flow

When you love someone like I love you
Uma uthanda othile njengendlela engikuthanda ngayo
Nothing less will ever do, there is only one you
Akukho okuncane okuzokwanelisa; kukhona wena oyedwa
My love does not come and go, there is only you
Uthando lwami aluhambi lubuyele; kukhona kuphela wena
I need you back in these arms, I need the real thing
Ngidinga ukukubuyisela ezandleni zami, ngidinga okwangempela
This love of mine does not have an off switch, it always stays on, I am going out of my mind
Lolu thando lwami alunayinhloko yokucima; luhlale lukhona, ngiyahlanya

Everyday I am banging my head against a brick wall
Banging it to find out why, why did you leave
I cannot see a reason, I keep asking why
Without you in my life, there is no guiding light

When you love someone like I love you
Uma uthanda othile njengendlela engikuthanda ngayo
Nothing less will ever do, there is only one you
Akukho okuncane okuzokwanelisa; kukhona wena oyedwa
My love does not come and go, there is only you
Uthando lwami aluhambi lubuyele; kukhona kuphela wena
I need you back in these arms, I need the real thing
Ngidinga ukukubuyisela ezandleni zami, ngidinga okwangempela
This love of mine does not have an off switch, it always stays on, I am going out of my mind
Lolu thando lwami alunayinhloko yokucima; luhlale lukhona, ngiyahlanya

I am coming for you will be banging on your door
Can’t take this anymore, got to have you in my life
You are my life and I am not letting go
You are the only one for me and always will be
You are the only one for me and always will be

Keywords
raw emotion confession, hypnotic piano chords, log drum bass, vocals delivered grit, fragile sound love, tenderness cuts deep, call and response, communal anthem love, global soul pop, performance feels spiritual, deeply human chorus, zulu harmonies heartfelt, durban grooves collide, unstoppable soulful energy, love never forgotten

#Amapiano #AmapianoMix #AmapianoVibes #AmapianoDance #AmapianoHouse #AmapianoGroove #AmapianoLife #AmapianoStyle #AmapianoMusic #SoulFusion #SoulMusic #RnBSoul #SoulfulHouse #NewMusic #MusicProduction

You are the Only One for Me (Durban Version)

tired, so tired
fucking around w the crackers i swear you get
tired, so tired
fucking around w these bitches i swear you be
tired, so tired
i love u all but i swear to god that i am
tired, so tired

who the fuck you, not on the guest list, heard about you?
fuck your whole crew
snakes be slippery as lube
paranoid thoughts is a order for two
you my addiction, you my religion 
i will not save you if caught under the lies
those are the rules girl jump in the fire
gripping my dick, my hand on her thigh
but im

tired, so tired
fucking around w the crackers i swear you get
tired, so tired
fucking around w these bitches i swear you be
tired, so tired
i love u all but i swear to god that i am
tired, so tired

And now he’s faded caved in that bitch she made it made shit 
Now I’m running away like a kid as you said sustaining this thought that I’ll mentally dread I’m wanting to know why your in my head a few little words now there’s lead in my chest

Why did I? Why did I? Why did I? 
Sittin here tired 
Why did I? Why did I? Why did I? 
Sittin here tired

So Tired (feat. Yung Maac) [prod. Grayera]

Available on all streaming services & platforms
Music Video: https://youtu.be/XtcBERznEJM
Featuring @chillsdylan
Produced by @whoisdro (guitar by Native Trade)
Lyrics:
Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Trees for the pain that my sorrow caused
Demons in my brain wishing for a pause 
She don’t see me she just see my flaws
Only hit my phone when it’s after dawn 
Cause she on her way
And she know the games that we play
She take a uber home late
We never talk in the day

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Thought that I’d be happy cause I’m blowing up
Still I feel like dying when the sun is up
Shorty she a baddie and she know wassup
But I can’t show her love I’m trying but I fuck it up
Damn had to do it again
She got problems with drama her mama all of her friends
My bro told me to dump her and pick me up in the benz
Don’t wanna see you around don’t pull up to my ends

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Lifeline w/ Chills (prod. D.R.O.) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

SPTMBR209 - Heart (Mixtape/Album)

Date of Release:
30.01.20

Heart

Summer Nites

#SCFirst
@convolk
@viinssoo
@whereisnomu

cover art by @bydion


angst.lnk.to/onmyown

On My Own

On my own feat. convolk

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

pmzzz x sewerperson 
On streaming platforms now (link below) 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pmzzz/flowers-feat-sewerperson
featuring: sewerperson (@Sewerperson) 
produced by: metlast 
mix and mastered by: dmg
cover art: myling pak

lyrics:

(pmzzz)
 rain showers
 on the flowers
 sunrise in the early hours
 its so beautiful
 i want flowers at my funeral 
even in death, life is beautiful
rain drops on the roof 
of the nighttime 
staring at the stars
 in the night sky 
shooting star , from afar
 i see you shine bright
 you're the lifeline
 of my lifetime

(sewerperson)
 open cracks filled with morning sun
 but ill stay inside till the show tonight
 hidden water beneath the don
 i see air around her thats smokey white 
never knew what attention was
 so were latching on to just anyone
 could you help me with blending in
 she said you could ask about everyone
 focus
 tell me what u need it for 
i lust learned what i had never known before 
yea 
rough shapes in the centre of the universe
 i see symbols through the dust on top my cellar door

(pmzzz) 
i had never known before
 the symbols on my cellar door

rain showers
 on the flowers
 sunrise in the early hours
 its so beautiful
 i want flowers at my funeral
 even in death, life is beautiful
rain drops on the roof 
of the nighttime
 staring at the stars
 in the night sky 
shooting star , from afar
 i see you shine bright 
your the lifeline
 of my lifetime

all platforms here

flowers ft. sewerperson (prod. metlast)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

skele

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