love i'm sorry 
god knows i tried 
i know you see through 
the wall in my eyes 
it's all i had left
so say what you mean 
don't worry about me, 
cause it only hurts a bit more through a screen
and i
love 
you

so please don't go 
cause i never could 
turn off my phone,
be perfectly fine tryna sleep on my own 
n i
need
you 
when i fall through 

so take what you want 
i'll try my best to replace it 
and even if it means breaking 
put the barrel back on my tongue 
i never wanted to feel so alone 
but i "felt so much better"
cause you were my home 
i guess that i shouldn't have 
given all of the things that i'll never get back
four in the morning i stare at my ceiling 
and wonder why the pale white wall 
looks so appealing to me 
asking why my eyes always look so sad 
guess it's what's left of the the things i had 

i never wanted to feel so alone
but i felt so much better 
cause i loved you
guess it's what's left of the things i have 
i guess that i shouldn't have 
i guess that i shouldn't have 
given all of the things that i'll never get back

all of the things that i'll never get back (prod. afterlife)

Little Good

Little Good (feat. Skele)

Produced by Jolst
Mixed & mastered by Onlyfriend
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@decksmusic
and its so many times i've felt this way
save the silence for someone else, i'm leaving
not me
lessons discrete
i'm moving forward, you're stuck on repeat 
invalidated, and asking myself how i got here

@sideviewdriveca
you leave a bad taste in my mouth
gotta spit it out, spit it out
grind my teeth to the bone again
break my spine to bend
you leave a bad taste in my mouth
gotta spit it out, spit it out
bad taste in my mouth
gotta spit it out, spit it out

@betweentheveinsandi
cough up blood but it ain't no problem
big ass blunt to the face prolly solve it
fuck my lungs and my face turn solemn
your love sucked and it made me wanna throw up
screw this shit
not today, i'm in a good mood
we gon' bring the heat
cookin' up like it's soul food
she call me her drug
i'm like bet, but thats old news
don't you hit me up tryna like you brand new

@nevermadeithome
don't forget to take your shit out my motherfucking house 
'cause i'm done with you, and yeah you keep them shoes 
and don't you dare lie to my face 
all you want is clout 
loveless going up, and baby you're just number two 
you're constantly hurting me 
what the fuck did I do to you
you put the scars on my hand, and I dont understand

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

Sideview Drive, decks, betweentheveinsandi & nevermadeithome: Spit! (jolst)

guitar by saint mike

i let my body rot 
in this bed 
till there's nothing left of me 
you can do what you want with the bones
clean the mess
find the blade that you left in me 

tell me why 
i hope you found a good alibi 
stay by my side
will it still hurt in the afterlife

you do it me
love when i bleed
your skin feels so cold
touch me at 30 degrees
put my back to the wall 
tell me i'm nothing at all

in which it finally killed me

introduction
prod/ft my good friend @greenwood2000
<3

lyrics:
something was stolen
something i borrowed
must’ve been open
must’ve been hollow
& open progression
is nothing but awful
i trample my thoughts
till they’re tougher to swallow

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

greenwood:
I put some distance out into the worlds
And I never trip about the way that it hurts
And I think they buried me deep in the dirt
But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse

Seventeen years in a hospital bed 
And they treat me different I know what it is
And it'd take a year to explain what it did
When I got a phantom inside of my limbs

Closed down, held over
And I found the worst way to tell you
And I couldn't leave but I'd let you
And tell me you think I'll be dead soon

Held down, I'm closer
And I found the best way to end it
And I didn't sleep just pretended
And fucked up my life like your friends said

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
(cant take back what i said, 
im the one you can blame)
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
(not the man in your heart,
he had went with the pain)
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
(its a pattern i keep,
wish i’d throw it away)
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
(i know its too late)
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

learning to lose

learning to lose w/ greenwood

spotify & apple music!

yes i know that's not how u pronounce facade o-o
--
quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it 

spiral again
get stuck in the head
i been fucking sick of this shit
but you wouldn't know what it is
so guess my time be better off spent with a spliff
bet i'll be flooding my wrists at 2am
and tell you it is what it is
say im such a bitch of a kid
who lives in his bed 
and copy off miles n shit
fuck off of miles's dick
i just compile my thoughts into flow for the spit
and grow a lil bit
half of the time i dont feel alive, plus when i split
these days if u sway emotionally they dip
oh my god, ur facade was obvious, lil bitch
staying closeted to almost all my friends, steady distant
like half of them would ever listen

quit the talking
armory, got green on me like goblin
saw the options
on me when i walk in
doors suicide pop outside with my polish
all this gas up the mileage
i flaunt it

armory (iceboi)

morgue dress

residential. - morgue dress (santana)

9TAILS mix/master, not the final previewed by shini on instagram live, minor differences though.
official art

I will never be a memory

Shinigami ~ right now (feat. 9TAILS)

Say You Still Care

[Verse] The kingdom soars above the trees Their voices lost in urban seas Soft feathers brush the sky with hues But human clatter drowns their muse [Verse 2] The dawn once rose to sweet refrains Now buried under metal trains A chorus sung yet never heard The silent cry of every bird [Chorus] Oh whispering wings in skies of gold Your stories fade as cities mold But if we pause and truly hear Your songs could cleanse each heavy ear [Bridge] Nature’s choir of softest tune Echoes stars and silver moons Yet we forget their sacred lore As noise cascades from shore to shore [Chorus] Oh whispering wings in skies of gold Your stories fade as cities mold But if we pause and truly hear Your songs could cleanse each heavy ear [Outro] The kingdom waits for us to find A quiet heart a peaceful mind So hush the world and let it be The songs of birds might set us free

Birds and Humans

thank you to everyone who has supported my music
ily <3

leaving me dead (prod.ten50)

skele