the fact that i know the lyrics to this song n not even my own music is a testament to this song's quality.

#psr
كل هذا الليل
ft @tycheung
original demo by ty cheung
guitar by @prodspence
co prod:
bugs
@prodspence

ty cheung - all tonight w/ bugs & spence

mv: https://youtu.be/qqQnSx04Rp8

@ccottrill
lil sc-only ting

feb 9 2022

between the gaps, i was swimming laps, got close to some epiphany. i'll convince a friend to join deep ends, have your toes touch the lack of cement... gather to one corner of the woods, echo chambers inside a neighborhood. in centerfold, humility shown, you're not as good as what your mama's sewn.

aren't you glad that you reside in a hell and in disguise? nobody yet everything, a pool to shed your memory. could you say you even tried? you haven't called your family twice! i can hope tonight goes differently; but i show up to the party just to-
.
.
leave...

https://soundcloud.com/ccottrill/amoeba

amoeba

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
my ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

Fingers

other platforms

covenbrook₁  — (Annie's dagger

1 of ?
Dec 13 2003

the only way
out from the pain
is through your door
and out through the gate

but you can't relate or reciprocate

but annie says she'll be okay
cause she's off to better days

out through the door and right into the haze

“i’m glad you want to be real, but,
please don’t be too real, i mean,”
annie gave me a funny look and said-“

well, that girl gets ahead of herself too well
she's got a one-track mind down the wishing well
and 'fore you ever even know it
she'll be wishing you well
out of covenbrook, with a devil's tail

well, that girl gets ahead of herself too well
she's got a one-track mind down the wishing well
and 'fore you ever even know it
she'll be wishing you well
out of covenbrook, with a devil's tail


ⁱ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉˡⁱᵉᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢʰᵉ ʰᵃᵈ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜⁱᵗʸ ᵃᵍᵉˢ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ ⁱ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉʳ ᵈᵒᵒʳˢᵗᵉᵖ. ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵉⁿᶜᵉ ʷᵃˢ ˢʷᵘⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵈᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉʳ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳ ʷᵉᵖᵗ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵒᵘⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵐʸ ˢʰᵒᵉˢ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵒᵒʳ. ˢʰᵉ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ʰᵉʳ ˢᶜʰᵒᵒˡᵇᵃᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢⁱᵈᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵉˡˡᵃʳ ʰᵃᵗᶜʰ, ᵐᵉʳᵉˡʸ ⁱⁿᶜʰᵉˢ ᵃʷᵃʸ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵒᵘˡ ᵈʳᵉⁿᶜʰ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵒˡᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ʷᵃᵗᵉʳ. ⁿᵒ ᵏᵉᵉᵖˢᵃᵏᵉˢ, ⁿᵒ ˡᵉᵗᵗᵉʳˢ. ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ʷʰᵃᵗ ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ᵉˣᵖᵉᶜᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰᵉʳ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᵍˡᵉᵃᵐⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵒⁿᵉ ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵗᵃⁱⁿ, ᵃⁿⁿⁱᵉ ʰᵃᵈ ˡᵃⁱᵈ ʰᵉʳ ᵈᵃᵍᵍᵉʳ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵉʳᵘᵇ’ˢ ᵛᵃˢᵉ, ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵃ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ⁱⁿˢᶜʳⁱᵖᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ...

covenbrook

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

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*You know i wanna be ur MAIN

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