lyrics:

Look at how I work cause I don’t got that much to say
I aint have to do it but I went and did it anyway
They ask for a speech they seem to think wrote one yesterday
But I aint got that much to say
I hope all my friends can make the hurdles in this flesh race
I know people that hate on me could never be at the same spot I await
But When I pull my blunt it fade away

Still cold Oh im half baked
All flame Im in Pompeii
No trains I get on planes
Anglais She got a French girl waist
Nail paint On my bald fade
Frostbite Covering up my face
Quality control my diamonds up on my neck 
like so cold they on Iceberg Ice tray Ice tray

Down inside the bay
Right across the ocean I been standing in the rain
I don’t love just anybody u just earn the place
Right around this time of year I start to see 
ur face in the winds of Toronto
Oh she doing her thing
I might be the Weeknd she just calling out my name
Girl u fill me full of love inside this world that’s full of pain
I don’t know what to say
U feel like a home and I guess I just found my place
Bathed in my moonlight How could I not cry
Look up in the night sky I could feel em close by
Rather them gimme screw face Then to be a two face
No I don’t have no name I might leave him no face
Burned into my left brain I could see his whole fate
Feel like -20 now and I can’t feel my own face
I hear sirens out my window for a lullaby
When the summers here this shit just happen all the time
Grown old I can now see
Oh u mad we know u tryna be me
Hold the phone Lemme say my piece
I don’t give a fuck go head to scrutinize me all u want
We drink thru the night until we start to see the sun
Just me and my guys I know they got me when im stuck
This for all the nights that no one really gave a fuck
Now we Poppin bottles on the roof outside the club

Still cold Oh im half baked
All flame Im in Pompeii
No trains I get on planes
Anglais She got a French girl waist
Nail paint On my bald fade
Frostbite Covering up my face
Quality control my diamonds up on my neck 
like so cold they on Iceberg Ice tray Ice tray

moira (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

lyrics:

12 hour drive from the train to the bus
Before I get to work u find me rollin up kush
Cause I can’t really listen to my head too much
Damp wood floors start to build up dust
Late night Adelaide rain turned slush
they ask me how come I always come so clutch
Look into my eyes they see Im out for blood
If u bet against me you could hold my nuts
Take in air and I breath out toxins
I could feel the memories that’s lying in the 
drywall that bounce around my head 
from the room im stuck in
Triple x bottles on the shelf hold substance

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

And u just had to mark it
Go ahead and finish what u started
The blade u hold is sharded
Thru my heart of hornets
And Only in this moment
She sees me as more than
A body a cog wheel
I guess that’s not important
so Touch my face and frown
As the life bleeds out
I left defenses open
Ur lucky youre so gorgeous
And the cobble here is soaking
Her lips apply a poison to me
But For her id rather not breathe yea
huh im outside Lets take a ride
Baby ill do anything for ya huh
She go on a spree in Sephora huh
We could do whatever it is u wanna huh
Break me baby u could break and ill be here
U know in between the lines I never really cared
Crazy she tell me im crazy for letting fear go
I still got it I aint letting it show

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

unimportant (jabarionthebeat x aslo x kimpe)

lyrics:

fast
But Keep the phone face down
This is just how Im working now
Molly grind masked up he think he the purge now
I could never turn down
Yea guess what im worth now
Oh Im putting in work now
So she calling me a jerk now 

Fast
When inside the whip I cannot help but go fast
Pupils on some other shit all night I want it bad
I throw back these multi coloured pills inside my hand
Now that im going up I do not think how imma land

u know The drive taught me how to learn again
and u know I can’t wait till im home again
I think that im out of my mind
But Hopefully i get this right
I know im not the perfect man
Take my home and we can try again
I don’t fall for her innocence
Cause I was there when she loved to sin

Fast
When inside the whip I cannot help but go fast
Pupils on some other shit all night I want it bad
I throw back these multi coloured pills inside my hand
Now that im going up I do not think how imma land

U on 10 im powered down baby I hope u know
Too high in my vehicle I hope u know
I went hard for this shit so imma let it show
Bling blow on my neck that look like yellow snow

Tell ur friends ur going out 
But Keep the phone face down
This is just how Im working now
Molly grind masked up he think he the purge now
I could never turn down
Yea guess what im worth now
Oh Im putting in work now
So she calling me a jerk now

fastt (jabarionthebeat x catch 22)

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Do u remember this time mid January in New York
I can’t Help but forget it 
She put me down for the leverage
And that hurt
But not as bad is when u fucked him already
And told me 2 months late down the road
And I love the snow
But u fucked it all up cause now that that memories froze in my brain
She tells me she promised she changed
Like really this time I mean it
But I could tell u the same
This hotel doesn’t feel like a home without you
I swear on my life I been better off blue
Id be lying if I said it doesn’t hurt sometimes
But still it was better to go
I know its all rough
But Ill learn you
Maybe I dont deserve love
Maybe I dont deserve you

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

Break my back then stomp on my neck
But somehow I haven’t died yet
Still I hold on
And I crawl back
Pump my guts I swallowed toxins
And lll do it again
Feed me poison
That’d be perfect

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

a t0457 (branwen)

lyrics:

She said bare with me ive come here as a broken girl
But im a broken boy relating to her broken world
We dont sleep at night from vices we romanticized 
This dependancy is cancelled when its u and I

It feels so good when ur this misunderstood
I was dying but I still woke up safe right next to her
You are out in the cold I took u in and saved you
Every night u spend with him I still will miss u
I heard the future holds promise but its costumed
I refuse to believe I am not with u
Im on tour crying and shit inside the green room
God forbid this horrible feeling lives within u too

She said bare with me ive come here as a broken girl
But im a broken boy relating to her broken world
We dont sleep at night from vices we romanticized 
This dependancy is cancelled when its u and I

I dont want to fight ill do anything for u
I would throw it all out the window if u told me too
Ive met plenty other souls but urs Ive molded to
I dont want to fight but ill do anything for u
I feel right at home on February 20th
God I love the cold and how it feels upon my heated skin
I swear ive never felt this safe in this ice filled wind
Besides when I asked if u loved me and u calmed me down again

She said bare with me ive come here as a broken girl
But im a broken boy relating to her broken world
We dont sleep at night from vices we romanticized 
This dependancy is cancelled when its u and I

t0ur (twentytwo)

lyrics:

In this house thats not a home its my hell
If ur so smart than why do u need my help
Were not one the same it took u long enough to figure out
But still u remain my life line

I said im cold in the heart
She said she aint scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself 
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell
 
December lights reveal me in this white snow
Peel me and wear my skin if u get cold
Why when we die it’s different from animals
Just use my body to warm u up while u get close 
I met this bitch from Chicago she taught me some lessons I never would need ok
Yea I was fucking but she wasn’t loving on me she was getting her nut this way
Now I put a pill in this soda I need me a guard when im grinding my teeth ok
I was a junkie and broke now I stack up my money but still its no sober days
Everybody holds pain
Deep in this sonder I swear I relate
Uh
When all this love for u fades
What will u think of the time u wasted now
Truthfully im ok
But its the truth for me and not they
Deep inside of my brain
I wonder if ive become what I hate
Taste what ive made for us two after going out late 
All these drugs we abused make me scared of my fate
Im too deep to be saved
Im too drunk to be shamed
Some random fucked me and I pretended they had your face

I said im cold in the heart
She said she aint scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself 
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell

9 (twentytwo)

I wanted to do my own version of this song due to its meaning to me. I found this song in 2016 shortly after its release and it was the first song that exposed me to this type of music, music that changed my life and molded me to who I am. Not to also mention this song and numerous others by killedmyself kept me alive and going from 2016 to 2018. This is a thank you and a dedication track to the producer. Again, thank you. Your music means so much to people that you don't even know. 

killedmyself
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
Twitter: https://twitter.com/yngkms

$oma
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/lonelykidsoma
Twitter: https://twitter.com/LonelySoma


Lyrics:
It’s one thing to say that you’ll stay 
But baby I think we happened too late 
Maybe one day you’ll be mine but I don’t think that day is today 

Waking up too late, my heart pounds from the demons that chase 
No one ever asks if im okay 
Staying up too much, wonder why im always so baked 
It’s for my own sake, it’s just so I can feel safe 
Im just hoping you relate, lately I don’t wanna feel this hate 
My mind is a mess, on my shoulders filled with stress 
My back carry’s all the weight while I wonder why I have to awake 
Leave if you want cuz I won’t beg you to stay 
I still can’t get no rest, even with all this weed in my chest
I feel so stressed, but all of these feelings get suppressed 

It’s one thing to say that you’ll stay 
But baby I think we happened too late 
Maybe one day you’ll be mine but I don’t think that day is today 

I’m giving confessions, all these late night therapy sessions 
Airing out all my imperfections, I don’t recognize my own reflection

So tell me if you understand how I feel 
Lately I don’t know if I’m real 
Sometimes I get stuck in my mind 
Write a song just to escape the dread 
Reminisce on all the things you said 
All I feel is like I’m better off dead 
My way is drinking the day away 
Drown the fucking pain away 
Demons in my brain, 4 years and I still feel the same 
Yeah I still feel the same 
Yeah I still feel this pain

street lights (prod. killedmyself)

$oma

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