THE VIEW

high + sad.

I ran, trying to find peace, but the further I ran, the more troubled I felt. someday I have to go home.

ngabaleka incomplete(Rehearsal Outtakes - 2021:06:27, 19)

i've been trying to learn 
how to water all my greens
I water them all, but they die in the end
sinks in the bottom with no where to go
I want to float 
I want to grow 

but the maggots are eating my body
can't get my soul
& the magnets are pulling me down 
to the ground, underneath 
really slow
gravity don't exist now 

maggots

this is my cry to god. Pehaps i just wanted to listen to me and i just needed ro cry .
This is me cry because i held back so much.

this is quite an emotional track i wrote
what's your cry?.


oh lord    °  12:00 freestyle


why do black holes fill us up? 
consciousness is a state of mind 
present yet absent 
i seemingly wander
can't save me 

you live inside of me
breathe in your life, till I can't feel
not only do i breathe for me
i breathe for you too
do you even see? 
can you even feel? 
the way i kiss you differently 
everytime 
you'll never know when's the last time (if its the last time)

why do black holes fill us up? 
consciousness is a state of mind 
present yet absent 
i seemingly wander
can't, save me 

taught me the value of life & beyond
all you could imagine 
grateful I met you b4 I
lost myself in the rain
you wash away all the pain

voices [prod. SimzaEazzy]

hope kozo hears this.
KOZO'S music was my 1st dive into the soundcloud alternative scene.
this song popped up at the lowest point of my life.

i appreciate this song so much.

damage kozo cover

MIGHT AS WELL

Freestyle (Prod. Mecaveli)

From my debut EP Eleven

Listen/stream here: http://smarturl.it/melozed_eleven

Eleven

Cinematic Lover feat. VanJess

drippin

thus with a kiss, i die

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

maggots

oyama oyama