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@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

cant compete w/ mental (taylor morgan x 6houl)

prod bhertuy + luvlxckdown

im by myself 
got no one left to blame
i cant begin
on whatever thats
left
i cant control
oh whatever u do
i cant control

i look at whats left of it
i am feeling way too sick
what should i do without?
what should i do without?

your love
what should i do without?
your touch
what should i do without?
cant break myself from it
cant break myself from it

(oh i)
cant break myself from it
(oh i)
cant break myself from it
(oh i)
why dont u come real quick?
(oh i)
why dont u come real quick?

what should i do without you?

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

melon/coly

https://soundcloud.com/kggn
https://soundcloud.com/crusifye
https://soundcloud.com/tonserrr

prod
https://soundcloud.com/1vessel
https://soundcloud.com/perc_300

[kuru] 
oh no
think i did it again
i can't seem2 fuckn speak whn im round my friends
ion rly like the talkn
so i keep loose ends
n they love2 pretend
so i skrt inna benz
nonono
let the choppa do the choppin s/o exodus
u a fake bitch u aint like the rest of us
i ain bout the pressure smokn gas tht excellence
say u rly bout it u ain got no evidence

u make me sick
2my core
don't kno whts in store
4u
yea i dunno wht to say but imma floor u
treat me like a fan 
bitch i dnt adore u
always in my dms sayin this n sayin tht
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but ur always on attack
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but i never look back
u should do the fuckn same go n get urself sum racks

[crusifye]
(?)

[tonser]
In the night time
I want u to be mine
When I see ur smile
u make me feel alive

Oh shit, I’m running blind
Kuru and me we have nothing to hide
Catch me on the floor, look at me slide
Nothing in the world can stop me now

Felt like 47, just like the guy with no emotions
He can’t be stopped, he has the poison
He has the gun, I have women

Get on board
Ride with me now
Get on board
Ride with me now

kuru - repeat ft. crusifye & tonser (prod. arena & 4am)

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

sk8:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most