allostatic load - fail better, heal faster

veins (unreleased)

pre & post prayer:
we pray to thee our god this day
from the blessings you provide
from ashes to ashes
from dust to dust
so it must be
keep this woman, king of kings
beneath thee almighty fingers 
may god of the spirit world
rejoice in you
& grant you love like you’ve yet to meet
we pray to the unseen
though we know we are seen
we pray to thee our god this day
from the blessings you provide
from ashes to ashes
from dust to dust
so it must be
keep this woman, king of kings
beneath thee almighty fingers 
may god of the spirit world
rejoice in you
& grant you love like you’ve yet to meet
in the glory of our darkest nights
& in comfort in times likes these

every little fucking thing
my heart runs away with 
grew all the roots i can’t rip up 
but, you’ll burn them out
with that look, love 
can’t hurt me 
with no remorse
won’t hurt me 
with no remorse 
where is your hope 
i’m off the map lord
innocence has been slaughtered 
in water afloat 
tenderly torn
baphomets in you, my love
we're among empty houses 
innocuously my only crutch drug 
slowly killing me
within months
cant wait to be hurt 
with no remorse
please hurt me 
with no remorse

5/22 (worlds passing)

production/mixing/mastering by me
in celebration of zombie boy hitting 20 million streams on spotify, here is one of the remastered tracks i'm working on (yes i am re-doing the whole album)
hope u enjoy <3

My brain is a very strange place
My heart is cold
My pride is gone
My parents lay and they cry all night
So do I
So do I
My brain is a damaged place
My arms are weak
My eyes are bleak
And I take these drugs just to make me numb
And I won't stop
No, I won't stop

i haven't gotten around to telling you (remastered)

lyrics:
i forgot already
why you told me i should go
but i remember being drunk and asking u to use ur phone
must have made myself look dumb
cos all i talked about was how i started rolling joints last night
and that i couldn't wait to go to california
and i'd ask u if you'd been and what's it like
up in the mountains, and i'll add i've lived in texas most my life
and you would roll ur eyes but i would ponder off and never notice you were mad
and you call me saying shit that sounds like this

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play cyberpunk 
sorry that's a stupid question 
i just don't know what to say 
2077 might be better days

arizona's hot but not as hot as texas or nevada in the summer 
and the drive was kind of long because i drove through by myself 
listening to bon iver and some nirvana
and that song blind pilot sang
it made me think of u before i saw the sunset 
in colorado in the rain and so i pulled my car on over 
cos i heard ur voice and this is what u said

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play ESO
sorry that's a stupid question 
what's a better one these days
we're all burnt out lost ourselves washed down the drain

what's it like back home and do i miss you?
yes i do
yes i wanna be with u
we don't have to talk too much
that's ok cos i do bad with conversation
and we’ll live in mmos
we don't care
and we don't know

phoenix, arizona (demo)

@cry2jodii @x-loflyier-x
lockers & chapter222 crossover event

never appear (w/ cry2jodii & loflyier)

lyrics:
i think i lost it,
caught it, im stuck inside the faucet
i really need your help to pull me out so i can crop this
i know who i am and it's been on my mind i got this 
i will be the woman of my dreams stand back and watch this

changed my name to jodi and you stepped back from the sleight of hand 
u hid myself from sight to keep 
me safe from hurt the others bring
but i will take it embrace it
cos i can almost touch it
i've been reachin in the dark for years and losing focus
thought it was for nothing but i've never been closer
i can feel the beating of my heart it's almost over

i can see the sunset 
smiling in a pink dress
nobody around to say im too different to do this
chocolate covered kisses 
and i am but a princess
from cheek to cheek u see that i am glowing in the excess

i think i lost it,
caught it, im stuck inside the faucet
i really need your help to pull me out so i can crop this
i know who i am and it's been on my mind i got this 
i will be the woman of my dreams stand back and watch this

i can see the sunset 
smiling in a pink dress
nobody around to say im too different to do this
chocolate covered kisses 
and i am but a princess
from cheek to cheek u see that i am glowing in the excess

hi, i'm jodi

wondering how (acoustic lullaby version)

lil song i produced cos i was bored lemekno

circles

in the dust

catnaps in an abandoned parking lot

18, fka "lxnedxvah".
see me live in columbus, indiana on june 15th @ the bartholomew county shrine club w/ d3ad.

never appear (w/ cry2jodii & loflyier)

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