lost//eyes (ft. woahsxda, swaine)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

It was a pleasure to work with cray on this, love this song.
(prod. sadface)

**lyrics**
(me)
You can hate me
You can hate me
You can hate me all you want, I'll still give you my heart

I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

Looking into all my thoughts & my actions
Hella reminiscent i've been living in the past tense
Well at least I had my fun while it lasted
Screaming in the mirror, pick out everything i'm lacking 

Back then you remember we were laughing?
Every time I gotta mess it up its automatic
Tragic, I witnessed everything that happened
Hate the way I cope 'cause its been getting problematic

(yungcray)
Girl I don't like this, woke up in my room I'm the highest
I said I'm so weak but bro I'm trying
everyday's the same but you don't mind it
i don't like this though

lets take a step back can we go back to what we was
lets let the time pass, think about all the things we could
i cant help but cry when I'm stuck up in this dark maze
you were the drug, now here comes all the heartache

(me)
I gave you all that I had
Been like 6 months but im grieving the past
I know where you're going, you know where i'm at
Pretend I don't see it, I can't face the facts

Now every song just been sounding the same
They're all about you or describing the pain
Sifting through letters & needless to say, I'm mentally prone to these kinds of mistakes

all that i had w/ yungcray

[BROADUS]

Movements getting slower for the sleep deprived 
Never catch a wink when I’ve been demonized 
Hol up I mean weaponized 
What’s the fuckin point of life 
Existing is exhausting 
Mental terrorism for the night 
I really need a hobby 

Watch me kick the bucket while I’m slurring all my words 
I take another when it hurts 
I like the feeling when my body fuckin burns 
Bathe in the ashes of the urn 
Never accepted it’s your turn 
To feel immortal  
For eternity 

[CAVA]

For eternity we rest in peace’s overseas
Now I’m immune to everything you’ve ever thrown at me
I don’t need a remedy
No I need ecstasy
I talked to Death and asked who’s next
He stared and looked at me

I told that motherfucker put em up
And then we threw some hands
I beat his fucking face in 
With some money tied with rubber bands
Now I am in charge of bringing people to the afterlife
I saw a motherfucker that looked just like me
I stabbed him twice

There ain’t nobody that’s a bigger danger to me than myself
It’s like they made me in a lab just to kill my fucking self
I be smoking on the gas until my face will fucking melt
They put us here
They don’t want us getting help,
No

[BROADUS]

“Pray for me” as I go out from here to do some sinnin 
Reinforce my own disease to tear me down uh “kill him!”
Wake to anger at the mirror strike me down roll me in linen 
My demeanor is a fraction of the fractures in my verbal venom 

Black magic I’m casting 
With no compassion 
Mentally you’re all in caskets 
And I’m laughing in the caption 
While I’m feeding you distraction
For Reaction 
I’m behind the screen 
Stabbing me until I’m ragged 
Bleeding out, adrenal rush, relapsin’

Refashion my own department so I own all of the madness 
Willy Wonka couldn’t carry all the matches 
So I burned his family 
Told him kill the children 
Wrap them all in plastic 
Now he thinks he owns the company selling massive melted bodies as molasses 

[CAVA]

It’s no mystery
The history could fuck you in the eye
Twist the knife and kick when down
Cause we like seeing people die
Watch the world burn
I bet that none of you survive
Watch the world burn
Watch the world fucking burn

This form and this flesh that I inhabit
I rapidly overthrow cause as a God I must ascend again
And when you thought it was over 
Out of the ashes that float around where we once were
I resurrect

it's time to wake up

lyrics

i felt the blade up against my arm
im not saving whats left to rot
i will build something brand new
in the spot where i saw the truth
i feel ur blood pump thru my heart
how long for my pulse to start
i wont search what was left blue
draft blowing in , door askew

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever
i change in colder weather
to my soul i know ur tethered
tonight im leaving in a stretcher
i tried but i cant seem to help it
will we feel this way forever

why dont
i know
myself better
than u do
and i hope
when i go
ill be there
right next to u

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever (grayskies)

produced by scottysplash
feat @chasecomeback

lyrics:

by myself
im not doing better by myself
if you couldnt tell
i do need ur help
get away from me
i know u fucking hate me
but baby
am i little to crazy
i shouldnt beg you to stay
but i did anyway
and im sorry

here we go
down this lonely road
i got nowhere left to go
i shouldnt be left alone
im afraid of myself
i lie to everyone
i lie to myself

(chase)
lied to myself
and i lied with my health
i know it aint well babe
by myself
i know that i wish u well
i know that i been in hell
better than i know myself
i dont
u fell
right into my grasp this night
right into my sharpened knife
suffered from the vampire bite
oh no

myself [feat. chasecomeback] (scottysplash)

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 

Take those yellow pills till I’m morphing 
I drink too much till I throw up in the morning 
I just told that bitch that I’m too busy recording 
I will strike you down for my family just like thorfinn
Your bitch , my bitch 
Cause ur never really on shit 
I don’t even really want it if I’m being honest 
Loudest
Cries will always be the loudest 
Crowded 
Why my eyes always drowning?

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me 
But she gave me..

Smackdown! (Prod.Bøjet)

lyrics only if someone requests.. im too lazy

hope u enjoy <3

getaway galaxy

getaway galaxy (imperial)

ty to @hkfiftyone2 for hopping on this one w me <3

spotify

skyhigh w/ HKFIFTYONE

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
do you think of me at night
cuz i think of you sometimes
and whenever i cant fall asleep
i imagine you right next to me

ur not fucking different 
from everybody else
and i don’t need to mention
all of the pain i dealt
ur full ignorance 
u don’t want any help
lie to therapist 
“oh he’s a narcissist”
oh i pray for the ones that are next in line
no matter what she fucking does, please do not make her cry
never challenge up to her, with her narcissistic mind
cause no matter what she does, she always thinks she’s right.

regret is rolling in 
can you hear me calling your name
regret is rolling in
can you hear me calling your name

do you hear my calls
your mask is falling off
i think you need a new one
the one you have is done
done 
done
done

𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 
𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦?
j̸̧͍͖͚̮͈̳̯̆̈́̈́̚͜

narcissist

22 |

journey into the abyss ♡

@scarsonline

myself [feat. chasecomeback] (scottysplash)

m4rsyy

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