This is beautiful u make bangers on nevrfall beats

rly like this one, I still needa get u an open frfr

prod hiraeth

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing my soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

give me reason thinking that i need yo but im dreaming
but baby i know you leaving
cause i been her with this treament
and i know just how it feels to be alone and by the waste side
always wanna be her but i never wanna waste time

down rough down bad but you know that
dont care dont ask just to show that

a million different reasons and i never wanna face mine
i wish i coulda told u all i wanna do is facetime

tell me if you love me cause im borderline insane now
im pulling out my hair i swear i never wanna break now 
tell me if u want me but i know u havent changed now
i really want my life to be the way its always stayed now

i could never mean it why u keeping secrets
tell me that you love me then y d fuck u meet him 
while u think im dreaming he fuck u till ur screaming
tell me that you love me to my face while i was sleeping

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

i run away from everyone that i know 
its like a nightmare i be stuck in my home
i got no where to go im lossing soul
so baby i be running until i cant go

down bad

lyrics vvv

my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
i wrote a note 
but i burned it so u wont find out
stayed up all night
all night..
my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..
my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..

yeah i found out where im from
ion like it so i gotta run
yeah i gotta gun
might just use it for fun
might just fuck up my lungs
flipping a bird to the sun
bitch its zero to one, yeah

stayed up all night..

my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..
my lifes in my hands
but i just cant figure it out
figure it out, no
figure it out..

yeah i found out where im from
ion like it so i gotta run
yeah i gotta gun
might just use it for fun
might just fuck up my lungs
flipping a bird to the sun
bitch its zero to one, yeah


im not coming home.

figure it out.. (skellington x cherry)

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

Listen on Spotify!

Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

hehe

i didnt expect this from us
from us
when we met it really wasnt much
much
now all we do is fuckin touch
touch
and i cannot deny
i love you
so 
much
moonshine runnin
blacked out summit
shallow breaths and shaky legs
you are my somethin
we dont gotta do nothin at all
as long as im with you it fills my heart
x2
it fills my heart
cause it feels like somethin else
i know
that this is not a coincide
we have something more
than ive ever had
its not just cause its possible
its cause i really want us
moonshine runnin
blacked out summit
shallow breaths and shaky legs
you are my somethin
we dont gotta do nothin at all
as long as im with you it fills my heart
even when im down ill be there for
ill be there for you
dont worry
cause this is not a coincidence,
oh my god..
we have something more
than ive ever had
its not just cause its possible
its cause i really want us

us.

moonshine runnin' (awkward)

thanks for listening <3
support @lilbooj
prod. jasco beats -https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0yMZ-TroebW7mHE0qsPK0Q

cutdeep & lil booj - nothing was the same (jasco)

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

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death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

rest of the ep soon

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

she told me that i am broken
branches snap, the air is frozen 
the cup is poured and now i’m open
i look around, am i alone?

singgg, won’t u sing for me and pour your heart out on every single track 
u know, instead actually getting back on track
“i know u really try hardest” but like what do u mean by that
put so much time in things but get so little back

ohhhhh where r u goin?
ohhhh where u @?

a collection of broken branches (nevrfall)

prod. sorrow bringer
artwork done by my gf :)

you broke me down was it worth it?

you broke me down was it worth it?
i’m breaking beneath the surface
waiting for a higher purpose
but i know that’s worthless
i fear not for the end
i know that i’ll be fine
cause i’m the after life 
i know that you’ll still be mine
i’m letting go of the past cause it was flawed by desgin

failed from the fucking beginning 
they were out to get me
but i ended up winning
so i’ll sit back and wait
while you take your place
fucking your lying games
you’re such a fucking waste time for me
now it’s time for you to see

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 
you were to me
i can finally breathe
i was on my knees 
begging for you to leave
my life for good this time
well it seems i finally got what’s mine

nothing can change my mind
nothing can help you now
watch as the blood drips down
from your eyes
while you cry
no surprise 

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 

you broke me beneath the surface
you’ll soon realize how worthless 
you were to me
i can finally breathe
i was on my knees 
begging for you to leave
my life for good this time
well it seems i finally got what’s mine

broken beneath the surface (sorrow bringer)

trying to connect the dots

prod. @solofttt 🖤
if you're reading this, thank you for listening.
it means, seriously a lot
thx, take care

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time (time)
and it's hardly fair; i'm breaking still
regardless if i've already lost my will
and if i should fade into a darker light
it just doesn't make sense how i feel alright
cause i know nothing's right

and i've known that since yesterday
i'm something that i haven't always been
i lock my door, and lower the shades
letting flow state straight into the pen
the floors creek, and my brain feeds
on a core memory i stowed away
but i come forth; take it head on
peeling flesh off of it's travesty
but the earth hurts; all i have is me
she's here too, but sorta overseas
you amaze me, rearrange me 
in a shape similar to something sweet
the window open on a cold night
honestly i love frostbite
numbing part of me, in which apologies 
aren't policy for the limelight
fight back
fuck off
i'm not going outside today
i woke up too late
to avoid the rays
now i contemplate when was yesterday
i contradict what i thought i was
what i am now's not so pretty
day to day feeling disgust
from the mistrust that i gave me
i had caved in; so shameless
but if you like my shit, put it on playlist
i am not in search of validation.
just something genuine

(6x)
i'll connect the
i'll connect the dots

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time
(all this time)

travesty awaits [prod. soloft]

With mr. decks <3 (soundcloud.com/decksmusic)

Greenwood:

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

 
I hit the function at midnight, but it’s so done

And I couldn’t wait til you show up

And lately I’m holding out so much

But its only you that I dream of
("cuz when i fall asleep, ur the one i dream of")
 

With all of the lames around me but its not real

And know that I tripped a few times, but you know me

And I never could say no but I want to

And know that I’m in so deep, I just want you

 

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

decks:

or a heart

we’re apart

at the seams



we’re in love

from the start

i’m above

ur between



and the light

dimming now

say it loud

it can hurt sometimes but


how

in the night

falling out

its an awful time, what


can i do to mend what i have broken?

i take back all the words i’ve spoken

Both:
(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

Softening (w/ decks)

shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

a collection of broken branches (nevrfall)

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