lyrics

can’t even face me this evening when i shut the door and run
baby this feels wrong 
like everything’s undone
i put down the foot, but all that says is that you’ve won
girl it’s not my brain
yeah it’s u toxic on this one

foggy mirror, a long drive
misty fields, and a grey sky
eyes on glass, as it spitsrain
waters wet, the tears u shed were crocodile

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizu)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold cold yeah its more than cold
ice shards forming on my arms and i cant feel my toes
hope ur somewhere where the logs ablaze or that of coal
ill be sitting in the outlands where its well below

i hope ur happy as u weren’t before
ill say take care while on hardwood floors
dreams of incoming meteors
oh on my chest i can feel the force

this pressures stronger coz of what u said
depressing stronger than ive ever felt
an old mossed statue
but my heart still melts
deep in th dark forest will u find urself

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizux2)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold (caves)

quite an emotional song for me, I want to thank everyone that has listened, supported and all th cool ppl ive met with music, to me its so much more than just sound bites... im unsure of if ill make vocals again but im still so grateful no matter what <333

i havent thanked u, ima thank u for this
built something special with these special moments
there were some dark times ohhhh there was bliss
ohhhh there was bliss

im making shapes with the light, and its 3am
wishing i could c u again
moon shines bright on my skin and what’s killing me 
is th reminder that i may never c u again

the playlists, movies the jus u are here
and everything that made me feel like i was really here
id change the past if i knew this was how id said goodbye
not for my sake coz ur the only one thats ever cared

mumbo fumbo 

i having talked about my feelings like this
i having talked about my feelings like this
jus wanna thank u for all those moments
that u listened when i was jus talking shit 

u may never see me from this moment forward
a year without an outlet, i hope that u can move forward
moon shines bright and its killing me 
but i hope this light gives u more life and more good

i wish i could open up to all those that around me 
but if i dont make it out dont want a single feeling guilty
put so much time in perfecting what they dont see
that sometimes even i forget and i can feel my soul leave

i feel my soul leave, i feel my soul go
fly freely in the night, when its so ice cold
jus giv me ur word, promise me that u will let go
living in the past sounds like the worst home

im making shapes with the light, and its 3am
wishing i could c u again
moon shines bright on my skin and what’s killing me 
is th reminder that i may never c u again

the playlists, movies the jus u are here
and everything that made me feel like i was really here
id change the past if i knew this was how i said goodbye
not for my own sake coz ur the only one thats ever cared

thank u <3 (aer projects)

rest of the ep soon

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

she told me that i am broken
branches snap, the air is frozen 
the cup is poured and now i’m open
i look around, am i alone?

singgg, won’t u sing for me and pour your heart out on every single track 
u know, instead actually getting back on track
“i know u really try hardest” but like what do u mean by that
put so much time in things but get so little back

ohhhhh where r u goin?
ohhhh where u @?

a collection of broken branches (nevrfall)

completely non profit

mix. @ztope

lyrics-

intro-
 Let me drown in the water like I’m Gucci 
Talk shit on the web you a goofy woozy 
Taking shots out the bottle yuh your bitch what my 
wood no story 

Verse

Let me drown in the water like I’m Gucci 
Talk shit on the web you a goofy woozy 
Taking shots out the bottle yuh your bitch on my 
wood no story sorry your a bitch I don’t like 
you roll a blunt need a spark like raichu mewtwo
two flows like fuck you yeah its fuck you
Yeah it’s fuck you

take the hint yeah my mind is so fucked up
 I’ve been Thinking about the past yeah the old us 
Lost trust in the world when you fuck up
Gave love to a hoe so I gave up need
Love found love wait hold up I don’t really 
Want to leave but I’ll leave love yeah ill leave
love yeah ill leave love

we're sinking (white shinobi)

sewerperson - cinderella (cover) [branwen]

@navyxower
@strivemusicau
@northshoremusic
@imperial223
@shizukesaaa

h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, imperial & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

@vislyn 
@autumndropsdead

Lyrics:

over and over again you’re trying to seem like
you don’t care at all
and i hate it
texting me wanting me back
looking for me to react
don’t want you to go but you’ll leave me when it snows


it’s like you broke into my mind and took the life right out my eyes (out of my eyes)
and the only thing that’ll heal my pain is with a little bit more time
now that i hate you
hope you resent me
burned all the letters that you went and set me
cause you said you loved me
look where that got me
now i just hate where i’m at i feel envy


am i lacking passion?
i wanna get past this
stars dim-lit, just to fit into the fashion
was i overreacting
by taking no action
anxiety controls me;
i’m watching opportunities passin


over and over again you’re trying to seem like
you don’t care at all
and i hate it
texting me wanting me back
looking for me to react
don’t want you to go but you’ll leave me when it snows


but i don’t need that kind of host
my blood; it flows ever so slow
every high just led to another notion
it’s no wonder, they’ll never notice
(i need you to know this)

envy (with vislyn & autumndropsdead)

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

ameliorate this world (metlast)

hope u like it

piano cover:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27U0oAREUA4

navy blue - tssf cover

shoutout to @fleshgolem for the crazy mix & mastr

lyrics

abuse me and hurt me but don’t fuckin love me
it’s what i deserve all this earth does is fuck me
and breaking me down till i’m one with the ground
when i don’t feel like talking that’s me calling her ugly

it’s hard when ur broken 
someone that’s all knowing 
but no way could fix up all of these emotions 
or whatever’s left 
on this trip i’ve been floating the motions are flowing but everything’s slowing me down
but when ur around 
i feel my pulse beating twice as fast and the clocks not making sound

she said do u feel it now 
no but why am i bleeding out
stopped the healing now
oh fuck i can feel it now

oh fuck i can feel it now
im losing my patience now
been taking my time, my whole fucking life and I cannot lose this now

my body is losing its function 
the motor inside isnt pumping 
im losing my care in this high numbered function
ill make everyone think that im something 
so get the fuck out of my way 
ive got too much shit that i held ‘till this day
fucks sake i love u 
this once just believe what I say

i dont wanna move forward
till ive found a new face
been farming ideas now i want the source 8

masochist (whitlen)

mix by me 
beats by prod.Eskimos x Chris Marek

lil jeep (prod.Eskimos x Chris Marek)

new music every week

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