[intro]

Awake with northern lights 
My body is alive 
I now feel things inside
The mud is all my life

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse]

The sludge that I made from it comes from the Earth
I’ve always been running since the day of my birth
It’s only for game, they do it for earnings 
Vicious the cycle it’s all just absurd
Bullets they hurling from iron they stole 
Feeling parts of me flying by, that’s my soul 
Shattering when they fly by and they miss me 
Parts of me of gone that’s just causing me misery
Walk alone while I try to visit this city
No eye contact, they’ll know that they’re missing 
I don’t want no one to see me and pity 
But I know that they won’t 
They’ll try to kill me with the sorrow I hold 
The monster I am they just see me as coal
The longer this go on the worse it gets it’s getting old 

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse - vails]

Maybe I won't get it wrong
If there's a next time
Then maybe we could get along
But I've facing all this pain
I'm seeing faces in the rain
You tell me I was all to blame And that's why i have gone insane
Outside, I can hear the steps of death And it's been beating in my chest My heart is failing like a test
Yeah
I hide, my thoughts of running out of town Don't want to ever be around
Can't keep my feet off of the ground

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step

mud (feat. vails) (cxrter & yunny goldz)

i dont think u understand
what i meant when i said that theres parts i want to fix
i was talking bout myself cuz i saw me turning out different than this
kiss ur lips
fight for the hell of it
be content for a little bit
shes an angel
she fell from the sky
n ur arms feel like heaven where i lie
its a beautiful place to die

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

i dont think u understand 
give in to ur every demand 
i dont think u understand 
give it all the energy i have 
i feel it inside
cast it aside
our feet in the grass
think i turned to a ghost
i would stay by you when it hurt most
a swing n a miss
man was i ever close?
been on my mind i dont know if it shows
i dont think u understand
give in to ur every demand
i dont think u understand

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

fel w/ evergarden (nathan p)

Bygones : by Vails & Elko (prod. jolst & Jonny)
Master: Vails 
 ELKO - https://on.soundcloud.com/ZwkUWZKof2YxxJR49

Hope you enjoy 🩶🩶

(vails)
You’ve been so subtle
And I’ve been worn like rust 
Decaying so slowly, with the thought of my lust
In the back of my head 
Like over again and again f
This pain residing really rotting my chest 
My heart is aching 
For your love 

Tell me why it’s not appropriate for me to pull through 
It’s taken moments like this to create a moment for you?
Ohhhhh
I’m so defeated, never ever felt completed 
Was it way too much to ask?
All I wanted was a hand when I was bad
No more promises from me
This ain’t a chore this is a task…

(Elko)
so don’t you ever say that you were there when i was down
cuz if that shit was true then you would’ve been here right now
live your life
baby i know now i’m not allowed
to get involved 
with your feelings when you’re walking out

i don’t wanna be fake ah
i don’t wanna be pretending i’m okay ah
since you left baby no things don’t feel the same ah
i cant take you back because of all the pain 
you gave
why not stay
when you’re in the way
i’m jus sayin
could be us but you playin
i’m mistaken
thinking you’re the one
got me feeling so wasted
🩶

#vails #jolst #elko #emorap #lilpeep #emo #rap #music #hiphop #soundcloud #elko #skele #heylog #acoustic #guitar #drum #drums #alternative #sing #song #emotrap #hyperpop #guitar #gothboiclique #goth #gbc #rapper #ever #emotrap #trap #juicewrld #emorapper #sad #cowys #hellboy #crybaby #liltracy #riplilpeep #peep #lilpeepedits #soundcloudrapper #newmusic #gothangelsinner #alternative #lilpeepforever #producer #trap #hyperpop #emotrapmusic #artist #foryou #tiktok #new #release

Bygones w/ Elko  (prod. Jolst)

Thank u for sticking around <333

lyrics

Schoolgrounds
Always got ur rules, never play ‘round
New scene, fruit trees
Never spend too long on the playground
Always took granted what I see now

Old days, old ways
I know ur a product of that ol’ place
Wash away ur habits, with a cold case
Of every truth that u hadn’t even realised 
But like “no way”

I wont love u, just to let u go
I wont love u just to let u go
Ima love u, jus to help u grow
Ima love u jus to help u grow

Pick me up, put me down
Take a few steps back and you won't have to drown
Once u find that space youll prevent the drown
Pick me up but then just put me down

I dont wanna take it
I dont wanna fake it
I've had this view for so long that I’d just never make it
I've had to break thru my reality and face it

But ig that its different when it comes to you
The worlds that create only fits us 2
But I know with this world things dont always break through
Me and u jus gotta push to put out the fumes

In my name I still write for you
Even with that attitude I still expect some gratitude 
Carrying around a heavy heart
With a smile on my face
Don't want these feelings erased
I just want us both ok

I just got my soul detached 
Any moment heart attack
You tell me that my love is fake
But ig I was made for that

I feel like a space cadet
I'm heading to my worlds and back
I just saw my life flash 
I just need my life back

Ik that you told me that I need to change my outlook and
Everything that comes with that
Baggage heavy overpacked

I wish we could run it back to all the times I'd tell you stories 
Now my pages all collapse
All my words in bold and caps

I just spent the last two nights
In the background of your mind
Perfect person, wrong time
I wish we were kids for life
Coz then I'd make you happy easy
Ik you believe me 
But with what we know

It's just left us freezing 
It's just left us cold 
Baby take me home 
The thought of you leaving 
It's fucking up my breathing 

I don't want you alone 
But I hope when you're leaving 
That you have a purpose known
Coz I don't want to let you go

angelina outro

Angelina_Outro (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics 

Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

030
Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics

Made it through the storm
I'm looking back and I can't help but mourne
A different view and I found love right after quarantine 
You saved me from the gust that was about to hit me

I never loved, I never cared
I always trust, I never bluff
And that's just all of me 
No love, no change
Hard to view, my face

Baby I can't look at you the same
"But I aml tryna change
Why can't you see me that way
Are you just filled with hate?"
Don't think I can live today
She says you better stay
I try to sip through this high 
But I'm still wide awake, baby

Way too much honesty
You watch the falling leaves
Trickle to the dirt as you desert to falling on your knees
Still all this loves come pouring out 
She said that's not love it's just a dream

And through these walls, see through walls I've hidden stuff
Drifted through days and all these days been building up
But I kept it going, I kept it going for the ones I loved

I learned to love, I learned to hate and all da above and all the reasons I had musts
And all the days I was coming up
Through the stages of one of us 
Of one of them, relate to guts 
But in the brain theres’ never touch 
And in a heart there isn’t much
Maybe a maze, grass isn’t cut
Throw in the haze and flow the blood 
Then maybe paint and let it flood

I know that you dont know me when I go cold
But that version of me is more than once told
I can’t seem to hold in no more
I'm tryna live a life and somehow grow

I hope that your happy 
And I'm happy if you are
But you still put that sinking feeling in my heart
It runs so deep I feel it circling my scars
I lived a life where I would only experience hard-ship

I'm tryna reminisce 
But I seem to just look downwards
Even the bliss would have a glimpse
But I'd just be sitting there for hours

But now I know
That I’m just not your home
I try to make u happy but emotions won't control

Am I too much?

same old story

Same old Story (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics 

Maybe I spoke too soon on the feature
Try change up to a different domineer
I cant help myself but to tease her
Ik its wrong how I act but sometimes I dont mean 
It in the wrong way, but I believe her 
when she says sorry for the same things
That I do so I teach her it dont matter
Bout who’s least hurt both needs to understand.
If u kno me, well im not jus a leaver

Deeper ohhh
Keep taking dives much more deeper, we go
The deeper we go the weaker we grow
Its good things aint surface level in this storm 
But you know
That this paths also cold
Dark, like a hole 
How we gonna take a breath if we want to coz we will 
Coz eventually it will snow
At least with a leash we can cope

Ik that its hard its different
Ik kno how much of me ur missing 
But time moves forward it changes distance
We both know this story not finished

With you it's warmer
The waters still water just larger
From all of these tears 
That I wept in your summer

Pardon im feeling fine 
It's not like u check in on me from time

I've survived
Many many blue moons in the winter time
Now, I have clear sight 
Prepared for the colder months and any signs

Baby I just wanna tell you 
That im sorry
For the way I loved you 
It might not mean much but 
I just wish I told you
How much u really mean to me 
And what u sold me
Which wasn't
Short of anything spectacular 
You let my heart breathe when I was living through a massacre 

Pardon I'm feeling fine 
It's not like u check in on me from time
You told me that our love was divine 
Just talking to myself in the night

In the core of my mind u rest
And in all the sunsets
At least I can say this with my chest
I'd rather die than regret

your summer my winter

Your summer, my Winter (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics

Away with the fairies
Up in the clouds
Don’t comprehend scary
Till I’m coming back down

I live in the now, now
Right now its a state of bliss
Our minds are racing lets hit the breaks and make a wish

Talking bout our favourite shit
But its just what we make of it 
My heart is both burning and melting 
Go on take a pic
Watching deterioration like we didnt share a kiss
The blizzard came and it purpose with its place-e-ment

away with the fairies

Away w/th_Fairies (Sleepy fish)

produced by nate2timez, Eric Godlow, & Boyfifty

-lyrics-

lxst boy:
i want the time back that you took from me 
i got blindsighted by your personality 
i tried it all, sent a text and called
with no response cause baby in reality
i been tryna move on
put it in the past and don’t look back 
put you in a song cause im petty like that
pouring out my heart and you don’t text back 

i see you on the other side 
baby don’t you cry
on the dark side
i can’t save your life
oh, baby i tried
i see you on the other side 
baby don’t you cry
on the dark side
i can’t save your life
oh, baby i tried

eric godlow:
i tried
oh, i tried
bully me, its over 
but you haven’t seen the other side
i cant hold you back no more
heart feeling like a flatline
text me back a little more
i’ll put you in the past life
(ldo me wrong)
that’s fine
(or do me dirty)
yeah that’s fine
if you really hated me
you talking back like punchline
you been putting weight on me 
like feeling on my waistline
bitch just save the silly talk
i’m busy in the daytime

lxst boy:
i want the time back that you took from me 
i got blindsighted by your personality 
i tried it all, sent a text and called
with no response cause baby in reality
i been tryna move on
put it in the past and don’t look back 
put you in a song cause im petty like that
pouring out my heart and you don’t text back 

yeah, uh
i wanna have everything that we had that we left in the past
uh, yeah
you wanna throw away everything, girl there’s no taking that back
uh, yeah
you try to pull away, try to say that you got way too attached 
yeah, yeah
you put me on blast cause you think you can take it all back
back to the times when the talks we had never escalated, feel the saturations
i tried to be civil, you’re talking in riddles, your tears are like precipitation, right?
it’s raining, it’s pouring, your lies are distorted, i’m thinking i’m hoping it rains today
pen to the paper, i’ll get to that later, but i’m thinking i’m hoping these chains will break

otherside w/ Eric Godlow (nate2timez x eric godlow x boyfifty)

go back to sleep (prod. Dreamsi)

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 

Take those yellow pills till I’m morphing 
I drink too much till I throw up in the morning 
I just told that bitch that I’m too busy recording 
I will strike you down for my family just like thorfinn
Your bitch , my bitch 
Cause ur never really on shit 
I don’t even really want it if I’m being honest 
Loudest
Cries will always be the loudest 
Crowded 
Why my eyes always drowning?

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me 
But she gave me..

Away w/th_Fairies (Sleepy fish)

maesk

Related tracks