lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive (tiedforsilver x st4rscream)

original <3- https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/violent-taste
prod. michael harrison

do i deserve to be this broken?
i must've done something wrong
and when i speak i feel like choking
it must've been all my fault
i love him more
than i love myself
i'll endure what he gives me
nothing can change my mind,
nothing i won't sacrifice 

you've got such a violent taste now
is that what it takes to turn you on?
he want me to pour my veins out
is that what it takes to be your crush?
i'll keep a compliant face now
you know i would hate to make you stop
i'll be so silent, stay down
if that's what it takes to be what you want
(be what you want)

skele - violent taste (safeatlast cover)

Thank u for sticking around <333

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Schoolgrounds
Always got ur rules, never play ‘round
New scene, fruit trees
Never spend too long on the playground
Always took granted what I see now

Old days, old ways
I know ur a product of that ol’ place
Wash away ur habits, with a cold case
Of every truth that u hadn’t even realised 
But like “no way”

I wont love u, just to let u go
I wont love u just to let u go
Ima love u, jus to help u grow
Ima love u jus to help u grow

Pick me up, put me down
Take a few steps back and you won't have to drown
Once u find that space youll prevent the drown
Pick me up but then just put me down

I dont wanna take it
I dont wanna fake it
I've had this view for so long that I’d just never make it
I've had to break thru my reality and face it

But ig that its different when it comes to you
The worlds that create only fits us 2
But I know with this world things dont always break through
Me and u jus gotta push to put out the fumes

In my name I still write for you
Even with that attitude I still expect some gratitude 
Carrying around a heavy heart
With a smile on my face
Don't want these feelings erased
I just want us both ok

I just got my soul detached 
Any moment heart attack
You tell me that my love is fake
But ig I was made for that

I feel like a space cadet
I'm heading to my worlds and back
I just saw my life flash 
I just need my life back

Ik that you told me that I need to change my outlook and
Everything that comes with that
Baggage heavy overpacked

I wish we could run it back to all the times I'd tell you stories 
Now my pages all collapse
All my words in bold and caps

I just spent the last two nights
In the background of your mind
Perfect person, wrong time
I wish we were kids for life
Coz then I'd make you happy easy
Ik you believe me 
But with what we know

It's just left us freezing 
It's just left us cold 
Baby take me home 
The thought of you leaving 
It's fucking up my breathing 

I don't want you alone 
But I hope when you're leaving 
That you have a purpose known
Coz I don't want to let you go

angelina outro

Angelina_Outro (Sleepy fish)

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Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

030
Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics

Made it through the storm
I'm looking back and I can't help but mourne
A different view and I found love right after quarantine 
You saved me from the gust that was about to hit me

I never loved, I never cared
I always trust, I never bluff
And that's just all of me 
No love, no change
Hard to view, my face

Baby I can't look at you the same
"But I aml tryna change
Why can't you see me that way
Are you just filled with hate?"
Don't think I can live today
She says you better stay
I try to sip through this high 
But I'm still wide awake, baby

Way too much honesty
You watch the falling leaves
Trickle to the dirt as you desert to falling on your knees
Still all this loves come pouring out 
She said that's not love it's just a dream

And through these walls, see through walls I've hidden stuff
Drifted through days and all these days been building up
But I kept it going, I kept it going for the ones I loved

I learned to love, I learned to hate and all da above and all the reasons I had musts
And all the days I was coming up
Through the stages of one of us 
Of one of them, relate to guts 
But in the brain theres’ never touch 
And in a heart there isn’t much
Maybe a maze, grass isn’t cut
Throw in the haze and flow the blood 
Then maybe paint and let it flood

I know that you dont know me when I go cold
But that version of me is more than once told
I can’t seem to hold in no more
I'm tryna live a life and somehow grow

I hope that your happy 
And I'm happy if you are
But you still put that sinking feeling in my heart
It runs so deep I feel it circling my scars
I lived a life where I would only experience hard-ship

I'm tryna reminisce 
But I seem to just look downwards
Even the bliss would have a glimpse
But I'd just be sitting there for hours

But now I know
That I’m just not your home
I try to make u happy but emotions won't control

Am I too much?

same old story

Same old Story (Sleepy fish)

Lyrics 

Maybe I spoke too soon on the feature
Try change up to a different domineer
I cant help myself but to tease her
Ik its wrong how I act but sometimes I dont mean 
It in the wrong way, but I believe her 
when she says sorry for the same things
That I do so I teach her it dont matter
Bout who’s least hurt both needs to understand.
If u kno me, well im not jus a leaver

Deeper ohhh
Keep taking dives much more deeper, we go
The deeper we go the weaker we grow
Its good things aint surface level in this storm 
But you know
That this paths also cold
Dark, like a hole 
How we gonna take a breath if we want to coz we will 
Coz eventually it will snow
At least with a leash we can cope

Ik that its hard its different
Ik kno how much of me ur missing 
But time moves forward it changes distance
We both know this story not finished

With you it's warmer
The waters still water just larger
From all of these tears 
That I wept in your summer

Pardon im feeling fine 
It's not like u check in on me from time

I've survived
Many many blue moons in the winter time
Now, I have clear sight 
Prepared for the colder months and any signs

Baby I just wanna tell you 
That im sorry
For the way I loved you 
It might not mean much but 
I just wish I told you
How much u really mean to me 
And what u sold me
Which wasn't
Short of anything spectacular 
You let my heart breathe when I was living through a massacre 

Pardon I'm feeling fine 
It's not like u check in on me from time
You told me that our love was divine 
Just talking to myself in the night

In the core of my mind u rest
And in all the sunsets
At least I can say this with my chest
I'd rather die than regret

your summer my winter

Your summer, my Winter (Sleepy fish)

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Away with the fairies
Up in the clouds
Don’t comprehend scary
Till I’m coming back down

I live in the now, now
Right now its a state of bliss
Our minds are racing lets hit the breaks and make a wish

Talking bout our favourite shit
But its just what we make of it 
My heart is both burning and melting 
Go on take a pic
Watching deterioration like we didnt share a kiss
The blizzard came and it purpose with its place-e-ment

away with the fairies

Away w/th_Fairies (Sleepy fish)

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water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many (tiedforsilver X Jupiter)

lyrics

we don't complete each other here
me and you been running from the fear
at night who you call when you don't know how to steer?
thats right but life, life just isn't fair

who, who knew 
it's just 'bout yourself
fuck just trying to help
baby your still, mine

for the love of god
please be waiting in the world
without you my heart will melt

you, make me feel brand new
baby i just wish that every single day was us just staring at the stars on the roof

but i'm dreaming, i'm dreaming
'coz it just isn't the whole truth
deep inside the jungle 
i reside here humble 
anything else i refuse

i don't catch these flames for anyone
baby special, i went one for one
hold me tight 'till we become the sun
form these planets for these other ones

no i won't, i got told to keep it slow
my instincts they don't ever fold
baby lets just break this mould

i know it's love
i'm sorry how i come across
baby can you see the doves
i'm doing everything for us

trust 
baby can you give me trust
even if it is just once 
that really is a must

one for one

one for one (jabarionthebeat)

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

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whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

Angelina_Outro (Sleepy fish)

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