Lyrics:

i think i miss you
or maybe i don't and the whiskeys out
i think i miss you
maybe i do but its hiding down down
below the surface
below the earth crust
this shit's so deserted
predators alerted

miss u (redd)

CREDITS
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beat prod. Tosha <3
vocals rec, mixed, and mastered by Nkno
Artwork by HeartlessArik
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LYRICS
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Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone

CHORUS

Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone
Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone

VERSE 1

Sick of all this fake love
Wasted all my time on you
Thought you was the one 
But I guess it wasn't true
I'm talking about love
Thought my feelings got through
But I was wrong I got nothing else to lose
I hear my phone ringing 
I'ma let it ring
All these hoes hit me up
But I'ma let it be
Though I've had enough
So knowing me
I wont let it go so don't let me see
I hear you calling but I will not answer 
I'm too fucked up so the news probably wont hurt
Get high every night I'm surprised that I'm sober 
Picked up the line and you tell me that I never learn

BRIDGE

Yeah you tell me that I never learn
Yeah you tell me I never learn
Tell me that I never learn
Never learn

CHORUS

Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone
Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone

VERSE 2

If you didn't love me just say that
I wanna go to the old days so bad
And I can't help but to dream of the past
It hurts just to think that we didn't last
It's been so long and I still can't let go
And I don't think I can do this alone
Cause I still feel hopeless 
Never learned my lesson
Even though I know it
I'll still fuck up again
And I know that we already reached the end
I'm so done
Can't go back
I'm so gone 

CHORUS

Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone
Like woah, here we go
I'm so done with love
Put all my trust 
I know you want me gone
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<333

I know you want me gone

i know you want me gone (prod. Tosha)

Never have I ever been addicted to the 'presence' of someone who's so far, so fast, until now. I don't know how to feel, or how to act.

LYRICS¬

all the lies 
Leave me lone
Keeping guard
Of my thoughts
im a ghost dont hit my phone x2


All the lies 
Leave me lone
Keeping guard
Of my thoughts
Ima ghost x3
Ima

Ahem
Uh (yeah,yeah)
Anyway (yeah)

I fell in love 
i know we haven't met but you still hit me up yeah
so far apart
Thinking about the distance got me feeling lost yeah
And I need your love, but your so far
Ion think ima get it baby I lost out
But
If we met in a past life would it be different or not
Would it be different or not 

all the lies 
Leave me lone
Keeping guard
Of my thoughts
I'm a ghost don't hit my phone x2

All the lies 
Leave me lone
Keeping guard
Of my thoughts
Ima ghost x3
Ima

Ahhh
Bcos
To be honest im pretty uh

fucked up
I should prolly warn you that im fucked up 
insecurities a product of my past love
So im sorry if i keep my mind locked up
Yeah
Open up
Even when i really wanna i keep shut up
Dont ever wanna bring up what once was
stop digging through my past oh my god
Yeah

all the lies 
Leave me lone
Keeping guard
Of my thoughts
im a ghost dont hit my phone x2

All the lies 
Leave me lone
Keeping guard
Of my thoughts
Ima ghost x3
Ima

distance (secre swallowtail)

PARIS HILTON PISSED HERSELF FREESTYLE (malloy)

one of my favs ive made

i just wanna come alive 
i just wanna see me smile 
know it might take a while
hits deep i cant lie x2

all i can see is dirt
laying in the dirt
im laying in the dirt
feeling like the worst

laying in the dirt
i been feeling like the worst
laying in the dirt
just hoping this’ll work

i dont wanna i hurt
i dont wanna feel like im the worst
congratulated on achievments
but i dont feel its deserved

taking every pill i dont think its working
looking for solutions but have no idea for what im searching 
for
i jus wanna tag my toe, im bored
i jus wanna take myself ashore

hey 
i just wanna say that 
all my dreams are like that
forcing me to fight back

i jus get these dreams 
i just get these dreams that 
i might make it 
but its gone take a lot

its a cold, cold world 
but i can make it,
 we can make it out

so much more to feel alive 
i jus wanna see u smile 
i cant see ur face go down like that 
if u want me to sleep at night that aint ever aloud 

this is all i have (no) 
this is all thats left 
im gon sprout a lie 
and hope u dont forget

i jus wanna feel th calm breeze
running by the lake again 
back in th day when 
we hadn’t the faintest, clue

i jus cant feel that anymore 
im not the same kid 
im not the same kid
im not the same

i jus wanna see me smile i just wanna come alive
i dont ever give myself time

ur smile (sleepy fish)

produced by @nevrfall, featuring @heyzbee, check their stuff <3
cover art from www.instagram.com/tenebris_feles/

Dream Tales:
i still feel the same pain in my brain
i still call your name
oh man
this never gon get better
and everyone left me alone in the dust
like i was nothing

girl i feel nothing
comparing to him, i feel like a monster
let me get closer
ur face on my phone but these pictures got old
and i feel colder
blaming myself for this mess i cant cope it
i dont wanna hold the blame for this too

ZBee:
Calling your phone you don’t reply
Even though I said I’m gon die
You said that you love me
But that don’t mean nothing
When you treat me like the dust of this earth
Honestly you’ll get what you deserve
Then you’ll understand what is my worth
The monster that you said that I was
Will finally come out
Then you’ll be the one in the dust

The colder I get the blizzard persists
I lose everything my own consciousness
Who am I now do I exist
I don’t know the answer to all these questions

Walk away bloodon my hip
I feel it now I’m bout to trip
Falling over its all over
I think it’s time we unite again

Dust w/HeyZBee (nevrfall)

gotta lov a bit of idealism really

lyrics

i cant take it 
im so so sorry x2

every day that goes by i write another
bout how i don wanna wake 
different day 
same pain
been walking different streets 
but all these thoughts remain

living underwater, not no moss, feeding off
bubble wrap
i could see the signs this whole time
im ok to crash
fucking fake
u jus wanna make up 
some shit until i fucking break 
guess its working pretty we-

and when they come and they crawl 
and they.. keep on putting all my feelings in a brawl
she can take it, still cant see it on the walls
its not u i swear, i promise this my own fault

my decisions, oh my decisions
keep me up night 
but im still tunnel vision
look in to my eyes
but u just never listen
like, ill blatantly lie
and u just never question

like who the fuck am i to u
ill set my sails to sea
and watch the whole world turn blue
u still wont look to see

im goin die here
and u gon watch me bleed

worlds collide then it gets cold 
watch no need to grab a coat
there’s plenty wind
but not a nudge of hope
still hope u hope i stay afloat
there’s gotta be a way for my brain to not follow my heart
but its deception is unmatched when the water turns to snow

bae i went and killed the crow
i can’t say i’m better tho 
coz she still has her fangs 
i cant take it, who the fuck was my foe

like where u taking me? how far below?
i knew from the start that this was set in stone

picked coz i could manage
this wasn’t by chance, seed was planted
took a lil trip, woke up on a new planet
every trait possessed was mandatory 
times what’s in the way to make the saddest story
portraying it so good, yet won’t get close to 40

so what the fuck is talent
ion have a want this world im fucking trapped in
too many things not in my control and it just ends up baggage
swear there’s no point but still get cut, bleeding out, no fuckin bandage

sleeping during days, they still mentioning me 
woahohhhohhhh
burden yet stranger
i see u, when there’s danger

talk 
i think we need talk
walk 
away from everything i wanted
its probably better if i dont mention that stuff
doesnt realiy matter ill be gon soon enough

im off
run away in to the forest
too late for peace of mind if i am honest
you may think that i am really lost but 
but age will never finish me and that i promise

setting sail/ talk pt2 (idealism)

cold nights in july

sadness took my life￼

To Kojayi (sauvachi Cover)

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