THATS MY LIFE

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if you wish to listen. sounds i had have been silenced from the underestimation.

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time to exit

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FLY AWAY (Prod. Pacific)

Hold My Breath

revolving doors - w/ Abstract & J-Wright

PROTOTYPE: ETERNAL DELUXE

NEW PROBLEMS (SLOWED AND REVERBED)

Big Gigantic & Jayceeoh - I Like That (Sippy Remix)

stronger (9jay x gavin hadley)

wallflowers (prod. by @cobra)

Produced by: Gio and @raspyfilms
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio

When do we settle?

Nostalgia Is A Drug

Big Gigantic - Deja Vu (w/Kota the Friend)

Memory Loss

Secrets

Lil Skies - My anxiety (Leaked)

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Ullusion - Your Mind [Chill Trap Release]

My discography reflect upon my state of mind
I be thinking bout what I've been writing this whole time
Who am I really fooling when I'm saying that I'm fine?
Listen to my lyrics, learn I'm twisted like some twine
~
Trust me I am trying
I am done relying on these to drugs for peace of mind
They grip me like a vine
I use them when I'm feeling like I lost control of my
Life, this inner strife will strip me right down to the spine
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Found myself on the ground floor
I've been working on myself and going out more
People come and go but I'm around for life
so I must learn to love what is behind my eyes
Dark and Light you must have both sides
Shine too bright and you might ignite
But if you in the middle and you balance out your mind
Problems will be little for enlightenment you find
~
Lately ain't been feeling like myself
I just escape at night
Pack another bowl and I just disassociate from life 
Love to medicate my mind
Thoughts that I can't leave behind
Miss when I was younger, God please take me back to simple times
~
Just for a minute, Admit it ... I'm wrong
that's why I'm singing this song
I can't find a meaning, pack weed in the bong
haven't been happy for long
you make your purpose, stay committed so your life isn't worthless
At times I feel nervous, But I just remember I'm forged in this furnace
I'm molded by all the heat

Simple Times

Next Time It's Too Late

#eyes (prod me & dxnnyfantom)

PLAY THIS WHEN YOU FORGET ME

prod by Rnla @rnlaofficialdemo

lyrics: 
I have trust issues
But I trusted you
Now I wish I didn’t
Crying all night
While you’re all fine
I thought you were different
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
You swore you’d
Tell the truth
But I can’t believe a word you say
You’d stay forever
I hope I never
Have to feel this way again
 
You tore my heart in half
Just to see how much I’d bleed
Left me with a broken heart
Oh please help me
Help me heal
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
 
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
To you
Did I mean anything to you?
Did I mean anything to you?
 
Now I’m so tired of every time
You promised I’d be fine
And you lied
You lied
And I can’t trust anyone
Who said they’d never run
Cause you’re gone
You’re gone
Did I mean anything to you?

trust issues - julia alexa

Big Gigantic - Losing My Mind (w/ Brooke WIlliams)

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Peace (prod. Trees)

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Live Fast Die Numb

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ALWAYS GOT ME (noahmadethiss)

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I said I’m tunnel vision get it
Slightly optimistic 
Rarely ever switching 
Don’t forget to go and mention 
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears 
I done seen em and it’s clear 
It ain’t ever worth the tears 

There no truth inside the lies it’s only pain that brought me up 
I’m a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck 
Selling drugs when i’m in school instead of out and having fun 
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love 

It done made me who I am I got regrets but that’s alright 
Try to push all em aside but can’t escape it in my mind 
So imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright 
Don’t you see me as i am don’t you see through my disguise 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 


I said i’ll run until I’m finally lost 
Feeling get a lot 
Always hating when they come around 
and i get in my thoughts 
Never chasing as they leave I’m always loving when they gone 
You shoulda seen what i was on and all the ways i do em wrong 

I don’t think it’d be a problem if I pushed away the pain 
I know I’m numbing and it’s wrong
but i’m just tryna make it change 
i go back to where I was then I’ll get caught up in my ways 
abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could  never shake 

I float away to where i never been 
putting pain behind me
It’s beyond the time that i should end 
It’s beyond the time that i can quit 
Let’s be honest
would it help me if i finish it 
Prolly not it was prolly never true 
It was prolly just a sign for me to find what i could use 
on a journey going through 
Never seeing what i lose 
Never staying where i’m at 
You never know what imma do
In the nighttime


In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life

Thats My Life

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recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

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inu - before it all goes to waste

if you cant make room ft. steadysuffer *noahmadethiss + jolst*

gotta lov a bit of idealism really

lyrics

i cant take it 
im so so sorry x2

every day that goes by i write another
bout how i don wanna wake 
different day 
same pain
been walking different streets 
but all these thoughts remain

living underwater, not no moss, feeding off
bubble wrap
i could see the signs this whole time
im ok to crash
fucking fake
u jus wanna make up 
some shit until i fucking break 
guess its working pretty we-

and when they come and they crawl 
and they.. keep on putting all my feelings in a brawl
she can take it, still cant see it on the walls
its not u i swear, i promise this my own fault

my decisions, oh my decisions
keep me up night 
but im still tunnel vision
look in to my eyes
but u just never listen
like, ill blatantly lie
and u just never question

like who the fuck am i to u
ill set my sails to sea
and watch the whole world turn blue
u still wont look to see

im goin die here
and u gon watch me bleed

worlds collide then it gets cold 
watch no need to grab a coat
there’s plenty wind
but not a nudge of hope
still hope u hope i stay afloat
there’s gotta be a way for my brain to not follow my heart
but its deception is unmatched when the water turns to snow

bae i went and killed the crow
i can’t say i’m better tho 
coz she still has her fangs 
i cant take it, who the fuck was my foe

like where u taking me? how far below?
i knew from the start that this was set in stone

picked coz i could manage
this wasn’t by chance, seed was planted
took a lil trip, woke up on a new planet
every trait possessed was mandatory 
times what’s in the way to make the saddest story
portraying it so good, yet won’t get close to 40

so what the fuck is talent
ion have a want this world im fucking trapped in
too many things not in my control and it just ends up baggage
swear there’s no point but still get cut, bleeding out, no fuckin bandage

sleeping during days, they still mentioning me 
woahohhhohhhh
burden yet stranger
i see u, when there’s danger

talk 
i think we need talk
walk 
away from everything i wanted
its probably better if i dont mention that stuff
doesnt realiy matter ill be gon soon enough

im off
run away in to the forest
too late for peace of mind if i am honest
you may think that i am really lost but 
but age will never finish me and that i promise

setting sail/ talk pt2 (idealism)

Prod (EDEN)

Sound Engineer Jacob Marshall

Artwork Ewan Waddell

Man Of The House - Track 9 

Clarity

Talking intentions over actions
brothers trust me with a passion
unafraid to tell them the truth
whatever the repercussions
I’m living for clarity
I’ve been way too close to the edge
to live for a salary
walk the past like a gallery
mothers calling my phone
this bout to be a long call 
get to asking me about women, I can no longer vouch for
thoughts on my mind
let em sink in the wine 
I’m tryna be transparent
you can’t negotiate with time 
I’ma be here for you
that’s a good enough excuse
to embrace the chaos 
that falls below the blue
still love me for my flaws
I fell through yours 
found each other in each other
I’m afraid to give you more
unsure what I believe in
I needed a way to let go of all of my Demons
pursuing love
but still aint found someone to give me reason
to give this up 
I’d never settle for less than the feeling 
I’m dreaming of 

I’m’ keep it the way I wrote it
only authentic 
these questions are cliff hangers
I’ll have to close my eyes 
they listen, they know it’s real
they know how I feel 
sometimes I float in the ink
until these words sink
anxiety’s that I had
made me a stronger man 
looking in your eyes
like a galaxy I understand 
the devils tryna tempt me
but my fathers got a bigger plan 
walking back through your footsteps
to the motherland

Chorus

coz when I feel the first raindrop
I’ma look up , and don’t fade away
and i heard you don’t believe 
in things you used to say 


My feet dangle over my comfort zone
all these rappers clones
hard to see their heart through the façade they feel obliged to show
spend some time up
then I’m low
let the feelings go
she just wanna rush
I move slow
so I’m not involved 
sometimes I’m off then I’m on
but my brothers stay
sometimes I sin
follow faith
but I always pray 
Live like anything can happen, nothing is taken for granted
don’t mean I won’t take a risk
but won’t pick apples in this garden
brothers want it for themselves 
but it’s bigger than me 
I’ll be living for you 
15 consecutive weeks
turning pages that question what you know I’m destined to be
and then I’m back on the music
bars ruthless
straight truth
I’ll draw anyone out when I paint my past in the booth
why are they acting, like I don’t read between lines for a living
I could see the snake in you when it was smiles and finger clicking
my brothers know it’s real
judge a friend by how they moved in the past
intentions glow in the dark

I’m’ keep it the way I wrote it
only authentic 
these questions are cliff hangers
I’ll have to close my eyes 
they listen, they know it’s real
they know how I feel 
sometimes I float in the ink
until these words sink
anxiety’s that I had
made me a stronger man 
looking in your eyes
like a galaxy I understand 
the devils tryna tempt me
but my fathers got a bigger plan 
walking back through your footsteps
to the motherland


Chorus

coz when I feel the first raindrop
I’ma look up , and don’t fade away
and i heard you don’t believe 
in things you used to say

Clarity (prod. by EDEN)

I LEAKED THIS SONG BECAUSE I FELT LIKE IT! THE BEAT AIN'T EVEN FINISHED BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK BECAUSE IT FEELS GREAT! APOLLO7VEN IS MY BIG BROTHER AND A LEGEND. S/O TO MARK FROM THE INCORPORATED FOR THE DOPE ASS ARTWORK. WISHING EVERYONE WHO LISTENS TO THIS SONG LOVE AND HAPPINESS. <3 
OH YEAH AND IT'S STILL FUCK BAKED POTATOES WE LIKE THEM SHITS FRIED.

Last Goodbyes

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