gotta lov a bit of idealism really

lyrics

i cant take it 
im so so sorry x2

every day that goes by i write another
bout how i don wanna wake 
different day 
same pain
been walking different streets 
but all these thoughts remain

living underwater, not no moss, feeding off
bubble wrap
i could see the signs this whole time
im ok to crash
fucking fake
u jus wanna make up 
some shit until i fucking break 
guess its working pretty we-

and when they come and they crawl 
and they.. keep on putting all my feelings in a brawl
she can take it, still cant see it on the walls
its not u i swear, i promise this my own fault

my decisions, oh my decisions
keep me up night 
but im still tunnel vision
look in to my eyes
but u just never listen
like, ill blatantly lie
and u just never question

like who the fuck am i to u
ill set my sails to sea
and watch the whole world turn blue
u still wont look to see

im goin die here
and u gon watch me bleed

worlds collide then it gets cold 
watch no need to grab a coat
there’s plenty wind
but not a nudge of hope
still hope u hope i stay afloat
there’s gotta be a way for my brain to not follow my heart
but its deception is unmatched when the water turns to snow

bae i went and killed the crow
i can’t say i’m better tho 
coz she still has her fangs 
i cant take it, who the fuck was my foe

like where u taking me? how far below?
i knew from the start that this was set in stone

picked coz i could manage
this wasn’t by chance, seed was planted
took a lil trip, woke up on a new planet
every trait possessed was mandatory 
times what’s in the way to make the saddest story
portraying it so good, yet won’t get close to 40

so what the fuck is talent
ion have a want this world im fucking trapped in
too many things not in my control and it just ends up baggage
swear there’s no point but still get cut, bleeding out, no fuckin bandage

sleeping during days, they still mentioning me 
woahohhhohhhh
burden yet stranger
i see u, when there’s danger

talk 
i think we need talk
walk 
away from everything i wanted
its probably better if i dont mention that stuff
doesnt realiy matter ill be gon soon enough

im off
run away in to the forest
too late for peace of mind if i am honest
you may think that i am really lost but 
but age will never finish me and that i promise

setting sail/ talk pt2 (idealism)

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