listening to this while walking through a forest next to a river is so calming and peaceful

prod. wstdtime

wstdtime:
yt - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCANqSDPYbHnXWr_7tUiAjVQ
sc -https://soundcloud.com/wstdtimez

Lyrics:

so fucking done
I'm just really tired of it all
i can't even name one
good reason to go on

I've lost all
my motivation 
lie in my bed
all day until I'm starving

bruises on my legs 
harming myself
just to get a release
these thoughts are overbearing

it feels so empty in my soul these days
I've got nobody to fill that space
I've got no intentions of trying to replace
the joy that you gave me I'm a hopeless case

purple underneath my eyes
hate my fucking face
i listen to sewerperson and cry
all fucking day

I'm tired of everything (wstdtime x tearsonmygucci)

prod. wstdtime x kabeh
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

how could u? (prod. wstdtime X kabeh)

single off my ep 'gust' that ill drop soon. ep prod by @wstdtimez and @secre_swallowtail

lyrics

i dont give a fuck if u talk loud
and i dont give a fuck where u at now
she been walking round like a rat
but im not playing games like its cat mouse

i dont giv fuck bout bout 
no i dont give a fuck bout ya 
i never did
i dont wanna talk to u well no shit
prolly shouldn’t blamed me uh for all of this

lifes hard so she wanna talk now
i got friends they told me that u talked down
on my name
and now she wanna restart
now
but she wanna talk down fuck nah

fuck love 
take drugs

switching up flows more than
u be switching up hoes
im with the same bros
be mindful
dont bring em over here
i only like toes

like i said she wanna talk now
that she low
coz ive been getting to the top 
while she froze
i did it from the start and now shows
u turned on all the lights but nobody’s home

shoutout wstd, coz now im on the floor
i can not take it any fucking more
i take fucking painkiller theyre too strong
she jus wanna take me outta my clothes

i don wanna talk why u tryna make me
my emotions going rampant i just hate it 

poor another cup of the same shit
poor another up coz im a lame bitch
but i dont wanna talk to u no
no fuck i dont wanna see u at all
keep coming with the lame shit
th fuck u wanna say snitch
write another song huh every fucking day bitch

distant (wstd)

lyrics

tell me now u goin out?
nah i dont wanna walk
i dont need to see my name on all these insta story’s
wait huh why u like this for
u don know nun bout me and i can live if 
it were to stay like that if im honest

should see her face
it sent me out
told me not be so rude 

but i jus wanna find someone
who when she talk i can feel summin
but never at these partys fuck it
so ill jus focus on myself now

so discreet its driving me insane
all these words keep for my beats
yeh you’ll survive without my face
took 10 mins to write this but i dont wanna wait
ironic how i say say that shit but feels like time is all i waste

its what this shit ll do
and then ur shits consumed
so id jus let out before it gets inside of u
inside these drugs and now i dont wanna move x2

sensual (wstd)

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

gerrrrr on ma level geerrrrrrr on my wav.file

lyrics

feeling like dirk
fading up all of my third
pulling up, not wasting a light night 
got sewer all over my shirt 😈

this aint ur call to make 
like who th fuck u comin wit
take me back to last time out 
coz im so ceebz wit all this shit 😒

its coming back
didnt come back jus to c u, no
i can feel alive, and i can feel it grow🐸

wait, line on th phone
u still wanna play 
no coming back
no coming back, no 😱

i see light and they see gold
i dont give my name, i know my worth and i cant take u home
uh uh
weird taste i know
uh uh
but i aint digging holes😵‍💫

cant tell em that i love em back
i c th score on ur snap
still wanna com for a ride 
how desperate u rlly for that😶‍🌫️

not spending time without th mains
fuck my life up 
and this th worst thing i could do 
coz id jus see u when im in pain😓

mumboest of jumbos

im so stuck, and its pouring uh
gotta wake at 7
but i can take it jus say no to all that flaunting 
they say use yo phone like wait where th fuck we going 
minding our own business, mr big man had me stalling uh🤬

wait uh 
i could stay unti th morning uh
c now what u got nd put those bottles on the floor uh
i cant help u out if u make me show u what im storin up
walking off like clowns but i can tell u we still talk it up🤡

no no no no 😵
 
those 2 right there got me fucked up
ppl watching from th gasstation 
i gave em plenty
cuh ion even need a chorus to make sum gas🥵

bish bish 
gerrrr outta th way
i put my tent down, i put a tarp im here to stay
u wanna move me
not gonna happen not today 
i barely know u, get on my level, get on my wave
get on my wave🌊
get on my wave🌊
get on my wave🌊

wave 🌊🌊🌊(level)

produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

@navyxower
@strivemusicau
@northshoremusic
@imperial223
@shizukesaaa

h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, imperial & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

Concrete

non-profit soundcloud only <3 shoutout @sad-branwen

GROUNDED (prod. branwen)

find solace <3

mix & mastr by me 😱

lyrics

wear your heart out on ur sleeve now that ur bleeding out
there’s a lot more u will see now that ur leaving town
pressing screens, live like feins i can’t tell u everything but what u hear u gotta scream it loud

nearly accepted what i preach but do u mean it now
there’s not a lot more i can teach with that defeated frown
i can sense a force that’s tense and did i mention still affection coz the trees that we grew from weren’t from different ground

baby i’m tryna ‘scape reality 
coz maybe this life we live ain’t what it seem
ur point of view is something i’d love to believe
but when you’ve lived inside this hole so long it’d hurt even looking up to see

now
feel the breeze now 
and trees now
hear the voices speak now

i’m sorry for my point of view and i can take it back
and i’ll try help with all the damage that i caused but that
isn’t a promise i’m just not one to hold my word when the futures as uncertain as my mental (verge on the collapse)

and if i’m honest
we’re living in a lodge amidst a fire in th forest
it’s in ur gut so save urself before it’s too late i’m sure ur prolly sick of hearing all this logic
im sick cant stop it
lets change the fucking topic

fire in th_forest (yasuma)

I Don't Wanna Be That Guy (prod. kiranaito)

lyrics-

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*
im getting sick of all talk
i needa take a walk


cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i wont be around too long if i stay here
say hi to the neighbor while im fried
i know shes pretty, i dont like my life
taking out the trash, while i look into her eyes

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*

sorry that im sorry (prod. secre swallowtail)

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

this ain't depression

<3

lyrics

beauty on the inside but she dont see that
humans make mistakes but now i think i bleed black

puddles of dark in horizon
baby its not right 
please jus look in to my eyes

this might be more than we’d come to expect
wehhhh
i see it all the time i cant help it keep fallin out my bed
im embedid in much worse, i could take whatever hurts until im dead

not just a feeling, u can keep it to urself im ok with that
oh
hope im not mistaken
ur face all on my pavement
all these bodys waking

this aint something u cant control no matter how long it stays inside you
im responsable, but who am i to put these words in to your mouth
i guess we’ve split in 2 
this on u 
if its over 
 

i swear somethings missing
our breaths are very distant
people like to talk i guess we pray instead of fixing

u jus thought 
ud make it through life that 
u missed that train , dont “who are u?”
“who r u”
“and where r u going”
baby this aint me i can tell u this aint homeee

who... r..u? #030622 (wstd)

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