The Upload

Art by TrexAthena
https://www.instagram.com/trexietina/?hl=en

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Lyrics:
I saw you like a ghost in the moon shadow
You see through me when did I become disappointing
You’re pointing out my flaws and I’m feeling like I've lost
Wanna be with you at all cost, it's the reason that we’ve stopped

I was all for you
You were the moon
Magnetic glow in the blackness of June
I put my faith in the wrong thing
Put my faith in the wrong thing
I am disappointing
You were right, that’s what I am solving
Years of tears it's insulting 
Medicate the offering

If you could see my heart you’d see a million pieces
Shattered scattered internal cement splattered
Wanting to end the suffering
Suffrage of a casted man 
Put me in the dirt next to him
I don't care so I shouldn't be here
If it was up to me, I would have never existed
I hope my death makes more cents than this shit
Poor joker no coke or antidepressants
Stuck in a closet filled with bones
Adventures lead to empty wallets
My pockets have run thin
Life is expensive
I will regret it all

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Moon Glow

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng for the guitars<3

spotify

such a mess w/ splashgvng

I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

Produced by redMOSK
Engineered by Foreign Forest

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'Til Death ft. Foreign Forest

Prod- Kado


I’m not doing well I’m not feeling like myself 
Haven’t slept for several days feel it wearing on my health
Living in a haze with my shelf life expired 
Made a few attempts but it seems I’m a survivor 
Had my feet to the fire for my entire existence listen life Is a prison unless you live with no limits 
God as my witness I know I’m going to hell
Till the day I die you’ll find that I’m the flyest in the commonwealth 
The fyest that I ever felt,
Got my lyrics tatted 
Give a fuck about a Gucci belt 
This shits automatic 
Been a while since I hurt myself I’m proud to say I turned around a life that was quickly going south 
Now I just sit around and watch the world around me degrade 
As I prepare to be impaired for all the rest of my days 
Sick of running scared with my fears im face to face 
Cause I want to get better but I’m set in my ways


Lately I don’t care if you hate me 
I’m just thinking that maybe you’ll miss me around
I cant wait to be alright 
I just want to live my life
I don’t really need another chance to let you down 

Now I been going through a phase
On the search for better days
Patterns flip into a labyrinth this life is such a maze 
It’s amazing that i got nearly as far as I did
That I avoided Jackson state or getting stuck with a kid 
It’s my flock i ain’t about to let no wolves in my pen 
Man I been there and done that, quick to forget 
Where I’m at and where I been and what I’ve done in the booth 
Now I feel like Paul Peirce I’m the motherfucking truth 
Ain’t no jealousy inside of  me I’m proud of my friends 
Ima live the life I want until the day that it ends 
It tends to be that people leave and maybe that’s for the best 
If you not coming on the ride then we’re not sharing success 
I’m not sharing my press, in my prime this the pinnacle 
Time flyin by still cynical, It’s cyclical 
The way that I’ve been feeling so don’t ask  Where my head is 
I been saying for a minute I been blessed with a death wish

Degrade

nothings gunna change [prod color hue]

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

Free Download

every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

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Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

Love u guys
Everything produced by me

L Y R I C S

Verse 1
I know that time's (has) passed, when I think about you
Yeah we've been moving fast, now I'm lying here without you
And your friends have all been telling you lies too	
Actin forgiving even though I knew it hurt you

	Hook

But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Verse 2
Sail with me and Ill take you by my side
I dont wanna be this lonely 'til i die
Explore the ocean even though its not your style
But we could be together, takin me so high

	Hook
But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Hook pt 2
Im so afraid of goin back into the dark
Baby hold on lets just go back to the start
And I wont say that ive been treating you perfectly
We all got flaws but losing you I'd lose my sanity

moving on

It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

prod/guitar @antongxldn

Lyrics:
baby don’t forget bout me
never should have let you leave
last night...
last night...
you're my candy extra sweet
I won’t let you rot my teeth 
not mine...
not mine...
 
she said I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i
 
call my phone I let it ring 
whatever happened to you and me, 
just i...
just i...
why you’d have to plant that seed
catch me hanging by a tree
goodbye...
goodbye...
 
it don’t matter, it don’t matter no
it don’t matter, it don’t matter no
it don’t matter, it don’t matter no
 
 
she said I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i
 
baby don’t forget bout me
never should have let you leave
last night...
last night...
you're my candy extra sweet
I won’t let you rot my teeth 
not mine...
not mine...
 
she said I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i
I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i

Narcissistic Drama Queen

Did a song with @slzzpa and we hope you all love it <3

sleepa x hkfiftyone - highschool

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

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'Til Death ft. Foreign Forest

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