produced by zoltar

lyrics:

everything's a blur
what a fucking mess
my heart is never sure
'cause i didn't take my meds
and even if i'm wrong
at least i got to see you
you're a work of art
you're divine in every move

but you could make me spiral just like that
yeah i can make mistakes
but i'm not all bad
i know that i'm a lot
i just wish you understood
if i could trade my heart
for another brain i would

and i don't wanna come off
like i'm obsessed with you
but would it be so crazy
if you felt it too?
i know i got my doubts
i even tried to leave
but every time you text
i find it hard to speak
and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i just want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i just want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

they don't know what i been through
i'm glad you know
all about my cracked skin and fragile bones
i just wanna make sure that we take it slow
i don't wanna ruin our one chance to grow
i'm a mess
i don't care bout what i need
i just need to know that you still want me
i know i need constant reassurance
i've earned this
i worked too hard on myself
so it's time i cause a disturbance

and i don't wanna come off
like i'm obsessed with you
but would it be so crazy
if you felt it too?
i know i got my doubts
i even tried to leave
but every time you text
i find it hard to speak
and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i just want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

so take my hand, we'll be alright
you rain check for another night
splitting headaches, they beckon me
just like a lighthouse across the sea 

hold me closer now
i feel like i'm so lost in this world
i'm just tryna figure you out
i'm so inadequate to my core

for nothing

had another dream last night
that i was runnin' away from a monster
and that monster was me
it had my cold dead corpse 
hangin' from its teeth
when finally i met the reaper beggin on my knees

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

cuz i dont really give af about myself
in fact im always wishin that i could just be someone else
think id be better off locked up in a cell
i think id rather that
than being trapped in this hell

they used to tell me its a phase
but i still hate my own face...

take me away rn!
take me away rn!
i dont even wanna try
to make things alright

i dont wanna try
ive never been alright
i dont wanna try
ive never been alright!!!

take me away rn! [+gaxillic]

they tell me don't give up
but I don't give a fuck
I did it for my health 
not for the gucking wealth

I'll end it all if I have to 
maybe I shouldn't have you
why the fuck did I ask you
help me up from the grasp of 

deathhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate it when u 
FUCK ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME YOU HATE ME
DONT SAY YOU WANT ME THEN TELL ME IM CRAZY
HOW YOU DISLIKE ME THEN CALL ME UR BABY
FUCK U BRO HONESTLY I DONT NEED SAVING

UR DUMB AS FUCK IF U THOUGHT U COULD SAVE ME
EVERYTIME U SPEAK MY HEART STARTS ITS RACING
UP AND DOWN THE HALLS MY LEGS ARE CONSTANTLY PACING
WHY IS IT WITH EVERYONE THEYRE CONSTANTLY FAKING

LOVE FROM THE BACK OF THEIR MIND LIKE ITS SECOND
NATURE WHEN YOU NEVER SHOWED UR INTENTIONS
MAYBE ONE DAY I JUST MIGHT GET MY VENGEANCE
BITCH ILL PULL UP ON YOU TEACH YOU A LESSON

DONT FUCK WITH ME UNLESS YOU GOT A DEARHWISH
DONT FUCK WITH ME CUZ THIS SHIT MAKE YA HEAD SPIN
CRACKS IN THE SPINE N U THOUGHT U COULD FIX IT
MAYBE THATS TRU BUT DO U WANNA TEST IT???



deathh (whtlen)

Lyrics:

Stuck on a path I wish I wasn't
Life's such a blur but it doesn't
Lead me in the right direction
That's what I get for getting no affection

I can't seem to see straight lines
Impulsive thoughts through my mind
Lead me in the right direction
Heart beat racing, resurrection

You weren't there for me and it's obvious why
I needed comfort and you weren't by my side
I let you sink all your teeth in my innocent skin
Impressions deeply engraved solely within my mind

Sink these teeth into your mind
marks will fade just give it time
Things will fade, storms brew together
Rolling low fly stormy weather

No matter where you run, no matter where youll hide
Youll run back in due time
You may not think so now, but you'll always be mine

Can I, ever, really let go?
Will I, ever, find myself solo?

Stuck on a path I wish I wasn't
Life's such a blur but it doesn't
Lead me in the right direction
That's what i get for getting no affection

You weren't there for me and it's obvious why
I needed comfort and you weren't by my side
I let you sink all your teeth in my innocent skin
Impressions deeply engraved solely within my mind

And you're not gonna be there
For my last breath dear
used to make me feel helpless
But I don't feel the same fear
And you're not gonna be there
For my last breath dear
used to make me feel helpless
But I don't feel the same fear

TEETH ft. Blospar (p.maniksprod)

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

hope older me can forgive me :c

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6FcwHE5pd9tMiP9tPkkBAo?si=a24628ebf06b4958

this song kinda feels like a 2020 jora song and i like that alot :) if only he knew what the world had in store for him...

lyrics:
could u explain how it is palpable what u feel?
i get so jealous from the stories i hear 
im scared i might just be incapable to breach thru the fears 
or i just did and its not what i imagined 
what if im feeling like my stomach turns
but the world turns around my stomach?
and its unconcerned if its like anything i wanted?
u put someone first 
no knowing anything about them is it bad of an assumption 
thinking youll get something back in return?

i know its me i know im wrong but it hurts

could u explain how to make sense of it?
of it all 
would u just calm me down and fucking respond
am i too selfish or too desperate? just tell me whats wrong
is it too late for me? just tell me its not
yea i should know better 
the thought of stop trying it hit me dead center 
and hasnt gone quiet 
can i go forever?
and when i start flying the sun it melts feathers 
so whats it all matter?

its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
just tryna make it by 
tell younger me i broke our promise 
idk a way out 
tell older me its alright
ive gone too far to give it up now 
how am i still so far behind?
its 2am im on the floor 
ive been in bed all day now
ive got to make it by

it's 2am, i'm on the floor | prod. majora

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

prod me :)

lyrics:

i can try to breathe just a little bit deeper 
every now and then
but the air seems to cut my throat
so i'll go
in the hopes
that i can find a way to mend it
broken never bend

search for something that i can't find
trip another landmine
blurring the line between
"i love you" and "you make me wanna cry"
such a damn shame
end up down the damn drain
open up the damn gates
hurry it up
before i do the unexpected

goin up
i think ur goin down
turn around
i won't ever turn around
it's only when it seems i'm winnin that they come around
never gave a fuck about me til i started making sound
only dark
not a spark
bitch i'm heartless
rip apart
i might tear off my limbs
i dont want my life to stay the way that it is
i'll fuck the world with every inch.

Every Inch.

hi hey this is probably my favorite song ever so i had to cover it sooner or later lol

if this is how it ends well im glad u were a part of it
u made it to the end and i appreciate ur tolerance
and i know i cant touch u i mean rly rly touch u on atomic lvl shit but thats not how were meant to fit
when u think about it rly only difference is the brain 
pls dont be scared 
its over now

its over. you can go home (sewerperson cover)

I jumped on a train

333
my only known form of communication
i hope u enjoy <3

it's 2am, i'm on the floor | prod. majora

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