feat @cam_b22
prod cxrter x tahtx 

lyrics;

its hard to think when ur sinking in this tar
i hate myself so much but i 
swear this music shit gonna make me a star
i should of picked up my guitar more
should of been better from the start
but its not to late to get there
play this music from my heart
i built this, i played my part
i write until i fall apart
each song i write is about the same girl that never gave me her heart
it was all in my head from the start

but-but-but

why do u hit me up when ur lonely
play with my head, i'm already in your hand
i'm not rich, im not smart, and most of all im not him
I'm the exact opposite
but i think you like that
im just like one of your opiates

i try my hardest to not trip over this bitch
but that mood ended quick
wake up sad and sink into my bed
than i finally crawl out
we all end up lonely in the end
i can count the people i call my friends on one hand
always told me i was better than i am 
girl ill never be that man
so stay away

caramel;
it ain't hard to tell i was never rlly needed here
blacked out curtains so i never see the sun in here
so fuck it dear i guess i'll my breathing here
i love here the spirits made a home in me

at least they fucking notice me
and they don't take offense to the broken me
the way u do is way too fucking openly
oh its choking me

i know our time is wearing thin
we both know ur lies are breaking down
i can see it now oh it's sinking in
its rlly sinking in

it ain't hard to tell i was never rlly needed here
the more i fucking fell in that river i been bleeding in
exerting fear i hate it here
i really fucking hate it here

better than i am w/ Caramel

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
@rod / @web fan account

email - m@scars.online

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

better than i am w/ Caramel

marsmal