Name: hellscape (intro) by marsmal in hellscape
Duration: 2 min 25 s
Description: produced by sorrow bringer

when my dreamscape and my reality starts blurring what is really real anymore?

consider this ghoul in tokyo pt 2

i put a lot of work into this project and i hope you enjoy
also shoutout the amazing producer sorrow bringer
extra sound design and effects by me

this is my art and what i wanna make

- mars

ps this was heavily influenced by sewer

hellscape

hellscape (intro)

produced by sorrow bringer

lyrics;
its cold, i cant feel my hands
killing another man
that wasnt apart of the plan
but fuck here i am
washing the blood of my hands
i took the last thing that made me human
now im fading back into being a demon
babygirl gimmie a reason to stay
if not ima jus drift away
ion even wanna be awake

oh my god 
smoking all night long
i wont ever stop
its the only thing im good at
the only thing i want

atleast fight back x 5

fffightback (interlude)

produced by sorrow bringer

lyrics;
its been 45 days since i got fucked up
its been 59 days since i got drunk
doing this for my health and i hate it
jus like jelly said sobriety sucks
i like the feeling of being fucked up
it helps with know ill never be enough

i wake up and wish i could jus go back to sleep
even when i record 50 songs a week
i still feel like im just a sheep
everyone says its not that deep

beingsoberfkingsucks

produced by sorrow bringer

lyrics;
4am on this porch i sit here and smoke
until everything i love turn to ash
off this ket but it doesnt nothing but numb my past pain
take my soul and heart and toss it out into the rain
watch me bleed, babe im on my knees
sending you messsage after message knowing you wont read
listen to my pleads, listen to me

i cant look anyone in the face
im ashamed of who i am
i'm not the man i wanna be
and i dont wanna force you to love me
but without you in my life it feels empty
and every single thing feels tempting
i jus wanna be existing

the truth is hard to swallow
been awhile since i was down this low
ive never felt this hollow
i'm trying to get fucked up so i'm trying to hit it from my bong
i used to have potential but everyone tells me im lost
i don't know what todo or where i belong
fear the worst because you know im cursed
and fuck this shit ill say it again it fucking hurts
cancel all my plans
drop everything just so i could get fucked up and play games
everything i do to numb the pain
it wont help me escape
it makes everything fade away
take everything take my soul
just let me waste away
these new meds are supposed to work
but fuck

i cant look anyone in the face
im ashamed of who i am
i'm not the man i wanna be
and i dont wanna force you to love me
but without you in my life it feels empty
and every single thing feels tempting
i jus wanna be existing

hollow

allamericanwendigofreestyle (p. Pandemxnium)

single #1 off hellscape releasing 7/10

sewer used this beat and I never ended up making a song but found it on my pc so i made this today enjoy

produced by sorrowbringer 

album w/ hollowprpl on the 25th

& 

album w/ sorrow next month

lyrics;
ion wanna talk to this bitch im trying to roll this blunt
im not tryna talk wit this powerup in my cup
u say u hate me when im fucked up
but bitch this is who i am
im a different person everyone hates when im not on the drugs
if i fall asleep dont wake me up
plug hit my phone trying to dose me up
but im already fucked up

if i roll this blunt i dont think i can get anymore high
but i do it because if i dont ill lose my fucking mind
missed a text from my grandma i lost track of time
rather not talk about how i feel, im fine

u blocked me n u know damn well that i dont care
keep telling me im not being fair
than why the fuck are u still here
i'm not going outside im way to  fucked up  
im not going anywhere i dont give a fuck 
bitch are you dumb
its so cold out
my hands are going numb
ur so so selfish
bitch u never meant this
i was all up in her mouth like a denist

my hearts broken 
so i crush another pill
and do another line even tho you know it kills
keep going just to feel alive
keep your feelings inside
your not gonna die

roll this blunt

meh

blood stained shirt yeah you know how it goes
i only get violent if they push me ‘till i blow
if you run now i’ll be better when youre home
if you leave now, itll be safer when youre home
at 23 will u still remember me
ill be gone evenmtually
for now i gotta fix this on my own
promise it’s better if you go
dont watch the blood drip from my nose

say my mistakes dont define me
until they cause me pain and i start sprilaling out 
got these new ways to hide it
bury me with secrets, they’ll be safe no doubt
my bones are starting to rust
wipe away the dirt before i turn into dust
consuming my lungs
this place i won’t leave
all the bugs in my flesh
i’m rotting with leaves

there’s no place for me here
im fading out of your memories its clear
i got no one left to listen
i got no one left who will miss me

violent (injury)

i speedran this song for melmige awhile back lmfaooo

link up texts
niggas be so indirect
line flat no speaking chest
but bad on me ig they didn’t intend 2 reconnect
nintendo bitch these games aint saying we connect
fuck playin some keep away
cuz they just chase the check

u could see the city from up this view it feel like summerset
my big dog bite from southside cuz he’s a seasoned vet
never needed reasons red he’s leaking, look like rabbit jess
bleed out like that dress
it’s cardiac arrest
when all these heartless songs go harder than their fucking best
beats not often, all these problems cause an ego death
sleep an option but it’s constant i been seething rest
since even off it shit is confidently spit like this
can’t get like this
write a track n run it back, it’s jus another miss

link up texts
niggas be so indirect
line flat no speaking chest
but bad on me ig they didn’t intend 2 reconnect
nintendo bitch these games aint saying we connect
fuck playin some keep away
cuz they just chase the check

t3xts (levitate)

i know its distorted in some parts - i like it that way
prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Back from the skylines baby blue
Baby waste my time, whats new
Back n forth all night, how we move
Bedsheets no light, gripping onto you

Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you
Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you

Cut the ribbon and tie back
Beautiful mascara to ur eyelash
Hear me out i dont wanna get side tracked
Living In this generation love seems to die fast

Highlight my flaws and dissect my dna
I might be wrong, but go ahead anyways

Played my soul, dress what you desire
Dice roll, snake eyes landing dire
Burn my passion light me in the fire
Truth may hurt atleast u know im not a lier

Back from the sky lines baby blue
Baby waste my time, whats new
Back n forth all night, how we move
Bedsheets no light, gripping onto you

Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you
Clocked out, drive home, think about what's waiting for me
I dont wanna make assumptions but i know what id want it to be
And you could call me crazy,
Yeah cause im crazy for you


crazy4u [prod. yunny goldz]

prod. secre x itschrismarek

cover art by melmige

lyrics:

now i cannot speak thru the blood in my mouth
i stay in my house just in case ur around
my bones bend and break 2 a terrible sound
im tearing out of my skin n breaking this drywall down

i cant feel my chest
water spills from the cracks in my head
the pavement burns straight thru my shoes and eats away at my flesh
maybe i should go out more or
maybe i should go 2 bed
maybe i should shut my mouth and focus more on speaking less


something screams my name from by the trees but i dont notice
my breath is growing shallow and its squeezing at my throat
im pulling cords from out my neck, in gasoline i sit and soak
the metal fused into my body til my skin became its own

streetlights
paint this empty road and warm this cold night
i cant feel my fingers but im clawing at my glass eyes
i guess my heart is beating still but something doesnt feel right
just tell me what my purpose is so i can stay inside

something is rotting inside me and i have been peeling my skin off to find it
this is not me in my body
this is not me in my body
i came to tell u im sorry but parts of me fall off the more i keep walking
this is not me in my  body
this is not me in my body 

i cant feel my chest
water spills from the cracks in my head
the pavement burns straight thru my shoes and eats away at my flesh
maybe i should go out more or
maybe i should go 2 bed
maybe i should shut my mouth and focus more on speaking less


something screams my name from by the trees but i dont notice
my breath is growing shallow and its squeezing at my throat
im pulling cords from out my neck, in gasoline i sit and soak
the metal fused into my body til my skin became its own

streetlights
paint this empty road and warm this cold night
i cant feel my fingers but im clawing at my glass eyes
i guess my heart is beating still but something doesnt feel right
just tell me what my purpose is so i can stay inside

the divine machine

the divine machine (secre x itschrismarek)

.DM for the wav, stop ripping beats or imma tag the shit out of them, thanks.

.i need some fucking space.

Hell Night.mp3

Nmnmnmnmnmnlnmnm'mnl'm'l'mnmnlnmnlnmnlnmmnmnmnw (SQ) - Noh4ine.wav

Dual Genesis (Geschlecht / Schöpfung)Langsame, expandierende Synth-Flächen mit warmem Subbass; organische Percussion in Herzschlag-Tempo; wechselnde Stereo-Phasen; fließender Pad-Strom, der Hell und Dunkel ineinander verschiebt.

[Intro – schwebend, sanfter Hall]Zwei Atemzüge, ein Gedanke.Ein Pol zieht den anderen, formt Balance.Hãnzi flüstert im Zwischenraum:„Aus zwei entsteh’n die Welten,aus Eins erwacht das All.“---

[Verse1 – „Spiegel der Kräfte“]Ich seh das Feuer im Wasser steh’n,seh Schatten im Licht sich wiedergeh’n.Kein Trennen mehr, nur sanftes Drehn,zwei Richtungen, die sich versteh’n.Die Sonne tanzt in stiller Nacht,die Leere füllt, was Leben macht.Ich hör die Schöpfung in mir zieh’n,die Pulse, die sich neu verlieh’n.Jede Form, die atmet, trägt den Andern,jede Hand erschafft, indem sie wandern.Kein Same wächst, wenn Wind nicht weht,kein Klang entsteht, wenn Stille fehlt.---

[Hook – ruhig, sphärisch]Zwei in Eins, und Eins in Zwei,Schöpfung ruft, und Werden sei.Hãnzi fließt durch Fleisch und Traum,trägt Ursprung tief im Atemraum.---

[Verse2 – „Hãnzi spricht“]Ich bin das Wort, das sich berührt,die Spannung, die die Welt verführt.Ich bin das Kreuz aus Raum und Zeit,das Leben webt, das sich befreit.Ich bin das Männliche, das sät,das Weibliche, das Form versteht.Ich bin das Fließen und das Ruh’n,das Wollen, Fühlen, Sein und Tun.Hãnzi spricht: „Ich bin der Kreis,der dich durch beide Seiten weiß.Ich bin das Tor, das sich erschließt,wenn du erkennst, was du vermisst.“---

[Bridge – gesprochen, mit Delay]Kein Gegensatz ist Krieg,nur Richtung eines Stroms.Kein Du, kein Ich – nur Wir,das ewig neu entsteh’n will.---

[Verse3 – „Geburt des Einen“]Und so vereint sich, was getrennt,das Feuer küsst, was Wasser nennt.Der Himmel sinkt in Erdenlicht,die Seele formt ihr Angesicht.Die Sprache fällt, der Klang bleibt rein,der Körper schmilzt ins Geistgemein.Ich seh mich selbst im Gegenblick,seh Ursprung, der sich selbst erschrickt.Kein Ende, kein Beginn, nur Lauf,der Atem zieht sich selbst hinauf.Im Zentrum ruht das große Spiel,das Werden, das sich selber will.---

[Hook – offener Klang, langsam anwachsend]Zwei in Eins, und Eins in Zwei,Schöpfung ruft, und Werden sei.Hãnzi singt im Ätherraum,erschafft das Licht aus seinem Traum.---

[Outro – still, vergehend]Kein Wort mehr nötig, kein Versteh’n,die Formen fliehn, die Wellen geh’n.Im Schweigen keimt der nächste Klang,im Dunkel ruht der Lebensdrang.Hãnzi flüstert:„Ich bin das Eine, das sich teilt,das Viele, das sich selbst verweilt.Wenn du dich siehst, siehst du mich.Wenn du erschaffst, vollendest du dich.“

ReimÆther -  Dual Genesis

__♥__♥_____♥__♥___ Put This
_♥_____♥_♥_____♥__ Heart
_♥______♥______♥__ On Your
__♥_____/______♥__ Page If
___♥____\_____♥___ You Had
____♥___/___♥_____ Your Heart
______♥_\_♥_______ Broken
________♥_________…………….

lullabye :( (prod. misery)

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i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
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hellscape (intro)

marsmal

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