a lil sewerperson cover had to ai the beat so u can hear bits of miles at some parts but tried my best to seperate it.

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/turn-u-on-nevrfall

lyrics;
Yeah, I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would, but I let it happen
I'm hopeless in many ways
Guess it probably wouldn't have worked out anyways
Sick of holding back tears on the better days (On the better days)
All these people through my window start to look the same (Look the same)
All this damage on my brain act like it novocaine
Who am I when playing God? I should've known my place (Known my place, uh)

Twenty-two, it's the after party
Breathe slow, baby girl
We still try to keep composure in this broken world (Broken world)
I watch rain roll off my roof onto the flooded grounds (On the flooded ground)
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

Tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
T-turn you on, mm

Tell me if I take too long (Take too long)
I just wanna turn you on (Wanna turn you on)
Turn you on (I wanna turn you, mm-mm-mm-mm)
Rip through the phone books
She grip me by the heart (She grip me by the heart)
Plenty left me broken, but the way you do it turns me on (Turn me on)
Why's this summer so long?
Mm, yeah

turn u on (sewerperson)

1. 
prod. softscars

(Don’t runaway from this, it won’t just disappear)
(Do you see the veins in your wrist, come here babe face the fear)

It’s all changing so fast
Drifting from my past 
What do I have left if it’s not you?
I needed your help, don’t know what to do
Singing code blue
Sick as fuck, flu

Don’t runaway from this, it won’t just disappear
Do you see the veins in your wrist, come here babe face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear

code blue

her patterns are much prettier than mine
evolves down her hair to her spine
but ive been waiting all this time
how could i compare it to any of mine

is it safe love
you dont lie?
cause i cant help but not feel your type
and youre waiting, but i dont mind
if im honestly not what you like

so call me
call me back home
im poorly 
poorly and cold
so tell me 
tell me im enough
hate me
hate me all you want

i hate to remember 
its haunting me now
im used like a puppet youre dragging me round
im viewed like a peasant, im serving you well
but what is my purpose i really cant tell

i changed, is that enough for you ?
and ill wait, contort my body to be
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want
whatever you want

i cant make this worth your time
run right past me i wont mind 
far behind everyone in life
cut my skin, reveal my spite
tore my biceps, fuel my eyes
still cant see past all ive tried
now its nearly the end, but ive hardly begin
my finish line is closer
youve got further to run

patterns

always involved
theres no room for you here
vultures wrap round me
my deaths imminent
but what should i fear

everyones leaving but they know my place
and i 
hope they come back to me to tell me bout their day
and how all this times passed and nothing much has changed
oh let it resume, ignorance in your face

honestly, yeah honestly its honestly pathetic
so count me out of everything my life line wont mend it
if this is how its meant to be, im sure that god planned it
by taking every part of me and leaving me stranded
with no one
now theres no one
fall apart and
pick myself up
its not the same
molded to change
eyes laying heavy tried keeping yours safe

see you in my dreams
holding close to me
this the closest the closest well ever be
dont take that away
god dont do it please
saw him yesterday
all the same to me

IF THATS ALL ILL GET
ILL NEVER COMPLAIN
IF HE SAW ME NOW
WOULD HE FEEL THE SAME ?
THOUGH ILL NEVER KNOW
KINDA LIKE IT THAT WAY
SOMETIMES FEEL AS THOUGH 
HE WOULD BE ASHAMED

vultures

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

honestly never really processed you were gone, but day by day i get closer to accepting it.

Lyrics:

S/M, & NTR, this shit was far from proper love
you know i did some self reflecting and what i felt 
it wasn't lust
oh i been missing you and lately i can't even fill my cup
only upping
higher dosages i hope they fuck me up
don't even look at other women even now at 14 months
you've seeded so deep in my head i feel like i can't even drop
i've written many songs in past tense and i'll prolly write some more
maybe spend my whole life coping bout the girl i wanted more

i guess the chapter closed a while ago it's time to end it off
but i've got fear of letting go and i can't take another loss
i know you'll probably listen in
i know you'll probably hear this song
i'm taking something over nothing cuz your memory is all i got
a couple friends i made since knowing you could vouch
that i wasn't doing well for a while by myself
and even through it all i honest really wish you well
and if you haven't hope you get shit figured out <3

rumination (prod. whyke)

original: https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/hardwood-floors-nevrfall

hardwood floors *cover* (nevrfall x branwen)

the wings break out of my spine (prodsecre x chrismarek)

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. (hollowprpl x ash.)

You Know It All [Prod By. nothing,nowhere.]

lyrics:

we drift away we fall apart shes had enough
i meant say im sorry i cant be enough
she talks to me in harsher tone
than anyone else she knows
i suffocate inside the apartment we called home
take my heart and teach it to love
i swear to you im reading up 
i dont wanna be all alone
and the heart warming pleasantries
im glad we can pretend to get along
time goes by and as my life flies by
i cant help but think we did it all wrong
when i die with the things i know
please be assured that i never told a soul
i just wanted u to know i still feel it all
u live inside my bones and i wouldnt have it any other way

any other way (eric godlow)

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
@rod / @web fan account

email - m@scars.online

turn u on (sewerperson)

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