This still hurts my heart so much Matt its so beautiful!

I love this song so much, the minor iv chord is just lovely <3

Love making tunes with my friend Bosquet, hope everyone enjoys :)

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Lyrics:
Lyrics: 

Everybody hurts sometimes
So why do I feel like this is permanent
Don't wanna let them see me cry
I'm hoping that I'm past the worst of it
I'm tired of feeling like my trust has a ceiling 
Just promise you mean it 
And show me how you're feeling
Paint a better picture for me
I wanna be love drunk 
Wanna be in love like the movies
Paint a better picture for me
Cause I've had enough of feeling like I'm still losing

I don't know how to take it
Wondering why you won't just tell me what you're thinking
You don't need to fake it
I can be a shelter when your clouds are pouring rain
I don't wanna be out of line  
But we both have troubled minds
Show me where your monsters hide
You can let them out tonight
I'm tired of feeling like my trust has a ceiling 
Just promise you mean it 
And show me how you're feeling
Paint a better picture for me
I wanna be love drunk 
Wanna be in love like the movies
Paint a better picture for me
Cause I've had enough of feeling like I'm still losing

Picture

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LYRICS:

Kicking back
stuck in the past
I'm in my mind again
reminded of the things I can't change
Or wish had lasted longer
I often ponder, the existence of realities where everybody's living safe and sound and with vitality
when in actuality, it's really quite the opposite
I present the mind of a manic man, anxiety ridden, with no olanzapine or ativan add up my trauma
It equals to like 20 mg 30 mg 40 mg
just to feel again
let me fill you in, I'm born of pain, I'm born of sin
I'm born to win, but got a demon that was born within
blame my mama
that's my trauma
way I love the fuckin meds
the way I'm fucked up in my head
Me and my brother, two lil kids that was left for dead
Remember waking up alone, crying in an empty bed
my brother told me all she says are lies so don't believe em
if she really wants to be in our lives, then why's she always leavin
she never ever says goodbye or even gives a reason
at the time the words he said stung my heart and felt like treason
The more that i grew, the more that I saw the more that id wonder if she love us at all and now I got problems I cannot resolve, like thoughts in my head of just ending it all and everyones dead so theres no one to call
hard to believe that we once had it all
the higher you rise, the further you fall
the higher you rise, the further you fall

It aint what it once was [Prod. Hanji]

@newdawncollective

Stream on Spotify:  https://open.spotify.com/album/7B6ESHwZ5TxQhotjuDZwFS

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I can’t see you
Through the clouds of my own sky
constructed all on my own past
but now I know I can’t.

I don’t wanna start on my problems,
but I wanna to find someone to talk to 
I want someone to tell me it’s okay
but I know exactly what they’ll say.

“Everyone has these problems”
Well I’m not everyone.
My mind is hanging by a thread,
Mistaken for solitude instead.

Lets just stop for a little while. 
It’s strange, I’m only in your headphones.
I hope I can make you feel okay. 
But I care too much bout what you say.

That’s why I find it hard to carry on.

I’ll keep on moving,
I’ll keep on playing,
I’ll keep on living,
I’ll keep on holding on.

I’ll stay like this forever,
until it’s all over.
With all of these emotions 
that I cannot show to you.

And all I’m trying to do is to try to make you show your feelings.

When I cannot show my own.

I cannot show my own.

All I’ll do now is write this song
And try and let this music show what I cannot. 
It’s about time I let go
so here I go.

So here I go.

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When I Cannot Show My Own (ft. Niti)

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Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1HtKfghpFIydRKJ99v3shU

So often we’re forced to pretend to be happy or pretend to feel a certain way for the sake of what we feel other people may think, and by doing so we lose a sense of who we actually are. For me, it makes experiencing life through your own filter and emotions, something that’s not... real. 

Sometimes, well... looking out for someone to help you feel alright again isn’t what you need to do. It’s looking in, and reigniting the authentic you, the you that knows how you actually feel. I hope you enjoy it and can relate to it :)

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Lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from my eyes
Kinda funny, I wasn’t supposed to cry.
But all these tears turn into dust,
and their ashes flickered light 
right before they died. 

It’s time for me to go,
it's time for me to forget about it, 
and move on with our time. 

It’s so easy just to die away, 
but to go to without goodbye...

And here we are, sitting behind the darkness,
Our time is fragile, like the tears on your cheek. 
I pretend too much, but I keep on fighting through.
And so even if you fade away, 
your light will still shine through.

Maybe fake it till you make it is all you gotta do,

To stay alive. 

And here I am, running round in circles, 
running out of sight, running out of mind. 
I say I’m fine, when all I want is love,
And so even if you fade away, 
your ashes will still stay.

So maybe letting go, and saying goodbye, is the one thing I should do,

To stay alive. 

And there you are, sitting behind my shadow,
sitting slightly too far out of reach. 
So once again, I’ll walk on alone,
Just the thought for once maybe I could be with somebody else. 

Maybe love yourself, before someone else, is what it really means,

To be alive.

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Stay Alive (ft. Slyleaf)

Produced by Laura Brehm
Released on @electricbirdrecords

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Photography by Rachael McAllister // Logo by Seth Grym

Breathe EP

Breathe

The first single from my upcoming EP—Lungs (9.13.18) 

Featuring production by @directmusic
Artwork by @samblanc

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LYRICS [Explicit]:

I’m hanging on the ocean floor
I’m hiding underneath this storm, yeah
And every time my heart beats
It sends waves to the shore
Can you feel me
Or can you feel anymore
Won’t you fill my
Won’t you fill my lungs

I’m taking a breath underwater
I’m taking a breath underwater, water
Just tell me what you want from me
‘Cause it really fucking hurts to breathe
And baby I’m taking a breath underwater
Water, yeah

I’m taking a breath underwater, water
Oh baby I’m taking a breath underwater, water
Just tell me what you want from me
‘Cause it’s really fucking hard to see
And baby I’m taking a breath underwater
Water, yeah

I’m dreaming of an open door
Suspended underneath this storm, yeah
But if I go through
Will you take me to the same shore
Where you left me
‘Cause I don’t wanna be here anymore
So won’t you fill my lungs

I’m taking a breath underwater, water
I’m taking a breath underwater, water
Just tell me what you want from me
‘Cause it really fucking hurts to breathe
And baby I’m taking a breath underwater
Water, yeah

And baby I’m taking a breath underwater
Water, yeah
Won’t you fill my, won’t you fill my
Just tell me what you want from me, yeah
Oh won’t you fill my lungs

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Underwater (feat. Direct)

Pre-order "Lungs" [EP]

"Last Day on Earth" from my newest EP, Lungs. Available now!

Artwork by @samblanc

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LYRICS:

So it goes again
This is the end
But do not fear
For we’ll meet again my dear

It’s the last day on earth
I guess it could be worse
Maybe next time around
I’ll try again to make it work
Because I never learn

It’s the last day on earth
You’re so pretty it hurts
I will see you again
Like a million times before
But I’m bound to get burned

It’s the last day on earth
I guess it could be worse
Maybe next time around
I’ll try again to make it work
Because I never learn

It’s the last day on earth
You’re so pretty it hurts
I will see you again
Like a million times before
But I’m bound to get burned

© 2018 Sedan Records
www.mattvanmusic.com

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Lungs

Last Day on Earth

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Acoustic version of "One Less Star" by Direct, Killabyte, and Matt Van.

Available now on @monstercat!

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LYRICS:

I wished upon a star last night and thought of you
But it must have been a dream ‘cause you’re not here
I’ve never been one to believe in fairytales or fantasy
But perhaps it’s time for a change of mind
I guess there’s a first for everything, oh

We fell in love, we had our fun
You always had enough dreams for both of us
I wonder what would come of us
If we could trade these ends for beginnings
I’m drinking from an empty cup
The hardest part of young love was growing up
It’s not enough to fill me up
‘Cause now there’s one less star in the city

Now there’s one less star in the city
Now there’s one less star in the city

I saw a shooting star last night and thought of you
But I woke up from a dream, and you’re not here

We fell in love, we had our fun
You always had enough dreams for both of us
I wonder what would come of us
‘Cause now there’s one less star in the city

‘Cause now there’s one less star in the city

We fell in love, we had our fun
You always had enough dreams for both of us
I wonder what would come of us
If we could trade these ends for beginnings
I’m drinking from an empty cup
The hardest part of young love was growing up
It’s not enough to fill me up
‘Cause now there’s one less star in the city

I can’t keep living without you
But I’ll wait and someday, I’ll join you in the stars
But for now I can’t keep thinking about you
‘Cause I Can’t find my way
‘Cause now there’s one less star in the city

I can’t keep living without you
But I’ll wait and someday, I’ll join you in the stars
But for now I can’t keep thinking about you
‘Cause I Can’t find my way
‘Cause now there’s one less star in the city


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One Less Star

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One Less Star - Acoustic

hey guys
i miss you all 

I also made this cover of blink 182s song with Akiva, my brother. he is singing on the second verse and layered iun the chorus. 
He is taking his LSATs today. wish him luck. 

This song represents some deeply rooted nostalgia, days i sincerely miss.

i miss you - Yoe Mase

Writing/Performance: Matt Van
Production: @directmusic
Artwork: Skylar Francis (https://www.paleartist.com)

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LYRICS:

The rings of Saturn look so beautiful tonight
From the window of this satellite
But they don’t begin to compare
With the rings that line your eyes
Two radiant beams of light
To guide me through the night

Like a thousand forces
Pulling me into your atmosphere
Like a hundred voices
Telling me what to do
Like a million miles of
Making my way through the galaxy
Because it seems the laws of gravity
Don’t apply to you and me
They don’t apply to you and me

The moons of Jupiter look wonderful tonight
Against the darkness of the sky
As the blue of Neptune 
Glows in the iris of your eyes
Another universe inside
Expanding through my mind

Like a thousand forces
Pulling me into your atmosphere
Like a hundred voices
Telling me what to do
Like a million miles of
Making my way through the galaxy
Because it seems the laws of gravity
Don’t apply to you and me

Like a thousand forces
Pulling me into your atmosphere
Like a hundred voices
They’re telling me what to do
Like a million miles of
Making my way through the galaxy
Because it seems the laws of gravity
Don’t apply to you and me
They don’t apply to you and me

© 2020 Sedan Records
www.mattvanmusic.com

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Saturn

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Our latest collab with Truly High and Haley Maze!
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Credits:

Vocals by Haley Maze & David Nevory
Produced by Shockline & Truly High

Shockline X Truly High X Haley Maze - Need You

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Last Day on Earth

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