you look a lot like me.
i still don't recognize you. 
i don't think i want to. 

i should want to. 

i'm confused. 
i want to be confused,
but i shouldn't want to be. 

avoidance starts me at square one, yet i persist.
what's it called when insanity begins to mean something?

this is unhealthy. i say that's fine.
i'm lying.

breaking the momentum is so hard.
everyone tells me i can do it.
i wonder if i'm crazy. i know i'm impure.

i tell myself that's okay.
i'm lying.

but why?

from dreams of stillbirth

what...created you?

You only know what you’ve had until it’s gone.

be proud from where ur from. even tho the rest of the area hates u
https://soundcloud.com/team-industries
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https://soundcloud.com/animesxcks (assonance)
https://soundcloud.com/twerknation28

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.