doin ur mom lol

Strange Ambience

you look a lot like me.
i still don't recognize you. 
i don't think i want to. 

i should want to. 

i'm confused. 
i want to be confused,
but i shouldn't want to be. 

avoidance starts me at square one, yet i persist.
what's it called when insanity begins to mean something?

this is unhealthy. i say that's fine.
i'm lying.

breaking the momentum is so hard.
everyone tells me i can do it.
i wonder if i'm crazy. i know i'm impure.

i tell myself that's okay.
i'm lying.

but why?

from dreams of stillbirth

what...created you?

Kagamine Rin - Tengaku

Alone - Yuyoyuppe feat. Megurine Luka

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Aphex Twin - Vordhosbn(drumless)

From AEST-021: Various Artists “The Glamour Of Strangeness” CS

Two years have passed 

Perfect Aesthetics 2017

The Glamour Of Strangeness

Undveld - False Mirages

"Fear Garden es una cancion original de Vocaloid. En esta canción, Rin tiene una obsesión por las flores y las manos, entonces decide cortarle las manos a los demás Vocaloids que trabajan o estudian en la misma escuela que ella para "plantarlas" en macetas y decorar su jardín secreto. Al final, dice que todo es mentira pero luego se rie como si en verdad fue cierto y aparece una imagen de ella, en una alfombra ensangrentada frente a una mano de uñas amarillas en una maceta, dando a pensar que se cortó su propia mano."
Intérprete: Rin Kagamine

Acá les dejo la letra para que hagan un poco de karaoke nwn/

Romaji:
hitotsu, futatsu, mittsu, yottsu, itsutu, muttsu, nanatsu, to!
migi kara haeteru ude wo hikko-muite
ueki-bachi ni tsuki-sashite mirune
hito-sashi yubi to naka-yubi wo karame

suteki suteki na hana no kansei
oniwa niwa kirei na
otete ga takusan saitete
hitotsu mo onaji mono wa nai-desho
kyoufu Garden (x7)
datte nigeteka-naide
dare nimo ienai himitsu no hana-zono
uchi-ake rarenai himitsu no hana-zono

Aaaah
Aaaahh
Aaaah...

totemo kirei nanoyo yubi ga go-hon
tama niwa yon-hon
omeme wo hojikutte mite goran
uso yo uso zenbu uso nano(x4)
tabun ne... fufufu

Español:
Uno, Dos, Tres, Cuatro, Cinco, Seis, Siete...Diez!!!

Las veo nacer desde el brazo derecho y las arranco
intento colocarlas en mis vasijas
combinando el dedo indice con el medio
la confección de mis hermosas hermosas flores!

En mi precioso jardin
montones de bellas flores de manos hay
No es un jardin comun, no es verdad?

Jardin del miedo
Jardin del miedo
Jardin del miedo
Jardin del miedo
Jardin del miedo
Jardin del miedo
Jardin del miedo
No escaparas de el!!!

No puedo decirle a nadie sobre mi jardin secreto
No confesare nada sobre mi jardin secreto
Ahhhhh....
ahhhh

Son tan lindas con cinco dedos
a veces solo cuatro
ven... observalas con atención...

Una mentira, mentira... todo esto es mentira...
Una mentira, mentira... todo esto es mentira...
Una mentira, mentira... todo esto es mentira...
Una mentira, mentira... todo esto es mentira...

Quizas!!!

Fear Garden - Kagamine Rin

you in the dark me in a dark place 
im gonna win my race 
i wanna go you wanna talk that shit not gonna live my life in the backseat 
im gonna try my best 
no no you wont ever be happy
grippin the wheel she gonna start spazzing 
not finna lose my race
i just wanna be happy 
i kno she dont see my sadness
she wont even look into my eyes 
i know i wont give up my fight 
gotta keep trying before i die
i dont wanna lose my light 
you got a head start my wheels turning
for my life theyll all be yearning
these niggas see me workin
just gotta put my mothafuckin hurt in everything has been predetermined
im finna win this race tonight

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Head Start

💑 도움을 기다려라 +ʟɪʟᴀᴄ

Remix of: https://soundcloud.com/chalkwalk-junto/police-action-33-disquiet0474

More on this 475th weekly Disquiet Junto project – Low End (4 of 3) / The Assignment: Remix a trio by doing forensics on its component parts – at:

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Images associated with this project are by (left to right) Meg Jones, Israel Avila, and orangechallenger, all used thanks to Flickr and a Creative Commons license allowing editing (cropped with text added) for non-commercial purposes:

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Lengthening Shadows (disquiet0475)

As I've just finished binge watching Mindhunter on Netflix, it's probably not surprising that it and the atmospheric image fused in my mind and the two became the inspiration for this track.
Done almost entirely using the Korg Wavestate, except for the crackles, which was Arturia's CMI V through Vallhalla Supermassive.
More on this 476th weekly Disquiet Junto project — IAH Forecast (The Assignment: Here’s your next single’s cover. Now record it.) — at:

https://disquiet.com/0476/

The image that is the source of this project is by Robert Boyd (www.thegreatgodpanisdead.com) and has been used with his permission.

More on the Disquiet Junto at:

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The Fog Of Doubt (disquiet0476)

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.