mortal values (prod.ross gossage)

ughhhh (prod.onirac)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

Make it challenging, life can't be that easy
But if you get worried i'll be here cuz you need me
I always hear the same speeches from the same leeches
They're taking my insides and tearing em to pieces

You should know I don't really need that anymore
Being jealous of every move of the ones i love
You're leaving me bleeding on the floor
And you don't care bout what i become

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

inside out

inside out (sketchmyname)

feat: Evan Carr: https://soundcloud.com/ejcarrmusic
Prod: Irby
Mix on my vocals: Decks Music online 24/7 help line: https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic
Lyrics

Ichorus
love me

i don’t know why you love me
i just wanna feel something 
i fall asleep in the snow banks
tell me all the things that you know babe
i want to see 
everything you love about me 

love about me
baby what’s new
tell me all the things that are happening with you
i don’t wanna talk about me tonight 
i just wanna let you know 
that i’m not alright 
i’m not okay
i don’t wanna think about the things you say
when i tell you what happened to me 

my past mistakes are always great 
are always great
i just wanna be ok
i don’t know why you choose me
i’m no light i’m just another phase

Evan Carr:
i don’t remember how it’s supposed to feel 
is this it? is this real? 
am i going somewhere i won’t heal
baby lemme tell you i tried
to do my best while i’m dead inside 
if you love me tell no lies 
in the end are you by my side?
i’ve been having doubts 
i’ve been breaking out of this ship that we’ve set in motion 
i’m freaking out cuz there’s no emotion 
if this is love where’s the devotion 
lie awake for something 
will i wait for nothing 
to come of you when i’ve got this far 
i’m begging you tell me who you are

Love Me +Evan Carr (Irby)

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

Without you a day feels like a week 
I hope that sometimes you think about me
And fuck I barely wanna eat
I swear I barely wanna do shit 

I don't wanna spam u 
It's just that i miss u
I'm just a lil sad
Why is it that bad ?

Inside i feel like you're getting bored of me 
And  it's okay if u do like everybody
I could be thinking bout a false scenario
Or maybe you will leave me on my own

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

How many lines will I have to write to feel better ?
I think that maybe I'll just need to talk to you later

En elle j'peux lire les espoirs, les peurs
J'ai qu'une seule vie j'peux pas me louper
J'vais vite j'ai pas le temps pour douter
Et cette souffrance elle commence à dater

J'sais même plus où j'aimerais aller
Sur la route du bonheur j'ai calé
J'peux dévier mais j'peux pas reculer
J'ai failli lâcher, putain j'ai collé

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained

are you okay ?

are you okay ? (noxiousnights)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

times gonna heal all wounds right?

im sorry im not uploading that frequently, i kinda have writers block rn but im trying my best to finish some songs still :((

lyrics:
lil ghost, i know 
not a lot has changed since the last letter that i wrote to you to
let go of 
all these bad emotions that were making up the way that you thought

and still think about yourself sadly 
but its a long way to accept yourself and all your habits 
plus you cant expect these problems that you have to vanish
all by themselves 

and how many times have you dreamt of another life 
just to wake up and ask yourself would that be what you want 
and how many times were you told that its gonna be fine 
just to smile it off but late at night youre still gonna insist that you will not 

you see you dont know what you want
your life been changing for some months
youre more afraid of growing up 
i think yourself is who youre running from 
cuz you feel youre not enough 
cant make it right for everyone 
i think what you still have to learn
somtimes you shoudlnt give a fuck about it all

lil ghost, oh
whyd you be scared of a world 
you know doesent care about you 
maybe you should just go out and do you

another letter | prod. majora

Sit Still [+ Jody]

Toad

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mortal values (prod.ross gossage)

Mimic