for a friend who died in august, 2023.
produced by @jolst

sincerely 
why would you do that to me?
can't believe that just happened, please just talk to me.
pressure upon my chest, I think I'm starting to sink.
I'm truly sorry, shits just started to bring me down
it's start to make a wound, can't you see?
I swear to god, it's sad as fuck to let you leave.
deep inside my soul, I just want you back to life
drowning in the blood, nobody even sees you die.
oh, why? everything's all spacing as I lie awake
hoping I can see you in the afterlife, no faith
why no one even care when you ache?
why no one even care when u said "good night"
I don't even know that was your last goodbye
hope these memories will always on my mind
till the day I die
when we come alive
can we be together again?
sincerely.
why would you do that to me?
can't believe that just happened, please just talk to me.
pressure upon my chest, I think I'm starting to sink.
I'm truly sorry, shits just started to bring me down
it's start to make a wound, can't you see?
I swear to god, it's sad as fuck to let you leave.
deep inside my soul, I just want you back to life
drowning in the blood, nobody even sees you die.

a song for my beloved friend // jolst (2023)

@ilyt4z
@prodjayysoul
@ripwarheart
@feelingsaka
[Chorus]
I know you heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
How you hatin on the mvp,
Hatin but you wanna be like me,
I know your heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
Like how you gonna hate on the mvp,
How you hatin but you wanna be like me,

How you hatin but you wanna be like me,
Got like 30 racks stuffed inside my jeans,
This is really my life this aint a dream,
Just might po me a 4 of codiene,
Rock all blue but I aint no crip,
whip that amg like a damn ship,
Car so big it look like a damn ship,
Ima fuck on that bitch and then I dip,
Ask me questions but I ain't sayin shit,
Off a xan ima take a fuckin trip,
Your heart's full of jealousy,
They hate and they envy me,
What you make I bet I bet I make it times three,
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be me,

-jealousy-
[Chorus]
I know you heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
How you hatin on the mvp,
Hatin but you wanna be like me,
I know your heart's full of jealousy,
I know you hate and you envy me,
Like how you gonna hate on the mvp,
How you hatin but you wanna be like me,

They hate and they envy me,
What you make I bet I bet I make it times three,
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be me,
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be me,

T4Z - your jealousy (jayysoul x warheart x afxxlings)

cover art by @qulncy
prod. @pw4prez x @skrena
me:

girl i tried to made u mine,
but all i see is lies
our memories’ collide
i thought that i was right.

all i see is pain
like a bullet in my brain
acting like a demon
everyone think im insane

(i know there won’t be a second time)

i shouldn’t have tried to bring u back
now i know it’s just a feeling
that won’t be forever last

should just have to let you go
now i know u ruined my life
slowly you killed all my dreams
now i don’t know where to hide
———————————
@hartfxlt2k
I dont deserve this
every single day I feel like im worthless
and that wont change I still feel the same
lay me to rest take away all the pain
from my heart
growing weak
dark outside it all looks so bleak
try to run and hide get away from me
Im at the point that ill never be complete
———————————
@1_xiinq:
僕は探す君の事
まだ忘れたくないよ
but, ill be leave alone
まだ向かう夏の方
あの日に戻りたいよ
巡る体温 つけるlieも
色が落ちるheart palet
色褪せるよ君の声も僕に届かない
苦し紛れ嘘を吐いて
i want to fly the sky
傷つけていたみたい
願う星 i wish 4ever

wish4ever ++hartfxlt, xiinq // sochi x skrena

prod. elseen + naggnes :3

song order
@1sunsuu
@zippie1
@plec0

100 rounds 💥 w/ sun + zippie + plec0

ryuk:

swerving thru these lanes you don't rlly wanna test me
made that shit rev make it sound like an 808
everytime i see you its really DOA
talking all that shit why you tryna run away
talkin down on my team shits gettin fatal 
why you cryin now why you actin unstable
playin all this shit like its fable 
I cant go out like a bitch got too much on the table
speeding thru the highway like it was need for speed
shawty just get a grip why you tryna jump ship 
bitch acting like she don't know what i hate 
skrrt'n off fast make it rev like an 808


shoruda: 

skirting off u can’t chase that
my glock push yo shit back 
got problem den say dat
hanging off of da Maybach
my chop got a drum mag 
peppering up on yo windshield yo bum ass can’t top that

kirei + shoruda - Need4Speed (prod. amira)

0:00 w/ jayysoul + sardonyx + wintfye
0:28 w/ kuriyai + zan
0:54 w/ jayysoul
1:34 w/ rxi
2:13 w/ shxde
2:39 w/ wintfye +voiceluvv
3:30 w/ wintfye + nightiger
4:14 w/ over
4:53 w/ ilysean
5:20 w/ kashik
5:46 w/ blazedini
6:21 w/ 22aryja +dxvi
7:13 w/ kuriyai
7:53 w/ kashik


happy new years!! 

thank you to everyone for listening

23' end of year (w/ jayysoul, wintfye, sardonyx, kuriyai, zan, rxi, + more)

@violetxx9

you will never know what always should have been
i know u stole my heart, for all the suddenly
you told me “no more lies”, but u just set you free
i can’t keep it to ya, now i just let it be
but i do know, i still miss you
i do know, when i kissed you
but it is time, have to move on
with this pain, i gotta carry on

the day you made me hurt
you didn’t know you made me burn
inside my soul, you take control
n throw my heart away
what chu mean?
want some love, and then betraying me all the way
it’s too hard to fall in love with someone else
and i tried, and i tried
so many times i feel the meltdown
nowhere near my safe and sounds
then why u choose to leave
why u made-believe?
blood all run on my streams
red uppon my sleeves
these memories at night
hauntin when i sleep
i miss the way u hug me
end up just a dream x.x

i do know i still miss you // violet

prod. @wisssery + @nihil2free

@mis4ortune
i tried to bring u back from the hell
i tried to bring u back from the dust
but i cannot fix the natural law
so i just watch u starting to fall
x2

@remiliaxd
so much we've been through
but i can't help it all
so easy to lose it all
and idc what you said anymore
one fleeting moment is gone
i'm scared for new ones to dawn

oh well
believe me i tried
please open your eyes again
so scared of goodbye
i promise not to let you go

starting to fall featuring. remillia // wisssery + nihil (2023)

2023.
@bleachcraft @prodpitfall

im in different place in hell
hope yall prayin me well
cannot trust anyone else
im on my way, above myself (?)
fucking stay away from me
you know, that's not the ecstasy
bitch you know that you're free
keep hiding things in front of me

im in different place in hell
hope yall prayin me well
cannot trust anyone else
im on my way, above myself (?)
fucking stay away from me
this is not love, just guilty
shit will never be the same
everything now end with the pain

you look so beautiful
like the day that i lost you
i cried for myself, i'm a fool
nothing left to do
i'd rather die in your arms
or goin to hell just for you

will you remember me too?
im feeling sick and tired, cuz i miss you a lot
for all night long
imma gone for awhile
i really want that you by my side

(i'm passed out, and i need you now x2)

prayin me well // bleachcraft + pitfall (2023)

featuring. @zippie1
prod. @prodkirian + @decago

(w/ fussy vocal)

@mis4ortune
(i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive)

i just wish that u were stay
no, I don’t wanna prey
for the day you do betrayed
you punched me in the face

oh, it’s hurt so bad, but you didn’t give a fuck
and i know you never changed, bring these memories to dust
(hold on)
one call away, but u left me all on read
everything fade, i know i have tried my best (tried my best)
to keep you stay, now our love have gone decayed (gone decayed)
it’s okay to let you go away

i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive
x2

@zippie1
u took my heart
ur not gon give me back
did u treat me right
its all lie

since i give u all my trust
all u giving me is laugh
why u take me as a joke
now i never coming back

you betrayed all my trust
now i think i had enough
even i said im all right
u dont even know thats a lie
anh chang muon thay em ben ai
these thinkings kill me eveynight
u gon leave me i know
yeah just leave me alone

give you my heart, but you never return it featuring. zippie // decago + kirian

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i do know i still miss you // violet

mis4ortune

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