Collabs

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

collins: https://www.youtube.com/c/CollinsBeats

it's the obsession, i'm losing my head
and you should know that i'm trying my best
i'm not dependent, i was in the past
i clearly see that i shouldn't have latched

now i'm just wasting time until i'm dead
some stuff i think about it's pretty bad
fell in a hole and i won't make it back
fell in that hole and i won't make it back

that could just be my last night
i think that i won't survive
i'm out of time and i don't feel alive
i still believe in your lies and i'm still wanting to die

so right now i'm cutting all of my ties
ask me how i am, i'll say that i'm fine
every thought of you just gets me to cry
i'm having visions of you being mine

if not tonight, maybe i just suicide
maybe i just end my life
in my hand i got my knife
hope when i slit my wrist i'll feel alive

drippin the blood on the floor in a line
i am disgusting, i hate that i'm right
twice in one night i tried suicide
but sadly it had to fail everytime

i know that i cannot win,
sink to the bottom of the ocean i'm in
bad at emotions and they're wearing thin
it's okay, you can treat me like a bin

when i wake up i just feel like i'm shit
picture of us, still have them on my sim
i am creative, cut art in my skin
i am the problem, i let no one in

with this i'm calling for help
cause soon i will end it myself
already failing my health
i'm already living in hell
can't break the shell
i feel like i'm trapped in a cell
why do you think that i'm well?
devil where you at i got something to sell

if not tonight...

if not tonight... (collins)

Lyrics:

you don't have a 
second to waste here
but me 
i got places to be in this hell dear
i'm not worried bout the scratching in the walls
and i'm not worried bout the creatures in the halls
but you
should be

oh oh oh

strangely
i'm placid in the ripping wind
mangling
another carcass hours dead
plating
the ribs and kidneys of ur man
daydream
is what i wish it would've been
baby
no that's not blood upon my hands 
hate me
that's alright with me i guess
staking
out my next of prey
aching
my conscious aching

-

all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u

i think that talk left things unsaid
i think my mailman is a fed
the fuck could u just read my texts
night shift got shit stuck innis head
when no one else is wanting u
when u've screwed ur point of view
when u've lost ur mentals too  
all you really need is you

ay
all u rlly need is u
ay
all u rlly need is u
ay
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u.

all you really need is you

save, me
dont you wake, me
i been shaking


i been a fuckin mess inside my head
dont you tell, that im fuckin, in distress
its a lot to take in, hope she stay for a bit
or maybe just for forever, i dont want, get rid of it

im in love, can you see it in my face, i dont wanna admit it
im getting in the hospital, im in a bed for rest
i, thought about ending it all, didn't know what to say, when she fuckin called

am i afraid, dunno what to say
shes in my head at night, and through-out the fuckin day
she means it all to me, i wish that i could stay
up inside her arms, for my life, dont wanna ever get a way

GET, FUCKIN WASTED, IM FEELIN IMPATIENT
DONT TELL ME IM FAKIN, IF IM IN LOVE Ill SAY IT
LIFE IS JUST WHAT YOU MAKE IT
DONT YOU KNOW IMA MAKE IT
GIVE ME TIME JUST TO SAY IT,
IM WRITING SONGS UP IN MY BASEMENT

You feelin stubborn today
dont know, think i just want get away
spend time, outside getting baked
dont wanna get old, what i say

you mean everything to mee
just wanna get old with you bae
spend time, just together you an me
swear ill make you fuckin happy, on a dinner date

i been a fuckin mess inside my head
dont you tell, that im fuckin, in distress
its a lot to take in, hope she stay for a bit
or maybe just for forever, i dont want, get rid of it

im in love, can you see it in my face, i don't wanna admit it
im getting in the hospital, im in a bed for rest
i, thought about ending it all, didn't know what to say, when she fuckin called
----------_-------
YOKAI
-----------_------
Just me and you
Stars in your eyes but we're stuck on the moon
I swear I try but I don't know what to do
Making me cry hope I never recoup
I swear the time never moves when you're around
Ashes in the sky but we're chilling in the ground
We built these walls just to tear them down
What was once lost has now been found
I don't have it all
Don't make me recall
How could you have the gall
To leave me dead in the hall
Cold nights, winter winds 
Veins pulse beneath my wrist
Frost-bound, crystal skin
Soul drained with an icy kiss
Cold nights, winter winds 
Veins pulse beneath my wrist
Frost-bound, crystal skin
Soul drained with an icy kiss
I don't have it all
Don't make me recall
How could you have the gall
To leave me dead in the hall
Yeah it was just me and you
We had a plan we were sailing so fast
We could go so far but it was never true
Every thing we ever did was always just about you

Distressed w/ Yokai Dreams (prod. Valious)

respect the dead
sorry for your loss erika :(( - mitch n me 

Lyrics:

[hero]

240 ppl died around the world during this song
nobody recognizes it i'm not that worried falling off
your gut it shifts when u realize that's not the 1 u love
you got like 80 years at most so live ur life just how u want
live your life just how you want
cause death is coming for us all
it'll be quicker than you thought
i wish you had understood
but i'm alone inside this earth and i got no one

[navyxower]

too many people die its art
when you talk about this shit inside a song
but its not a fuckin joke when u know time is coming up
pack up all ur fuckin memories to bring em to the top

like holy shit were floating
in-finite nothing'niss is clouding out my orbit
theres like a million fuckin centuries left
but we aint ever see that shit
my own brain is like a weapon fighting me until im dead

and its makin me so stressed
sometimes dont see a point in doing anything i guess
cause all i think about is it all going, to shit
when time, moves on without me what will i see, next

[hero]

240 ppl died around the world during this song
nobody recognizes it i'm not that worried falling off
your gut it shifts when u realize that's not the 1 u love
you got like 80 years at most 
so live ur life just how u want

george+239 (ft. navyxower)

staring at the sky ft. Dear Me & Sendflowrs (thersx)

prod. nevrfall






mix. ztope


lyrics-

swno-
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka 
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye weed in this blunt 
Gonna roll it up tight
Yuh frost on my finger
Tips call that frost bite 
Yuh running out of fucks
To give Ima be fine 
Ima die no life line
Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up for
2 night drinking all night
Just to sorta feel right
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 

Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up For
2 nights drinking all night 
Just to sorta feel right
Aye fuck what I said 
Bitch I’ve been up for 
2 nights smoking all night
Just to sorta feel right


2nd verse-
swno-

Aye Putting my thoughts in my notes
Yuh Writing this shit help me cope 
Yuh making this shit while I float 
High for two nights yeah I know 
Aye I do not care what you wrote
Like Why do you still hit my phone


 shizukesa. -

i know that i should try
but i spend every second second guessing if i'm alive
that's why, i been gripping at the knife
cause at least i know myself, but myself wanting me to die
and i don't really wanna cry yet
fucking dissect
everything in my head
can i die yet?
tell me i'm a reject
let me bleed out
fell inside the trap now
just a rebound

2nites w/ shizukesa. (nevrfall)

2nites w/shizukesa.   (nevrfall)

beat produced by ʎpoqou + killedmyself, found on yt
featuring ZBee, make sure to follow him, awesome guy
https://soundcloud.com/heyzbee

lyrics: 
dream tales:
wtf did i do to make u hate me
wtf did i say to make them look at me like that
and it was all a waste of time that i just can't get back
now you're leaving with your things all inside your bag
watching u leave and you're not comin back
and it really fucking hurts to know i made u sad
yeah i know that i'm worst that you could ever ask for
but now all u fucking left me is pain inside my chest

ZBee:
in my chest
all I feel is regret
honestly I’m sorry that I hurt you
and your upset
if I could I would go back 
but I know I can’t
cus I’ll hurt you in the end 
and I’ll stab you in the back
yeah lay on my chest
and listen for a heart beat 
I know you’ll hear nothing 
a monster 
I’m disgusting 
so girl don’t waste a heart beat 
I’m saying I’m not worth it 
cus if you do I know you’ll just leave like a tourist

hate me w/HeyZBee (prod. ʎpoqou & killedmyself)

decided to make an ep with the few jabari tracks i had left, this a single off it hope u enjoy
thank u to @blake-tolley-632709954 for the fire ft

lyrics

mæsk

just cleared my throat 
fuck im so high
she wanna cry 
i wanna pack she wanna talk im not that guy
she wanna leave this city just look in the sky
the stars are so bright, 
we can go there if u wanna tonight

tonight is the night ill shine the light before over
i been so lost inside my thoughts so im never sober

fuck it oh
red cups, cut bottles what im living off
got my deadboy mike hoodie on
baby im ready just tell me where we goin

and fading to my darkest highs
they take me 
to another time
u won’t mistake me for another guy
u got ur dreams and ill surpress them like i did with mine (x2)

ill fuck up our lives, tip of my toes uh
u better be ready
better be willing die uh
u dont wanna try
but that’s just the tip of the ice

killing this game but im taking my time
doin this shit while im livin my life

she dont talk about it no
shit she can keep it on the low
but i been thinking bout it tho
like y u always ask to check my phone b4 i 

isxxxc

leave u
i dont really want to but u know i cannot stay
everytime im with u my past just push me away
dont show no emotion i keep my feelings at bay
what it does yeah it hurts me, but my heart stays

and im on drugs, now the perky lead my way
and she said she wanna love me bitch no way
another demon gonna haunt me to my grave
yeah this substance gonna help me and send me to my grave

molly at the rave misbehave uh
i was born to endure 
yeah i feel it in my veins
all this shit weighing upon me
no this shit aint featherweight
i won’t really be here long if my life keep going this way

uh feel like sewerperson 
ridin on a comet 
through the fucking solar system

he gon talk on gang
we dont miss
swear his mind gon miss em

if he keep on ducking the smoke
i might go and diss him
that boy disapear ask me why
yeah i mightve did sum

takeoff/ dreams ft ISXXXC (jabarionthebeat)

This is my song for the #VVV contest being held by SEBii for his ep, I hope y'all enjoy what I added to it

My Twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai
My Insta: https://www.instagram.com/yokai.dreams/

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Play Poker (w/ SEBii) #VVV

Tried some new styles with my vocal mixing to get a more ambient sound, I think it sounds pretty chill. Also first real feature let's go lmao.
Hope y'all enjoy :)

My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Follow LikelyBarking: https://soundcloud.com/user-896746017

Again Ft. LikelyBarking (Prod. IOF)

pog champ?

Shoutout to Tobey for hopping on this!

Follow Tobey on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2Y8TlpHMyaL8qZOK0tGv2M?si=xTrVfbxnTTi-krqL8FlSUA

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Produced by Taurs

Blue feat. Tobey (Prod. Taurs)

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙄 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙟𝙪𝙢𝙥𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩?

Mixed by Yokai Dreams ( thanks bro :) )

Lyrics:

[H3ro]

what do I do
nothing to prove
feet hitting pavement 1 2 1 2
as I drag myself to class in the strangest mood
my mind been doing circles what's fake what's true

i don't know
where do I go
do I wanna know?
what's 10 + 4?
my grade slipped up and my head hit floor
hard concrete i'll throw up more

and I'll dip through the back door
to the hardware store
grab a hammer, nails, and forget to pay for
so I'll just shoplift
nail in my hand quick
make it bleed just to raise my alertness

how can I get my mind to jumpstart
this shitstorm in my head clearly played a part
the neurons in my head won't fire just depart
and the thing in my chest explodes into shards

[Yokai Dreams]

life's a bore
such a chore
might just lay here on the floor
till somebody searchin for me, and I'm kicking in my door
i've been isolating daily won't you then go to the store
3am I'm throwing up i've never felt like this before

tell me why
am i holding myself back so much
maybe i'm just out of touch
maybe i'm just out of luck, out of luck
out of time lately i been seeing signs
i know things won't be alright, no

raw track https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuH1_Eq_ij4
produced by NXNVME

through the motions w/ yokai dreams [prod. nxnvme]

Art by Peppermerint
https://www.instagram.com/peppermerint/

FADED SOUL OUT NOW: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/mirahatter/faded-soul

Available on the following and more!
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Lyrics
I took my time put the blade to my eye
I tried to cry, I’m ruining my mind
Tried to speak there’s no words coming out
My blade’s no longer dry
Wet tonight baby take my last breath
Take my last breath

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Take me away, take me away
Suffering is long overdue to outer space
Long overgrown, leave me alone 
Unless you have a way out

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Spotify

Faded Soul

𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙

Lyrics:

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
(ok like)
yeah k i'm ghosting but fuck you did it first
i'm tryna avoid you before i end up in a hearse
i know you'd never get it cause you're happy with his curse
don't think imma get it like when i gonna learn

my eating habits bad
watch me fuck my life
you got me had
in a couple nights
the people here think black and white
these heights we diving through this shite

and through this shit
you grab my hand
we power through without ritalin
i hope you're well chillin with your mans
cuddled up on the couch i'm not jealous and
like have fun
i don't really care no more, don't want you feel some
for me fucking dip from my life for my own good
blocking up emotions. i don't really wanna feel one
dropping all my friends and family and i don't need none

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road

bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows
bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xg5_cAa6f-U
PRODUCED BY YUNG FAIRY

been working on this a while I hope I did the beat justice

heyhihello (yung fairy)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

dm or email me for fts, mixes, whatever :)

Email: yokaidreams30@gmail.com

Distressed w/ Yokai Dreams (prod. Valious)

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