Featuring Carlby

🤴 Pop Music of the Future 🤴 vol.15

Music I find that I think is good v3

sad boy hours

thoughtform collective - July 2021

🎤 epic V O C A L Z 🎤 vol.17

Inferno

Люблю, точно тру

🔥HIGHLIGHTS🔥august2021🔥

prod. jody x jkei

lyrics
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they said they need me
but they don't believe me
the fans turning greedy bout what i do
reading and weeping
i'm stuck to the ceiling
i write out my feelings
what i've been through
they said they see me
i vanish houdini
yeah i'm falling freely
in solitude
i pick up the pace
& i wipe off my face
i'm all over the place 
at this altitude
x2

i can't see when you cover my eyes
oh what a pleasant surprise
you let the light back inside
and i can't breathe when i'm too scared to try
so i'll just stare at the sky
until the sun starts to rise
and i fear that everything that i've done
up until this point is nothing 
yeah i'm zero to one
i've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
but then i plug myself back in before the night doesn't come

yeah the acid ate the casing off my battery pack
left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap
i don't think i can get up yeah imma call it a wrap
now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact
all my memories erased and every movement is tracked
i don't think i am a human just a vessel of tracks
so if you listen to this song please put the volume to max

so i can hear it
i've become a spirit
i'm talking to you through this microphone
i think i've died
now i'm hollow inside
and i'm lost in a world where i'm all alone

music video

altitude (prod. jody x jkei)

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

—————————

wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

—————————

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

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Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

Prod. Ahnboi

Project: Neon Inferno

Cover art: Spookygang 

Socials: 

https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion

All Wrong(Prod. Ahnboi)

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Prod. Snorkatje

Engineer: Paul Wiehagen

Love u neon gang <3

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Linktree: https://linktr.ee/NeonDion

Lyrics:

yuh aye neon woaaah

Hook:
Diamond teeth with all vvs
glitz rainbow shining off my neck
off the radar and gps 
yeah when cyber clan cuts the checks
counting currency like crypto
digital boy mind is hypno
party in my bedroom disco
views of the stars out my window

Verse: 

Reflect like mirror was homeless
I was down bad and so hopeless
broke boy disease diagnoses
until God gifted me focus
now I'm glowing up like lotus
100K signing bonus
girls going crazy psychosis 
that used to treat me with coldness
mercedes AMG in my dreams
know Ima cop by any means
still rocking polo and supreme
designer belt holding my jeans
get tears on my bens as I floss
thinking how far I've come from lost
never thought I'd find the sauce
but now buy mama all she wants

Hook x 2:
Diamond teeth with all vvs
glitz rainbow shining off my neck
off the radar and gps 
yeah when cyber clan cuts the checks
counting currency like crypto
digital boy mind is hypno
party in my bedroom disco
views of the stars out my window

Digital Diamonds +Snorkatje

Track 1 "rainy summer"
prod. heydium

lyrics: 

go ahead and say the things
i know that youve been thinking all along
i dont wanna hear it all 
when you come crawling right back
when he lets you down
i know you never come around like anymore
thats okay cuz i never arranged for all of this to last
the way you thought it would, yeah...yeah...

damn you really thought that you were something
how's it make you feel to know it was all for nothin'?
damn you make me laugh, woah ho wo, yeah
and i been trying hard to figure out
how to turn this all around
but i think im giving up now
ima go and let my hair down, yeah...

damn you're so fucking deluded 
yeah you never take the blame at all
but we all know that its all ur fault, yeh
and when he fucks you up
i wont be there
to pick you back up...no, no no no no

i wont be there to pick u up
i dont care i dont give a fuck, no

ima go and let my hair down now
things are much better without you around...

yeah...

Spotify

eh, i give up

LYRICS:

MELMIGE:
i got a problem, but i won’t stop it
igniting insecurities with the engine of a rocket
and honestly think i got in too deep in my psyche 
to understand my feelings are valid 
every time i walk in front of a mirror i smash it
pick the shards out my hands and think it’s a challenge
to see how many more blows i can through at the wall till my hands broken down can’t be used at all
got my medicine on my desk pills all stacked
orange bottle and white child proof cap
few weeks pass bottle still at max
fuck, i should really start taking that crap
cause an inherited condition always gives me tunnel vision 
blocking rational decisions and i lack a true intention
to go to bed at a reasonable time 
i’m finally alone at 2am let me unwind 

spend my money as soon as i get it
think i have a lot then i gotta pay rent
go to school i always learned an education was important
but unfortunate for me the motivation’s lying dormant 
am i lazy? wait no i’m just depressed
tightness and pain will inhabit my chest
and anxiety will break the ceiling send me into orbit 
and absorb the negative energy like spongebob on i’m porous
at least in a sense that illness permeates through me
the kind in your mind someone pls sedate me
so i can finally get a good nights sleep
where i’m not paralyzed from the neck down let me count sheep
maybe i complain too much, let me introduce myself i’m Mel
i reside in hell with these problems and doom, all of this i deal with and it’s not even noon

KYOKOSGARDEN:
I'm not having a good time right now but that's okay I can't complain
so kid you only live once, so don't go being sad every day
it's not all bad
it's not all the same
so here's to a day in the life of fucked up kids
who have hard times
they get through the day saying i'm fine
yeah that's a lie

MELMIGE:
hold up a minute now i have your attention did i mention that i have good qualities too?
think i’m nice to friends know they got good intent, wait fuck, what if they hate me too?
sorry lost track but i’m back relax try to laugh
when i want so i don’t appear rude
promise that i’m enjoying myself, sometimes i space out and forget that i’m in a good mood
cause i’m not here to complain just try to explain my brain 
and maybe someone out there listening can relate to my pain
feels the same, worry is proportionate to the problems and strain
all the things i do seemingly toxic and destructive 
are the product of a human who doesn’t know how to function 
verbalizing how i feel is sometimes kinda difficult 
and i find that making music can sometimes resemble 

a form of therapy in a way tangled in a web i didn’t even know had been made
but the spider isn’t here think it’s gone for the day
so i’ll sit and wait as i slowly decay
cause that’s what depression really is
struggle with no progress you’re just trying to live
daily tasks that seem so easy to do 
makes you feel so pathetic and pitiful too
brush your teeth fold your clothes put your food in the trash
take those 10 water bottles off your desk do the math
if i’m productive for an hour can i take a bath
and soak in the water and try to relax 
but i cry and whine online to friends that i’ve had
for years but only seen their face on a snapchat
or twitter thread discord or instagram missing them 

but how can you miss someone you’ve never met?

a day in the life (ft KYOKOSGARDEN) [prod. pieper]

Prod. by Snorkatje
Engineered by Neon Dion & Aweyk

Love you Neon Gang!!!

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Bonnie & Clyde

Itami w/ Aweyk + Snorkatje

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTKma1YyLMKZof7g10Iltsw

hate u more than i hate my dad (prod. arey)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/honeynugs
prod by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

nuisance (feat. honey nugs) (prod. irby)

produced by @jolst and @irby314

LYRICS:
 I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

get home and stare at the ceiling 
maybe if I close my eyes, this time 
my soul will rise above the rooftops 
and I'll slip away 

'cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm doing something wrong 
27 years and I'm bled down to the bone 
and after all this time I still have nothing to call my own 

'cause back when you were sixteen 
with the world stretched out at your feet
you had all these ideas 
and all the plans for where you would go 

I'm sorry I failed you
I swear I didn't mean to 
it's just time goes by so fast
and these paths are harder than you'd expect 

so next time around
I hope that you get the chance 
to live before you're dead. 

I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

and I can't go on feeling this way 
so I stare at the ceiling and dream of escape 
maybe when I open my eyes 
I'll find a place without any pain.

Exist (p. Jolst x Irby)

Project: Neon Inferno 

Prod. by Metlast

Featuring seejoyy

Socials:

Neon Dion: https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion
SeeJoyy:  https://www.instagram.com/seejoyy/

Lyrics: 

Intro(Neon)

Woaaah, woaah

Hook (Neon)

Two Hearts thousand miles apart broken
A bond of souls, something unspoken
intertwined in dreams I've awoken
safe with the answers still unopened
lost in all of limbo's illusions
pieces of my life left in ruins
awaiting destiny's reunion
either way fuck all your conclusions

na na na na na woah

Verse (Seejoy)

Like twin flames 
hurt me more than anyone I've known
your eyes 

like twin flames 
hurt me more than anyone I've known
your eyes had me heartbroken 
I dream of you 
I can't fight this 
know I'll see you again
somewhere other than 
the back of my eyelids 
the connection we shared
was more than average have
or ever find in their lifetime 
I don't think I'll find another you...
another you

Hook (Neon)

Two Hearts thousand miles apart broken
A bond of souls, something unspoken
intertwined in dreams I've awoken
safe with the answers still unopened
lost in all of limbo's illusions
pieces of my life left in ruins
awaiting destiny's reunion
either way fuck all your conclusions

Limbo (w/ Seejoyy)(Prod. Metlast)

being my own enemy feat zion (prod dead spyro)

Eternal (Free Download)

Prod. Neon Dion

Project: Neon Inferno

Cover art: Spookygang 

Socials: 

(Neon)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion

(Sydccx)
https://soundcloud.com/sydcxx
https://twitter.com/sadcxxxx
https://www.instagram.com/sydcxx/

Inferno W/ Sydcxx (Prod. Neon Dion)

Project: Neon Inferno

Cover art: Spookygang 

Socials: 

(Neon)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion

(Carlby)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/carlby

BUILD ME UP W/ Carlby (Prod. Kai Boo)

featuring @rivilin
produced by @madatracker
artwork by @slothboipapi

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BREATHLESS (FT. RIVILIN)

In the darkness we create our own light. I hope this mix fuels you with the energy to reintegrate into the world after such a global trauma that the pandemic has befallen us. Vol. 5 takes quite a few twists and turns through genre and emotion to take you somewhere I hope inspires you. Much love <3

-PT

In The Absence Of Light 5

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Thank you for listening <3 
Legend @alainite prod @tnvr555! 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6YKqxdc713A4GiHvcEMzIl
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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Twitter: twitter.com/alainite

Lyrics:
Well, March comes in like a lion, yuh 
Still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

But I’m Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can't find myself, I just can't find myself in the crowd
I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road 
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself 

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Staying on Pace w/ Alainite [Reimagined] (Prod. TNVR)

prod. me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

<3

lyrics:
sleepy eyes
and a tired face
u cant tell that its worth it thats why u spit in my face
I dont care what u think
I was there, probably
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

why the fuck u hate me
why cant u feel me baby
im strugglin to be honest
wanna knock myself unconscious for u

sleepy eyes
and a tired face
I don't care if you hate me you could spit in my face
I dont care, I'll be fine
I know I say that all the time
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

sleepy eyes

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Pyramids

fine line (feat. Carlby & Horosha) (prodbyandyhulse)

https://soundcloud.com/samuel-sichangi
Sichangi's sound capitalizes on the versatility of rhythm combining multiple genres. Combining the fluidity of African percussion against a backdrop of Thumping Trap 808s or finely pitched pop vocals. Whichever the case he has established himself as a key player in the Kenyan scene having some notable collaborations under his name - ranging from Willow Smith, Blinky Bill and The EA Wave Collective.

https://sichangi.bandcamp.com/

SICHANGI SET LIST
Fkj- Skyline
Buddy - Find Me
Jay2 - All Night
Noname - Diddy Bop
Tyler The Creator - Boredom 
Monte Booker - Alien Blues
Joey Badass - Legendary 
Sichangi - Damn Trina (Album Exclusive)
Sampa the great - Blue Boss 
NxWorries - Lyk Dis
Mac Miller - Rain
Smino - Long Run
Sza - Superwoman 
B.Lewis - Laxed Out
Thundercat - Walk on By
Kirk Knight - I Know
Innanet James - Vice City
SiR - Oh Na Na
Phoelix - Romans 7:21
Isaiah Rashad - Tity and Dolla

WAVE TAPES

WAVE TAPE 04 - Sichangi #WAVEYWEDNESDAY

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

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VYYL - Smells Like Trap Spirit

I had the idea for this song a while back, but the concept wasn't complete until I found Carlby.

Check out Carlby's Soundcloud here: https://soundcloud.com/carlby

barely holding on(Feat. Carlby)

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

Featuring @carlby

mix/mastered by @horoshamusic

thanks for listening <3

is there blood on my face? (ft. Carlby) [prod. metlast]

A/T/O/S, pronounced 'A Taste Of Struggle' is a project by Amos & Truenoys.

Introduced by a mutual friend, A/T/O/S started creating music together. Their first creation, 'A Taste Of Struggle' was quickly picked up by dubstep pioneer Mala, who signed them to his label DEEP MEDi. Their debut release received an early spin by BBC 6 Music's Mary Anne Hobbs and impressive remixes by Skream and Commodo.

Braindamage is taken from their upcoming album: WATERMAN 30.10.20.
The 3rd on DEEP MEDi, following their self-titled debut 'A/T/O/S' and the follow-up 'Outboxed'. WATERMAN once again sees A/T/O/S exploring new territories with their formula of exciting beats and powerful vocals, accompanied by Michiel De Malsche (@MIDM) on the keys as their 'secret, not so secret' member in the studio & on stage.

Video: https://youtu.be/CLyJ3fdoqpY

Braindamage

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A/T/O/S -  waterman - braindamage (07)

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

better by fall [4lorn Cover] (prod. caspr)

Carlby X wethher X P33 - better by fall [4lorn Cover] (prod. caspr)

everything is boring

prod. by @yunglaska
feat. @carlby
artwork by @melmige

PLEASE SHOW THE HOMIES ALL YR LOVE <333

everything is boring feat. carlby (prod. laska)

Baegod - The Deep End (Prod By @Sbvce)
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the deep end

Stream

Baegod - The Deep End (Prod By Sbvce)

valentines day drake flip with @chokokid ✰

art by instagram.com/artbyhooptie

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saysomething w/ choko kid.

Sikdope - Waiting All night
Stream: https://sikdope.ffm.to/waitingallnight

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Waiting All Night

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Jack & Jill

off saint dominique EP

virtual reality

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

BUILD ME UP W/ Carlby (Prod. Kai Boo)

✨Neon Dion✨