Lyrics, Credits and Description Below.

>> producer - @metlast <<

+ vocals - @nevermadeithome - master +

Lyrics:

+ nevermadeithome: +

what would it mean 
to you 
if we fell out and broke up 
and would u be 
confused 
totally upset and feel used 
and would u be 
in a mood 
would u come back 
in second or two
would u want to redo 
or move on and pretend we dont know eachtoher 

ima light a match for u 
and hope that light burns long 
and if goes out right away 
then i know that u r thinking of me 
u haunt me in my dreams
so i guess that makes it a nightmare 
i wake up sweating in the night 
turn my lamp on and ur right there

Description:

I tried creating a really sad break up song and this is the finishing product <3.

whatwoulditmean [metlast]

Basketcase - Softheart

via @universalchill
prod jolst x viera
music video: https://youtu.be/J9w6bF2pk90

go home,
go home 
out the cold
i feel so cold 
so cold
i just wanna keep you warm
but you lay in the dirt
in the dirt

n jus go home 
go home 
out the heat 
i am so hot 
so hot
i need your helping hand but u just let me burn
let me burn 

and this happens like every fucking autumn 
baby let the leaves fall down on my coffin 
i’ll make u a coffee when i leave in the morning 
the morning 

im fuckin geeked up when u be callin
i’m sorry that i slur i know u just don’t want it
i can’t help myself bein sober 2 boring 2 boring 

ima sleep in a little bit don’t hit my phone up
it’s not like i’m hurting anybody out here

i cancel all my plans and just cut the cord cus i need two 20’s for my head to feel clear

talkin bout 20’s i jus pop and pop them 
i know it’s not cool but im already here

i need a pretty girl to just cock her shotgun
and evaporate my heart 
i don’t wanna be here 

n i can’t make the music if the energy ain’t right 

n i can’t focus up unless there TR in my sprite 

i pour the pinewood till my chest don’t feel so tight 

2 fucked up u can’t kill me twice

think my heart just caved in 
i’m thinking bout all the time that i jus wasted
texting u but i don’t get a reply
like no way

i’m just a waste of space and
even with this music i don’t think i’ll make it
i’m spilling all my guts on this stupid
fucking iphone notes page 
x2

tarnished (jolst x viera)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

@sendflowrs

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles 

and i’m sippin on that juice 
i can barely stand, 
baby tell me what’s the move
i need a lighter and a pen
when i’m chillin on my own i be feelin like the man 
but i can’t 
do that shit
not again
no i can’t

yeah were dripping in Gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bvitch 
i dont want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

permanent damage 
just like a tattoo
you took my heart
and you made it brand new 

i really care about
everything about you 
you are my love 
you are my savior 

if he wont smoke
i slice with a saber 
i swing it twice 
and once with a taper 

fuck with my shit 
i really do love you 
making this music 
is blessing and curse

my heads still fucked from all of the damage 
i need to cherish you 
i need to access myself and polish of the dull parts
forever falling into my demise 

yeah were dripping in gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bitch 
i don't want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles

wet em up w/ sendflowrs (hero)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

tell me what u want
where u goin in the nighttime?
wakin up late wit nobody by my right side
pourin up drank just to make it til the sunrise
dont know what to say i aint nun more than tongue tied

took a couple grams i aint a bitch
faces fade away so take a pic
feelings never stay so take a hit
think i took too much i gotta sit

think i took too much im steady sippin
fiji water on me bitch im drippin 
grab ahold of me my hand is slippin
off the edge im boutta see the endin

i dont wanna waste another day
dont know how much more that i can take
stayin sober sayin im cliche
had to care i had to find a way to

battle
bottles
whippin murceilagos

in fh5 i aint makin shit on distro

rattled
thoughts roll
into da mental

take my life wit a blade to da wrist hoe

takin flows from songs ill drop tomorrow
sittin in the bottom of the barrel
drownin in this stupid fuckin sorrow
never trustin next time ill be careful

 bring it back in  
got an o-z rolled up in the nightstand 
you dont know me you aint ever met my best friend
c-h-l-o-e thats my right hand
swear that mf got my back when
rollin down the window caughtchu lackin
up the k n we get straight to blastin
camera lights  we cant forget the action

whatwoulditmean [metlast]

never

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