produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

prod bigbadbeats

please listen to it until the end, the last part of the second hook means a lot to me <3

another empty bottle on my nightstand
baby i will love you til my life ends
cant be sober i dont listen to my friends 
wondering if you're ever leaving my head

i dont even want it tho
im praying that you'll come around
i hate it when you're out of town
yea baby please dont let me drown
you're the one my songs are about
a princess that has lost her crown
i lose my vision in the clouds 
babe i just want to make you proud


girl you're everything i want
you're everything i need
dont know when we went wrong
i wanna hear you breath
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face 


baby you are pretty
you're so fucking gorgeous
i was always busy
baby i am sorry


girl you're everything i want
you're everything i need
dont know when we went wrong
i wanna hear you breath
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face 

now that are you are gone
i realized a lot
i was always writing songs 
instead of giving you love
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face

everything i want </3

David (prod. Zoom)

ever the ghost - tunnel vision (feat. seejayxo) prod. sorrow bringer

this the life that i chose
so i keep my head down
i been on my own baby
you ain't been around
now you acting like you're best friends
now you act like 
you won't be there in the end
well that's cap
yea that's tunnel vision like
you're tryna put me in a trap
always working hard
can you cut a little slack
i'm tryna put us on the map

don't let the time get so far away from us
don't let the space take away what we have

don't let the time 
get so far away from us
don't let the space
take away what we have

Vision feat. seejayxo (prod. sorrow bringer)

losing sleep and its just getting harder,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. domesticsoul -+-
(lyrics)
ive been losing my sleep, and i dont wanna see the day end
ive been losing my sleep, and i dont wanna see the day end
ive been losing feeling, when i feel it in my head
you been so damn jealous, im just talking to all of my friends
cant make you my everything, trying to push me around just
rest a little, while you are thinking about me
life's so little, just want to clear my own head
but it doesn't work, it never works

it never works, just want to clear my head
while you are thinking about me.

i been losing all my sleep
i dont wanna see the day end
when i feel it all in my head
i dont wanna feel a thing
these thoughts are filled with suicide
never to be around again
a hidden message, held within

made and finished 7/12/22

sweettart w/ sideviewdrive (jolst x sor)

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