Maybe I’ll Just Die Here (prod. Jolst)

@cherryrizla
<3prods: @freveltrothy x @yunnygoldz
saw u at the party girl, never thought u dance like that
no, never thought u'd dance like that
now that im without u girl, i think i like it more like that
yeah, i think i like it more like that
i think i like it more like that
i think i like ur body more like that
im making money mother, please dont cry
so u can have it when i wanna die

ballin like all the time
like convolk if u hit me, ill hit u right back
getting in my way, I can give u one
money on my hands when comes down the night
take my hands lets get out baby
she said its the alcohol, u don’t like me baby
im not sober when im with u 
and girl im through
its obvious I won’t fight for u :P

saw u at the party girl, never thought u dance like that
no, never thought u'd dance like that
now that im without u girl, i think i like it more like that
yeah, i think i like it more like that

cherry:
(think i like it more, more like that
call u up but u wont call me back
seen u at the party nearly left it
never thought youd dance like that its unexpected)
think i like it more, more like that
call u up but u wont call me back
seen u at the party nearly left it
never thought youd dance like that its unexpected
you look like a star
i dont really dance so ill wait for u by the bar
lets run away come take my hand
can i have this dance?<3

like that w/ cherryrizla (prod. frevel x yunny goldz)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i press pause & rewind
it all feels like a movie
maybe thats how i kill time
i swear its amusing
i make a victim of myself
& im crying to no one
its a cycle of nature,
and i live in darkness,
no moon & no sun 

i hope this reads like a letter
whenever you hear it
nothing would make me feel better
than knowing u feel it too
this island it paints me blue
sincerely, it’s cause of u
the way the leaves they hold me
it almost feels like u got to know me 

[evan]
wave after wave 
and i’ve been drowning in a sea of my own thoughts
a clear image of everything i’m not 
hold on and hope it’s not a lot

i know this too well 
here reading the same old story 
i’m stuck in this cycle 
all i can do is wonder if 

are you coming to save me 
i’m empty 
pull me out of the shit that’s preventing me
is it too late to get out of this 
draw my name in the sand are you coming to save me 

are you coming to save me 
am i coming to save me
i put it all line 
draw my name in the sand 
are you coming to save me

stream everywhere!

VIII. sincerely (ft. evan carr) [jolst x pekarot]

I miss you so much honestly.

well, im only here cause i love you
and i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached..
get attached..
but its a little hard, cause you make me feel
thats something i aint really done in a year
done in a year, a little more

well, im only here cause i love you :(
cause i love you, cause i love you x2
i think you're too hard on yourself..
too hard on yourself, too hard on yourself
and i dont even know you that well,
but i think youre cool..

you were like.. everything to me. you got me thru the most conflicting time of my life when i was recovering from the past, discovering myself, and accepting fate. i didn't really think youd ever go, and i guess that was dumb on my part. but i'd never blame you..
i hope youre safe hun.

i love you.. (caves x pekarot)


LYRICS

Sevennthree 

hat's on your mind? 
what's on your mind yuh
What are you fearing?
 put your foot on the gas
 just keep steering yeah yeah
 Oh, you don't even know 
where your minds at yuh yuh
  oh tell em what you know about me
 I be coolin I be fine 
yeah know I be chill .
 Know I'ma stay up know that I  will 
get in my way know I'm ready to kill.
 I'm just tryna be happy in my own body yuh yuh don't worry about me. 

HK 

alright lyrics:
don’t you worry about me
i’m worried about you
and all the things you do
i’m not very stable
fuck it up if i’m able
and the only way i cope is this drink on my table

i’m self destructive but i really wanna do my best
i put the work in ‘cause i really just want to impress
i chase the bag even though i’m just a fucking mess
i’m so depressed i should really be on fucking meds

i carry hope in my soul, man it’s all that i know
tryna just be okay, man it’s just how life go
guess i’ll just keep on pushing, and if i fall there’s no cushion
i pick myself out the gutter man when there’s nobody looking

Please follow Hkfiftyone for this amazing feature tho bro

steering (Ft. HkFiftyOne) prod.wetmall

Stream "Julia" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5DQhKI2XR8ezLYKSLBP15u?si=4c627046914441e3

i just just hate you

i’m worthy of nothing and i made that clear
can’t find no happiness around here
i act like i’m strong but i can’t persevere
Everyone leaves and that's my biggest fear

All we know to be alone
I can not love someone anymore
Take your hand i’ll let it go
Julia your on your own

You were sitting in the hallway
On the floor next to the door
It will never be the same as before
Remember all the time passed
Exactly what i ignored
You said you’d do anything for me
But you haven't done anything at all

but all we know to be alone
I can not love someone anymore
Take your hand i’ll let it go
Julia your on your own
but all we know to be alone
I can not love someone anymore
Take your hand i’ll let it go
Julia your on your own

No where did you go
Yeah yeah
Where did you go
No where did you go
Yeah	
Where did you go

Look at that
Your back
Your the girl that i never could have
Julia i’m mad
Hate your friends i just wanna relax
Talk bad lil girl you bad
This aint no balled
but you still know i’m sad
Love when i circle back

but all we know to be alone
I can not love someone anymore
Take your hand i’ll let it go
Julia your on your own

No where did you go
Yeah yeah
Where did you go
No where did you go
Yeah
Where did you go

Julia prod. tiedforsilver & EPHRAIM

prod. kill breanna x april21 x recyclebin

i dont wanna fight all these battles
i dont care to sweep thru all the rubble
if i want anything its not its double it
most kids dont know lifes too fake and puzzling
i dont wanna fight all these battles
i just wanna know what i know
if i want anything its not its double it
most times i dont know whats important and encompassing
i just hope i know what to say when im malfunctioning
i hope i dont dissapoint you and ruin everything
thats how life is and i dont think that i can get over it
i let myself do the same thing over and over again
i dont learn anything why do you deal with me?
leave me tonight dont cry
i changed but you didnt
torn apart
with a tough love ribbon
different day
same difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
i hope that i always try to know
sorry you cant wear any of my clothes

Комната (prod. leafingg)

quiero que funcionemos los 2
una de las cosas que pienso, llevarte a mis shows
una de las cosas que yo deseo, es subirte y cantarte tu cancion
pero hagamos que funcionemos

no entiendo xq somos asi, un momento bien y otro momento mal
son cosas que tenemos que cambiar
no me expliques xq somos asi, solo quiero que lo cambiemos right now
si los dos queremos si nos va a salir

si los dos queremos todo nos va a salir
pero yo no tengo xq interrumpir, en lo tuyo interrumpir
en lo tuyo no me tengo q interponer, pero no ando en gente vos sos una excepcion
no ando en gente vos sos la mejor excepcion y q esto termine no es una opcion

quiero que funcionemos los 2
una de las cosas que pienso, llevarte a mis shows
una de las cosas que yo deseo, es subirte y cantarte tu cancion
pero hagamos que funcionemos

@zaice

quiero que funcionemos los 2

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-bad-kid-toy-orchestra-lyrics

drums performed by noah walker

The Lowest Form Of Life On Earth

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