Instagrams:
@9inewaters
@hxllowlucy

Lyrics:
My soul's on fire like the world that we live in
Consumed by hate, could've been but I didn't
I assumed we would last, I regret what I've given
Need a hose for the past but I'm drowning if I'm swimmin

We went up in flames
I wouldn't feel these feelings if you felt the same
Now I'm burning alive, I need the fire brigade
You trapped me in a corner and I cannot escape

I'll admit it
Yeah I did it, OH WAIT JUST KIDDING
Not at the top but I feel like I'm winnin
Not gonna stop cuz I'm gonna make a killin

Where are my feelings?
They died last year like the mould on my ceiling
I said I'm not ok, but I'm finally healing
That's partially true, but I still feel like I'm bleeding

Shinra, I need him
She was under the impression I was cheating
I was under all this pressure and I cracked like a rock
Don't talk to me again but you're already blocked

fire brigade (prod. hxllowlucy)

@9inewaters on Insta
@nathandarza on insta

blame me ft. darza (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

@9inewaters & @whereisdanny_ on insta

this is an old one, made back in march

turns out i'm fine (prod. whereisdanny x gavinhadley x milesjulian1)

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

thank you for the memories </3 (prod. ninewaters x whereisdanny)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

i could try put up a fight but i know i couldn't take it
you know what i like, crate of beers in my basement
never living right, i'm not sober i can face it
and i hate this, dressed in all white like a racist

i can't afford new clothes, can't even pick up hoes
i'm kind of rank, i sit alone and i pick my nose
you know i don't try though, cigarettes i buy those
need a way to cope, maybe pillies i would try those

two shots to the head, blow my brains out
i know i'm gonna end up dead by my ways now
kind of tired of this planet, everything is sour
i cried for help but they won't listen so i sing it louder

i can't blame life for the way it goes
but the way it goes got me feeling low
but i can't help but feel like i'm the star of the show
where'd the crowd go? nobody knows

there's something in my life i would live for
i like love, i like drugs, what i'd give for
i've tried too many gateways, i'm knocking at the fifth door
i wonder what is in store

ways

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
my soul's a freezer, i need a heater
give me a breather, why did i deceive her?
i'm cold on the inside
you stole my love and then you killed me from the inside
you stole the lock and then you stormed me on the inside
i turned to rock but i'm still crying on the inside
aye, so please give me some space
i'm closing all my gates and there's no way you're getting inside

(bykento)
closing all my gates and there's no way they getting inside 
wasted all my time and now i'm falling on the other side
take your soul away before you fuck around and take mine
counting down my days because i'm done with all the sacrifice
this is my revenge getting money at the end 
never gave a fuck now i'm falling off the edge 
yeah, and it gets complicated i could never lie 
and all my feelings wasted i don’t feel alright 
i guess it wont make no sense to me hey
pour my feelings in my cup it takes my misery 
all i wanted was some space and you couldn’t see
all the lies straight to my face i could not believe 

(ninewaters)
and there's no way you're coming back from that
beer back to back
i like drowning all my sorrows, i'll see you all tomorrow
there's no way i'm going to recover
there's no way i'm falling for another
yeah, but now i'm falling anyway
this pit is dark, i need escape
i've fallen in a frozen lake
i've just realised now that i'm awful
the problem on my hands is colossal

(darza)
so many hoes round me, look like a brothel
coming down off molly, that shit got me feeling awful
shawty tryna eat me up like a waffle
you know i don't give no fucks, i'm too hostile
me and the gang gon' invade your territory
i gave her chills just like a scary story
opps tryna find me just like dory
all my diamonds blinding, damn i'm sorry
i'm too unique, bust up on her cheeks
i got the keys, rolling smoking trees yah
me and ninewaters posted in the castle
demons on the way, it's time for battle

(ninewaters)
my soul's a freezer, i need a heater
give me a breather, why did i deceive her?
i'm cold on the inside
you stole my love and then you killed me from the inside
you stole the lock and then you stormed me on the inside
i turned to rock but i'm still crying on the inside
aye, so please give me some space
i'm closing all my gates and there's no way you're getting inside

(dylan lotus)
yuh yah, i've been rotting from the inside
the fucking weed in my body is on an incline
i don't think i'll make it home, it's difficult to make you mine
i don't think i'll make it home, it's difficult to bake and drive
now i'm always struggling, all of my thoughts are puddling
my words are allways stuttering now my brain is crumbling
i'm sorry if i said the wrong things
now all my thoughts are gonna haunt me
i've been so anxious, i couldn't take this
i'm on the floor, i couldn't make it
you stupid whore, you're always changing
you stupid whore, you're always changing

(ninewaters)
yeah, shout out my mother
i've been cursed for many moons and too cold throughout the summer
i never thought i'd hit the ground while falling for another
fuck love, fuck life, but at least i have my brothers
i'm insane can you help me
i've been ran over by the horses and the cavalry
there's no way that bitch will be the end of me
but there's some way that bitch changed my mentality

(56ca$h)
no way get' inside
every day i feel not okay on the inside
have you ever felt like your heart is made of glass
and you feel it fucking break every time you going fast uh
i slowed it down off percs
i ain't scared to die, shit can't get much worse
got no tears to cry, dried up on my shirt
life ain't but a bitch, fuck her 'til she squirt
and that's a fact doe
i've been antisocial, please don't talk if i ain't asked hoe
i'm a sad boy, bitch but i'm a bad boy
demons taking over, i'm depressed, it's not a fad boy

storm the castle

storm the castle ft. byekento, darza, dylan lotus, 56ca$h (prod. cush)

prod kk

lyrics:
say hi to your mother from me
and put your problems on me
i know that no one wants me so i'm walking like a zombie
did i ever mention i don't wanna be alive
they say it's precious but i really hate my life
can you put a knife in my neck, take my life
can you let me suffocate between your thighs
i kind of understand why you think that i'm alright
but if i told you that i'm fine then i lied

and i'm sorry for that, vision fades black, i just wanna go back
life feels like a race but i went of the track
i just need a safe place away from all the attacks
i wanna see your face 'cause i miss that
i just wanna see your face 'cause i'd kiss that
why has it been so long
i should've got over you but i'm still writing all these songs
everyday stays the same
i'm tryna numb all the pain 'cause all the pain is kinda lame
i just wanna run away, i surrender to your game
can you shoot me in my face, the way we ended was a shame
i'm a wreck but i'm still thankful that you came
yeah i know that i will think of you forever
the devil knows that i'll be in love forever
gone cold like the weather

kms lol (prod. kkquickbrakes)

(lyrics):
ryuuji and taiga from toradora chatting wet shit

i spend my life wishing life was like an anime
i'm fuckin bored, i'll rot in bed until another day
i've given up on love, i'm something i don't wanna be
i drown my liver, i still miss her, if she stayed then we'd live happily

i'd waste my life to find an end to this insanity
i'd kill myself but hate to disappoint my family
i'm not gonna die yeah, just have to keep myself away from all the cider
i'm too sorry for myself to see the agony inside her

i smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all these fags i'm always buyin
i do it for enjoyment, not to brag i'm gonna die
if i'm drunk and tell you that i'm always sad then i'm not lyin
i keep it all inside so hell is trapped inside my mind yuh

tell me are you gonna cry if i was gonna die tonight
'cause all these suicidal thoughts inside my mind have all been here like half my life
all i ever wanted was to live a life of splendour
the way you're acting makes me wanna lose my temper

why you gonna act like i just killed your family
this is a different kind of tragedy
and my anatomy is froze now
why don't you tell me how i'm feeling 'cause i know you think you know now

imma go now
call up my mother 'cause you make me miss my home now
i miss my lover yea it makes me feel so down
i'm living fast, my mother tells me i should slow down

(outro)
i really hurt you and i knew that
i made the situation worse and i didn't have to do that
i knew we wasn't gonna work but i shouldn't put you through that

anime

anime (prod. greg beats)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
i wanna count sterling
no time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
the flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
it really feels the worst
you don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
put me in a hearse
the way that i've been feeling got me thinking that i'm cursed
we're always catching feelings but nobody ever learns
this shit is just the worst

in a pit of bad decisions, going first
life is shit and just for meaning we all search
this shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
it's easier to party when our lives are going south
tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
you don't know what i'm about
i wanna scream and shout
your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
i'm tryna beat a dead horse, i already have my doubts
already have my doubts, i really can't believe it!
the time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
but i don't blame you
you best believe it though that i could never save you

that's a job for yourself
i tried but really couldn't help
cigarettes and beer in my room, i hate the smell
i was tryna get my balance in life and then i fell
i feel ok
and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
but i'm unlucky that i felt a certain way about you
you know that i really couldn't save the day

sterling

sterling (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere for everything i've lost
i went and burnt the bridges i was tryna get across
looking back at all the memories that i think i forgot
it's been happening a lot

what's the cost?
i've been looking everywhere but i keep getting lost
i've been tryna save myself but it's just not enough
i might need a helping hand but there's just no one i can trust
this mission is a bust

i been down bad as of late
i'm all alone i guess i'll leave it up to fate
but i've been so lazy lately
if i'm stuck in bed then i can't be one of the greats

foot on the gas too fast i'ma pass
i can't help you, i'm not sorry for your ass
i have no other concerns when i'm just focused on the cash
attracted to money, i put my penis in a bag

but i can't lie i've been down bad lately
i know i need some therapy but i just turn to rap
it's gonna take a lot for us to seal over the gaps
fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map

fuck the uk, i'll put myself on the map
fuck the other rappers, put myself on the amp
fuck living for music, i'm just living in my camp
fuck the uk yeah this place is full of trash

and my mind is full of trash
you been smoking gas while i'm smoking on that cancer
i'm drinking, fuck my liver
i'm tryna die faster
night give us shivers
have no pity on you bastards

yeah i'm leaning til my back hurt
you know i'm leaving, won't come back yuh
i'm on the move like a tractor
you gotta stay careful, these demons will attack you
it's not a funeral but i'm dressed in all black yuh

what's the cost?

what's the cost? (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean i wanna text you or call you
wanna pick my brain that’s clever
wanna drag me down that’s extra

wake up with this feeling forever
doesn’t mean i wanna see you or talk
moderation with the alc that’s never
i got a slight lean when i walk

i got a slight theme when i talk
either do or don’t whatever
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean you’re not the cheese to my chalk

i’ll leave you be if you want
i’ma leave so you catch me on the floor
i’ma leave so you catch me if you want
i’ma stay but i’ll put up a front

yeah i miss you more than ever
gotta live to watch another segment
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
but i don’t feel a thing for the moment

kinda hard stayin living in the moment
i’ma tuck myself away for the moment
i be pourin up shit that’s potent
dream about you so i smile for the moment

gonna miss my friends forever
doesn’t mean that i’m in the same place
not from earth so i’m giving you space
but i miss you more than ever

this ain’t a christmas song
but i hope that you celebrate nicely
we can’t even tell right from wrong
wanna pour me a drink like nicely

wanna flirt with me that’s spicy
too bad that i know you’re a bitch
got a lot of patience if you try me
but i miss you more than ever

can’t eat them wings too spicy
need a beer so i cleanse my palette
but i miss you more than ever
i be walking round drunk in cabot

for the girls that sent me love
yeah i miss you more than ever
don't need more money when i have your touch
miss you more than ever

i miss you more than ever
yeah i miss you more than ever

yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean i wanna text you or call you
wanna pick my brain that’s clever
wanna drag me down that’s extra

wake up with this feeling forever
doesn’t mean i wanna see you or talk
moderation with the alc that’s never
i got a slight lean when i walk

for the girls that sent me love
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
i'm wishing you well for ever
i miss you more than ever <3

MORE THAN EVER

more than ever (prod. ninewaters)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

good riddance

good riddance (prod. crocus)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
let's get it moving like a package in colombia
you say you want a feat but idr fw ya
i had the bag when i was younger but i fumbled it
that shit not gonna chase itself so i'ma run for it

during covid i was chased and made a run for it
i took my shelter in the rush and fell in love with it
there's nothing in this world i would've never done for it
get myself in sticky situations, i got love for it

let's get it moving like the packages in mexico
you been smoking mid shit, i'm smoking on that texaco
making money off the drink like this shit pepsico
delete my socials buy a single, that's for tokyo

swing my pint and throw a 4 that's for the video
this the type of shit you'll never hear across the radio
swing my fist, connect a jab like that shit polio
i guarantee you that it's not my only rodeo

let's get it moving like the oxen in a herd
let's get it moving like your soul up in a hearse
i send my prayers but i'm just wishing you the worst
let me cook, feel like phineas and ferb

let me cook like i'm ramsay in the kitchen
i'm baking bread like it's andy tate and tristan
when i was younger i just never really did shit
now i'm spitting all this game you better listen

let's get it moving like a street race w ferraris
i landed back at home and headed straight towards a party
don't need to make no effort, i be waking up like carti
only time will tell when i'm gonna be charting

only time will tell when we're gonna be parting
we're gonna crash and burn like a car
i'm the reason that we made it this far
i'm the reason that we're falling apart

in transit

in transit (prod. breakupbreakdown)

lyrics:

i'm livin' in a grave that i dug for myself
not really livin', yeah i really need your help
i got no feelings now i'm back inside my shell
i'm waving goodbye now, i really wish you well
yeah, 20 pints down, i'm not thinking anymore
i'm protected from my demons while unconscious on the floor
i need self control but i've always wanted more
gimme all you got, even if it breaks the law

yeah my heart has lore
i hate that story, i burnt that book
i've been losing sleep while looking for what she took, yeah
i've been in the kitchen but i can't say that i cook, yeah
i've been mixing up potion
skin's gone dry yeah, i really need my lotion
thinkin' 'bout dying, i can't shake it off
it's a really boring life, need to put it back in motion
if you see me coming up then i'm causing a commotion
searching far and wide for some love like i'm sailing in the ocean
you cannot blame me, my life needs some jazz tonight
gonna take my feelings, leave them in the past 'fore i die
you won't see no tears on my face while i'm alive
this feeling will consume me, i'm gonna close my eyes
even if you use me, i could never cry
i don't even think that i can love but i can try

grave ft. darza (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

big back pockets on protein
i make cash seem seamless
i smoke gas, i'm floating
i'm so hard like peni-
i make money aplenty
i'm a paper demon
i will flex in your face if you let me
i will crashout without a reason
i ball out every season
i pull up and make the weather sunny
you're just my peasants, i lead them
i'm laughing to the bank cus it's funny
big back pockets on protein
pockets so peter griffin
i'll make it out one day, i'm hoping
pockets so homer simpson
big bad wolf, i'm hungry
i just want someone to love me
i just want someone who i can put above me
i just want someone who i think is so lovely
plat IV at making money
laughing to the bank, it's funny
make that money jump like bunny
shit that tastes so sweet like honey
stomach bloated like i'm lucki
tonight we're getting lucky
tonight we're getting fucky
tonight we're getting blackout
my memory's already fuzzy
can you pour me up a drink?
don't care what it is cus i'm not fussy
counting up that chicken
you would think i'm from kentucky

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NpOxmvUlZWU

protein (prod. ninewaters)

punani (prod. ninewaters)

2024 song

lyrics:

i'm stackin
i wanna stack it with you
i'm trappin and stackin
and i hope you like stackin too

like nah fr
if you not stackin i'll pop you like pills
why is you braggin you not in the field
why is you flexin it's not even real
playin up bitch that ain't part of the deal
i play my music and leave it on loop
you may have won but that shit was a fluke
i'm with your bitch and she blow me like flute
i'm goin up if there's shots then i'll shoot
you getting fucked by the game you forgot all your lube
i told lady luck to go and take all your loot
can't get your todge up even without the booze
you fumbled the bag like where did that shit go
i'm with shaggy and scooby we're looking for clues
i saw your bag when it went on a cruise
i'm still a virgin cus i never lose

i'm stackin again
i wanna stack it with you
i'm baggin am trappin
and i know you hate stackin you loser

you are so broke and you don't own a whip
i'll put you in spliff and i'll smoke on that shit
you need a shower you're covered in piss
i need an oscar i'm so up this year
the way that i act when in public is weird
i manifest everything that you fear
i'm up on top of the world you can't find me
cus you're still stuck in a rut that's behind me
i'm counting bread but it's not no chapati
i'm counting thick cut bread from hovis
i need some cheese cus that would go well with this
i need the cheddar i thought that you know this
i act like a maniac in public but she still won't notice
why am i so attracted to women she made me lose my focus

i'm stackin in the name of the lord
i'm stackin like never before

stackin (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

throw my life down the drain, life's a fucking drain
tie me to the tracks, run me over with your train
a picture of me jumping off the bridge would go insane
you're not different from the rest because you know we're all in pain
so now i'm drowning all my sorrows, if i died then would you follow?
i'm gonna do something i know we'll all regret tomorrow
does anybody have a rope i could borrow?
you can tell i'm losing weight cus i'm hollow

i know you're fucking sad and i'm fucking sad
now everything is over, life just gets me fucking mad
my soul is on trial, i don't like this lifestyle
it's fucking bad, guess love is just a fad
i'd never try and hurt you, that's what fucking nerds do
i don't feel i have a home i can return to
i know you're crying for help and yeah i heard you
you know 'm wishing you well, had to desert you
throw my life down the drain, life's a fucking drain
i'm fucking done with this shit and all the pain
i'm gonna lock myself inside my room and go insane
the way that i've been treating myself is inhumane
so you'd better lock me up, i don't give a fuck
i'm gonna torture myself until we're done
i'm sitting in the rain, i'd never do this shit again
the way i'm thinking bout this prolly hurt my brain

so draining (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

i'm in a bad headspace
but it's ok, i got my bestie
without the music, i'd be moving in a dead space
fell out with stella cus she ruining my headspace
i came in last in the race, ain't no srt
i felt neglected and the liquor got the best of me
i got rejected, now i'm tryna lead a better life
left my lovers in the past, had to say goodbye

your face is double-sided, you're such a gemini
would you care if i died? i'm not willing to fight
you took my feelings and you left them burning in the fire
i got so fucking tired tryna learn to fly
i don't blame her you know, she's into other guys
if i was into other guys i'd be fucking gay
but now i'm into better things and the better pay
if she fucking died the world would be a better place
if i fucking died the world would be a better place
i need to go to sleep and wake up in a better way
bro been smoking on gas, bro let's elevate
it's the death of the past, bro let's celebrate
yeah my life is like a movie, you acting for the camera
i just met your girl, can safely say that i can't stand her
why they tryna bite me? i'm the gold standard
why you drinking pints until the point where you can't stand up?

headspace (prod. blossom1)

Lyrics:

Kill the chivalry, send out the cavalry
There's no way you rival me, there's no way she's killing me
Blood on my hands, you already dead to me
I just been giggling, but there's no more ecstacy
I'm on the battlefield, you can't take control of me
You see me winning, get controlled by all your jealousy
Take the weight off my shoulders
Winter's getting colder and we're just getting older

Cut 'em off, think I owe it to myself
I don't really have no friends, why I'm always by myself
and they left me in the past, so I do this all myself
Yeah they left me in the past every time I needed help
No I don't need no one else
When this money come around
Tryna take my place, they been tryna take the crown
I'm the ruler of this place
If you don't like the way that sounds, you gon' have to take me out
[?] won't ever come around
Every day, always feeling like it's over
[?] always got a little colder
So I guess it makes sense, I'm the asshole
Posted up with Nine, bitch I'm posted in the castle

Yeah I'm cold on the inside
You could storm the castle, but won't kill me from the inside
We got our differences, so we can set them all aside
Let's do this man to man, don't want another homicide
Another suicide, there is no more you and I
I dream about the place without a trace of you inside
I'm gonna close the gates before I end up crucified
Hop on the horse and don't look back at what I left behind

Closing all the gates, we got the moat around the castle
You can come and you won't see me when we pray for battle
I leave it all behind, let me hop up on the saddle
But you are dead to me, buried 6 foot down in gravel
But this spirit keep me warm on the inside
The only thing to keep me going, yeah I should've died
This is a battle in my mind but I can save it
and bitch I loved to see you smile but now I hate it
It ain't an equal battle, now a massacre
Never knowing what I've done, the thing I'm never asking her
But I'll go riding on my own like a traveler
Tryna ride with me but I don't need a passenger

[Chorus]

Someone put me in a hearse
I've been getting tired, it's a blessing and a curse
I don't wanna try, gave you love and it's the worst
Pulling up in cavalries, we'll put you in the dirt
We stormed the castle, we're out of options
Prepare for battle, I swear we've got this
Pull up with Nine, Darza, Kento and Cush
We at the top of the line, leave that bitch in the dust
Do you believe in me right now? Leaving me right now?
I've been getting sick of this
and I can't even take a hit
I can't even handle this

I can't even handle this, lost control my horses, I can't handle it
Grab all my forces, yeah it's gonna be so scandalous
We creeping inside your house, we've got the candle lit
Know you can't handle this, won't prepare for battle
I got thousand herds of cattle, all these bitches tryna tackle me
I put them in shackles, tryna hide but I'm the Jeckyll
I got cannons in the castle, I got cannons if he tattle
I got crimes against the state but I just run away and cackle

They was laughing in my face
Nowadays I can't go nowhere unless I got my blade
Xans to the face
Tryna run from the pain, I can't get away
Now I'm lost in the fray but it's okay
Emo bitch she tryna choke me
Bitch I'm just a demon, I hate everything that's holy
I'm just getting money yah, with my brodies
Eat me up like honey yah, shawty suck it slowly
I got bands on me, everybody think I'm walking funny
Don't hit my DMs unless you got some money for me
I'm rolling on molly, it don't ever get boring
When I'm coming down, take a xan, now I'm snoring

[Chorus]

storm the castle 2 ft. byekento, cush, dylan lotus, darza (prod. cush)

lyrics:

life's so boring, it's raining, it's pouring
i know i could ignore it, i'm raging, i'm roaring
interrogation, how i feel, i'm not talking
i could be a great or i could sleep until the morning
call me kobe how i'm always going down
i'm numb to all the pain, been a while since i frowned
i could try and scream but you'll never hear a sound
i don't like this feeling, it's some shit i can't pronounce

as the day gets shorter, earlier i'm slaughtered
i'm surrounded by disorder
and you know i had to leave, even when i still adored her
wasted or sad, it's the latter or the former
if i get money then i spend it
they want me to live, but i really wanna end it
bless up, but this shit was not a blessing
i guess it's turning into shit that's like confessions
first off, i'm so bored
i'm being helped by this shit that i poured
it's gonna turn into a problem
i don't like problems, i don't wanna solve them
i'm always tired and i get no sleep
if mother knew about the shit i'm doing she would weep
it's my fifth time drunk in a week
i've got a beer in my hand right now while i speak

bored forever (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

kill me slowly, i'm tryna die faster
my soul's so lonely, my heart's your platter
kill me slowly, i'm done with this life shit
you say you know me but i don't like it

treading lightly, you say you loathe me
you say you like me, you just can't show me
i know you don't like when i do my worst
you're tryna help, it's getting worse
get a grip on my health, put that shit in reverse
i need your help, pick me up in a hearse
i'm back in my shell, guess i'm never gonna learn
you're gonna send me to hell, i know you really wish the worst
the way no one can tell that you put me on a curse
can you tell that she threw me in the deep end?
can you tell she got my heart but she can't keep it?
if you tell me that you love me then i'm sleeping
i got the codes for this shit like i'm cheating
can you tell i'm going up but i'm still bleeding?

[chorus]

no i don't like it, but i've been fighting
you think you can read my mind but you're not a psychic
don't know what she's tryna hide but i'm tryna find it
getting tired of the games, i'm so sick of lying
overthinking, overdoing, everything has gone south
now you wanna make up but i'm already gone now
you can try and keep up if you wanna find out
you can do it all wrong, baby this is your life now
kill me slowly, don't know why i'm holding on
life gets lonely, but i'm guessing that's the cost
you don't know me, really that's the truth
but you'll just call me psycho like you always do

platter ft. vvsaint (prod. blossom1)

lyrics:

we got along like a house on fire
but now i'm burning like a house on fire
devil sings like a motherfucking choir
call the fire brigade because my situation's dire
and my mental state is dire
i could think about the highs but i'm tryna go higher
someone chuck a clipper cus i'm running out of fire
throw me in the shitter, you can leave me there to die

you know i'm tryna die
i'd be living life if i really felt alive
i'd be living life if i cared enough to cry
i'm not living life, i'm just tryna get by
i'm just tryna buy a mansion, curses, sanctions
i don't pay attention, i've been flirting with distractions
you left me empty after all our interactions
i'm not admitting that i used you for my fucking satisfaction
one star, not satisfied
i could tell you why, but that information classified
cigs fill my mouth like a motherfucking pacifier
you know that i liked you, i hope you're feeling gratified
i'm rotting to the core
you know you can't restore me
scars on my body like it's papercut galore
i'm cold inside, curled up on the floor
i don't wanna be alive, rum, give me more
mum gave me life, she can have it back yuh
i wanna end it quick, throw myself under a tractor
life's such a bitch, told that woman suck a dick
they say my music is the nuts, i'm the nuts
get kicked, i never wanted kids

a house on fire (prod. maxchris)

lyrics:

when is my life gonna end, like can it get any worse?
swerving my car round the bend, i should've bought me a hearse
i should've never had a friend cus in the end it only hurts me
i should've learnt to play it dirty
it's 11:30, i'm pouring up the lager
all this shit i'm doing, swear i disappoint my father
throw me in the derby, i'm making enemies with karma
every time they left me on the curb so i surround myself with armour

i'm in the field like a farmer
if i was american i'd tell you i have trauma
can't deal with immaturity surrounding drama
they dragged it on for so long, i got trauma from that
i'm not hot-headed, i prefer a korma
but i don't feel happy when backed into corners
i don't have money to possibly launder
i got a clean record, i'm normal for that
am i normal? i'm not normal
i'm a weirdo, why you acting formal?
i attract attention, that's why i'm immortal
why i gotta live for so long on this planet?
i'ma jump through the portal
i'ma call up my friends, let's do anything unlawful
i'm waking up every day feeling awful
if i died, would you feel awful? like

derby (prod. ninewaters)

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we can stay hopeful ft. darza (prod. 8t33n)

lyrics:

i feel exhausted, my feelings deported
i'm feeling haunted, i need your support
i'ma leave you in the past, yeah i had to cut it short
i'm controlled by your strings but at least i'm never bored
i feel exhausted, my feelings deported
i'm feeling haunted, i need your support
yeah i had to cut them off cus i'm not fucking with these whores
i don't care about your feelings or your cause

you wanna love me, are you sure?
i don't really fuck with you cus you got insecurities
i don't really fuck with those who lack in all maturity
i don't really fuck with those who stick with the majority
it's why i'm by my lonely
i don't really fuck with those who keep pretending that they know me
i'm in my pit, so cozy
i'm just tryna keep warm cus in my soul it's always snowing
could you keep me warm inside?
you can't do that for me, you're so disappointing
i'm tryna put up with your shit but you're just really annoying
it's your soul i'm destroying but i do it for fun
see me, better run
cus when it comes to wrecking shit yeah i am next to none
i'm so exhausted, i've only just begun
my world is distorted, but i don't think i'm done

haunted (prod. crocus)

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