mixed and mastered by me
produced by me and thislandis

on my own (feat. sewerperson)

featuring @sewerperson
produced by @prodjody

highway (ft. sewerperson)(prod. jody)

Im Like So Scared (Prod.iddotzip)

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//ごめんなさい//

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the viper (prod. by tra$h)

prod. by @caspr

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flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes
prolly flatline
have you ever made a wish & it doesn't come true
this time imma flatline  
losing everything including my god damn mind
imma flatline
baby imma die don't cry it'll be alright
imma flatline

death is rolling through the wind
hyperactive like a kid without the rittalin
sip 40s till i sink into my seat
transportation elevate so i can't feel my feet
cloudy in my head
i think the lighter fluid lit my lucid visions from my bed 
i sit and ponder bout the water that i'm drinking from my sink
will it calcify and justify the feelings that i think?
probably not but that's a fucking headline
heading to the shore without a cure for all my deadlines
subtweeting my enemies but they're just merely enzymes
i know that you love me but you love him too & that's fine
(not really but)
i should probably go
zippin up my coat i spark a blunt under the snow
woah 
i just blew an o
stepped into a portal
i'm immortal now the goat & then i

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes
prolly flatline
have you ever made a wish & it doesn't come true
this time imma flatline  
losing everything including my god damn mind
imma flatline
baby imma die don't cry it'll be alright
imma flatline

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flatline (prod. by caspr)

prod. by @partysmartie

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lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

there's a ghost inside my bedroom 
at least i'm not alone but i can just pretend to
be awake with everything that i attend to
or sleep the day away & probably offend you 
i don't wanna waste another minute 
i can see the voices in your head don't wanna listen
the light reflects the glass you turn to dust & start to glisten 
kissin' you inside your bed is something i've been fuckin' missing
 
at night I turn my fears into my art 
crept inside my chest & ripped my beating heart apart 
i'll be wheezing coughing up their blood my demons will depart
imma add em up & drag em to the basement where i start
fix myself with bandages and roaches from last week
i've been searching for a purpose in some sugar coated sweets 
take a swisher & i crack it in the middle of the street
i could spark another thirty i'm not leavin' till i peak

lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

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by the creek (prod. by partysmartie)

prod. by @hatefulbeats

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i'm drowning in my headspace
driving shockpoint like i'm isaac clarke in dead space
two gram cone to my dome now i'm dead wait
i feel fine celebratin' poppin' champaigne 
caught me in my zone all alone marijuana on my lip
fixing for the herb i'm packin' purple till i'm stiff
fall asleep in chairs or couches i don't give a shit
lil' sleepy boy i'm overlookin' on a cliff

this a fuckin' cliff note
cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho
break it till it fall apart i guess you got the memo
goodbye to my hello
i was once a shade of blue but you turned me to yellow
my color palette's minimal but i don't give a fuck
flip it till it saturates the vibrance ain't enough
been awake for days & i'm amazed that i'm still up
sleep is for the week & i'm afraid of giving up

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cliffnote (prod. by hateful)

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ＡＳ　ＴＨＥ　ＤＡＹＳ　ＲＯＬＬ　ＯＮ

//もういちど私を愛して//

this hasn't gotten any easier for either of us. if you're reading this, just know i will always love you. you'll forever hold my heart & i'm sorry it still beats for you.

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so baby tell me that you love me
tell me anything instead of nothing
i just wanna hear you speak again
even if its just the air you're breathing in

i know that you wont ever want me
but a boy can hope i cope by smoking palm leaves
the ghost of what we had is floating in the smoke
i cry every night about you i'm a fucking joke

i'm a fucking joke
texting you at 2 wish you'd reply but you don't
what the fuck is going on i really do not know
said you loved me yesterday in a few days you'll say you don't

tell me that you love me

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ＩＦ　ＨＥ　ＣＲＡＷＬＳ　ＯＵＴ　ＯＦ　ＨＩＳ　ＣＡＧＥ？

//あなたは私に死んでいる//

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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

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trust me (prod. by redrose)

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puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

tryna stay up
sleepy lil boi tryna wake up
this life is a game & she go nuts
this game that we play got me goin' nuts
and she knows i wanna fall in love again
she don't want that
she just want some friends
hell i want some friends
get my mind of this shit
kick it staying high until i land
six tricks on my ripstick

she just wanna be friends
she been tryna keep it on the low
we stay steady swingin'
i've been in the deep end on my own
fuck all of this distance
i keep it persistent with my love
fuck all of this pain
i'm going insane
think i'm better off alone

puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

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deep end (prod. youlooktired)

lyrics:

3 in the morning im whippin its snowin 
its getting too heavy i stick on the side of the road
i know im late i can explain if u let me
i wasnt far get in the car im happy u love me cause i know its hard

they try to be me its clear in my sight i think i gotta cancel my cards
i think my blunt full of sars my spit is blacker than tar
if she got a cute face i know imma go home with it
no cap no toupee she know im way too cold with it
touch me im freezing my heart so damn cold
life get too complicated i aint know it'd be this difficult
watchu doin late night i should come slide thru
what he dont know wont hurt him girl im just like u
now im thinking back its hittin me hard
call me when u home she like what for
uh im tryna change girl could u let me
it aint the same cause she dont accept me
i put my faith in i put the work in
still what im getting out
im taking damage i think im breaking baby just help me out
you just like me if u really try think about it
ya imma love addict im still learning how to live without it
t'd up im so t'd up
he sent threats so i d'd up
big boy he so beefed up
one word get his teeth fucked
i just wanna get along
but he came close so he got done up
the situation full of cons
there was no way we could just make up
hot pull up and fuck up an opp boy yuh
my shift gon fuck up the clock boy yuh
rocked i did him dirty ya i did him chop suey
roll up im smoking on bok choy
im not a hero ya im not a hero ya i am the bad guy
i go de niro ya girl dont be scared in the end we gon all die
touch me im freezing
my heart so damn cold
life get too complicated i aint know it'd be this difficult
watchu doin late night i should come slide thru
what he dont know wont hurt him girl im just

3 in the morning im whippin its snowin 
its getting too heavy i stick on the side of the road
i know im late i can explain if u let me
i wasnt far get in the car im happy u love me cause i know its hard

Im Like So Scared (Prod.iddotzip)

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