Sped up version of one of my favorite songs

Butterflies (feat. Jomie & Lxst Boy) [Sped Up] (Prod. Cløud & Jkei)

j'le voit dans tes yeux 
tu prétend que tout va bien 
que sa l'iras mieux demain 
qu'on retrouveras nos chemins 
mais baby j'suis pas comme toi
sais pas contre toi 
j'pensais pas qu'avec le temps je deviendrais comme sa 

un rêveur rêvant a trouver meilleur 
sais pas simple comme dans les film 
j'encaisse les coups comme si mon rôle c'étais le cascadeur 
miner de l'or et faite en sorte qu'on soit riche 
ta trouver s'que tu recherchais maintenant s'quoi qui t'arrive 
tu semble avoir changer depuis ta tête a la gonfler 
faudrait peut être que tu prenne un peut d'temps pour toer

mes bas sont pas d'la même couleurs
je les porte quand même dans mes crocs 
la j'porte un nouveaux debardeur 
j'ai la shape d'une fucking porte 
si y a une mouche dans les parages 
sa seras pas de ma faute si est morte 

i was nowhere to be found 
now i'm still waiting on my own
its the most darkest place on earth
but its the only place like home 
avoiding all those issues like im
surely gonna pass out way sooner then i thought    

i can no i cant stay 
away from these drugs no more
i'd rather love myself but i'm just scare of who i am 
i dont think i can pretend no more 
cant pretend no more 

i may not see this pain 
the same way as i did before 
i'm letting go of my own demons 
i dont need them afterall 
ill still feel spycho in my head 
these drugs aint never good
i lost my person 
lost my time 
lost more then no one could

no one seen me i'm invisible 
but i do a lot of stupid choices im unpredictable  
no one seen me i'm invisible 
i do a lot of stupid choices im unpredictable 

this aint no fake love 
only one who saw those eyes
u aint the same 
but u still wanna see this guy  
u dontwanna u dontwanna u dontwannna be love 
ur just messing me up 
now ur just out of luck 

i may not see this pain 
the same way as i did before 
i'm letting go of my own demons 
i dont need them afterall 
ill still feel spycho in my head 
these drugs aint never good
i lost my person 
lost my time 
lost more then no one could

no one seen me i'm invisible 
but i do a lot of stupid choices im unpredictable  
no one seen me i'm invisible 
i do a lot of stupid choices im unpredictable

This pain

AIN'T THAT DEEP (sped-up version)

AIN’T THAT DEEP (sped-up version)

Bottles (Ft.Lxstboy)

my sweater looks better on you than when i ever wore it
(you broke me)
we're meant to be together from the first moment
(you broke me)

you've been very important to me cause you were always there
(you broke me)
why did i never reach out its cause i was scared
(into pieces)
loving you takes no effort from me at all
(i'm hurting)
simple, this feeling is so fucking natural
(kill myself) 
take my time and take my pain
you heal me more then take the blame
youre perfect in every way
together we can waste away
why did you do that
why did you do that
everything was great, but i didn't hear back
i thought the worst, and it ended up true
how could you
how could you

my sweater looks better on you than when i ever wore it
(you broke me)
we're meant to be together from the first moment
(you broke me)

my sweater looks better on you than when i ever wore it
(tell me why)
[am i not enough, am i not enough]
(why choose him)

my sweater looks better on you/why? (Prod. Matt Bartkus) *lyrics in desc*

im still trying (with gustixa)

You Don’t Care (feat. backyard beetle) (Prod. Cløud)

I do not own this song, just did a remix and edited vocals :)

[Mikayla Sippel:]
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
This high, this high that I've been chasing

[NF (Mikayla Sippel):]
Doesn't have an exit
I don't learn my lesson
I don't see no endin' in sight
I don't feel the best when I try
Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin'
Makin' you cry makes me feel like a bad person (Bad person)
And something's got a hold on me
They don't see the world I see
Heartbeat in my chest feels weak
It's really startin' to weigh on me, yeah

[Mikayla Sippel & NF:]
I just wanna run away
And find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
With this high, this high that I've been chasing

[NF (Mikayla Sippel):]
Always likes the sad trip
And ruin all my friendships
Way too many questions in my mind
I don't have the answers but I try
Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin', yeah
Making you sad makes me feel like a bad person (Bad person, person)
I said some awful things last week
Messin' with my self-esteem
Mixed up my priorities
It's really startin' to weigh on me, yeah

[Mikayla Sippel:]
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
This high, this high that I've been chasing

NF Chasing_Demo Remix - Slowed & reverb

A collection of songs I made alone up in the mountains.

The Neighbors Are Gone

Lyrics
Tried to fall back in love with her that night
And she told me promises but she lied
And on that day she said she was leaving me
Half my body died
I cannot lie, I cried that night
And I still feel all fucked up inside
I don't care about anything other then
You were wrong and I was RIght
You said you were never leaving 
And you said you were gonna stay right here by my side
But tell me if I were to get a tattoo would you geek over me like you did
that other guy
Your left my feelings for dead 
You're like a ghost inside my head
You're Haunting me and still leaving me with dread
You're making me wanna give up and end it all instead
But I don't know if i should 
Maybe I should ask God for help 
And he would help me like you would
Or was that just another one of your broken ass promises
But hey it is what is is
In the future I know you'll be a great wife and have 2 kids 
and your husband?
I wish that it would be me but it wont so I'ma kill the ghost inside my dreams
[Chorus]
Lately, I've been dreaming
Upon a ghost inside my head
Strange things I've seen(oh ok ok I got this shit ready ready)
Tryna fall in love with her tonight

Lately, I've been dreaming
Upon a ghost inside my head
Strange things I've seen
Tryna fall in love with her tonight

Wait hold up, You got me feeling like I'm not enough
Abandonment betrayal was all it took to get me sobered up
Now I'm seeing clearly what my worth is 
Damn you fucked me up
Saw how many guys you had in line
Left me throwing up
Couple months ago writing your name in the sand
Now you're lying straight to my face again
I wont let you get to my head this time
Letting go of broken promises, don't waste my time.

@Jackpop x @Dxnny - Dont Make Promises You Cant Keep (prod.jang0)

Lyrics 
You, I cannot forbid
I've been tryna take my life on things you've done
I'ma try to close my eyes

I hope that I won't down
Cus I can barely swim
I've been stuck in this ocean
I thought I could fly now I'm fallin down
Now that you're not around

You left so suddenly
I can speak no
Actually, talk to me, love
If I could scream
I would seek help
No one knows
I was born in hell

You took away the pain
Leave me here with broken hearts and broken bones
Please just let me decompose alone

Remember summer nights when we were close
We never got that life that we had hoped
I loved those dark green eyes
You felt like home
Nirvana, nirvana

You left so suddenly
I can speak no
Actually, talk to me, love
If I could scream
I would seek help
No one knows
I was born in hell

'Cause I never thought I'd have to say this
Never thought I'd have to say goodbye
Now I'm lookin' at your face in pictures
What I'd do if you were still alive
prod boyfifty I think

drown // grief

17 y/o rapper, trying to make fire songs in my room

Owner of cornstalk studios

If you need a beat lmk

Mix of rap and lofi stuff

HMU for free collabs :)

NF Chasing_Demo Remix - Slowed & reverb

NJrealmusix

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