prod me

im scared
i feel odd
you doing some shit thats got me pissed off
but you'll never be like us

im sick, under the weather
ive been waiting for this shit to get better

and ironically, when you're mad at me
i fantasize about what we cld be

***
at that altitude with the attitude
seated in first class bought a glass with you

*i'll have the finest wine offered.
no you fucking wont
***

ok, i wont.

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

i've disappointed myself
i wish i could ask for help
but everytime i see your name i

fuck everything around me i dont care
i wish i wasnt here
i wish i wasnt
i wish i wasnt
(1, 2, 3, 4)

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

aa a aa a aa a Aa
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i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

down bad ^/#/^

might add lyrics here later probably not love u

bestfriends (hallow + ryo) unfinished demo ~ feb/march 2021

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let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

ed hardy (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

driving with my eyes closed (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

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walking in the fog (methboiswag)

Vocals by maxeem / cover by ekdsc (https://ekdsc.neocities.org/)
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

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avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

produced by nora evelyne
written & preformed by nora evelyne
mix and mastered by nora evelyne & @vilsynth

find my way
cannot see the day
that i make it out
this place

so i hate it now
i cant say how 
that you're a mess
oh i feel the stress

on me
i feel weak
oh god please
i can't be
what you need
are you free?
oh god please

adolescence

produced by nora evelyne
written & preformed by nora evelyne
mixed and mastered by nora evelyne & @vilsynth

i call for help
but no ones there
i see myself
to no avail
and why do i try?
i'll always fail
and when i cry
you break my bones 
they're frail

oh why?
i cant get it back
ive fallen away
the skies they turned grey
so leave me to lay
i cant talk
you leave me afraid

watch your words
i'll get kicked to the curb
there's no more worth
gotta watch my nerves
oh why do you lie?
i see it in your eyes
but there's no passing time
so i hate to see you lie

ive fallen away
the skies they turned grey
so leave me to lay
i cant talk
you leave me afraid

Fail

u were kissing him in the back of the bus,
you said you hated men it turns out ur a slut,
dont know where we begain just know i hate ur guts,
the average teenage kid that thinks highschool sucks,

watch me fade away, you said your okay,
you lied straight to my face, your love
was so damn fake,

u were kissing him in the back of the bus,
you said you hated men it turns out ur a slut,
dont know where we begain just know i hate ur guts,
the average teenage kid that thinks highschool sucks,

watch me fade away, you said your okay,
you lied straight to my face, your love
was so damn fake,

watch me fade away, you said your okay,
you lied straight to my face, your love
was so damn fake,

Fail

Sewall

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