what do i do?
Someone please tell me
cuz I don’t have a clue
should i ran away should i disappear 
tell you my fears 
will you be here?
will you be here?

i can’t stand being alone even 
tho i push everyone away i know 
i know i push you away
 but can you please stay 
cuz i’m afraid of being alone

what do i do?
Someone please tell me 
cuz I don’t have a clue
should i run away?
should i disappear?
tell you my fears
will you be still be here? 
will you still be here?

i don’t wanna push you away 
i just know that you’ll leave 
someday anyway
cuz why would you stay?
cuz Why would you waste your time on me?when you could find someone so much better than me

what do i do?
Someone please tell me 
cuz I don’t have a clue
should i run away?
should i disappear?
tell you my fears
will you be here?
will you be here?

disappear (donemoney)

Ivory Tower Kid (feat sendflowrs) [prod taha]

mix/master and feature by @autumndropsdead
prod @windyboi

Glass jars full of candy bars
You're so close but no cigar
People stare and they real bizarre
I'm so deprived and I need to charge
Haunting me she still in disguise
I'm over here still acting shy
Once I'm confident again, she too dry
In response to me and I try to hide

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Saves her words for later
Got em wrapped in small tin foil
They act dead to me, till I'm no longer free
Now they're rising out the soil
And i'm burning all my past memories
Stare at pots while they just boil
And all my opportunities were taken to despoil

Mouth is dry but, i can try this
Conversation shit is terrifying
So annoying, all the shit you fuckin' did
Being genuine is something
That you couldn't fuckin' win over

When you're on top of the world
What's the point in getting points across
You're already heard
And it hurts a lot more, when you're stuck with the girl
Who doesn't have a sense of reason while you vomit and hurl

I feel like Adele the way we could have had it all
I'm on an emissary for you, and I ain't talking brawl
Got this app inside my brain that I can never uninstall
These voices all inside my head cause paranoia in the halls

Paranoia, paranoia 
In the halls
Emissary for you
I won't be here for that long
Wait another second
I can make it out
It hurts a lot fucking more
When you walk through the door
That I let you in, in the first place

emissary w/ autumndropsdead (windyboi)

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

head low
what the fuck is that
why u talking to a knife
i dont wanna know
better go n get outside dude
isnt that the first time
u think of suicide
hate to be alive
trust me
i been there before
i would never give a fuck
about opinions that u saw
on ur facebook feed
i would rather die
than watch u bleed

devotion
love was my daily potion
now im back to my roots
i feel no emotion
i am sorry
i know i told u not to worry
now im fucked in the head
everything is boring
i should prolly tell all my friends that i aint fine
taking meds but i still wanna die
i aint mad so call me anytime
i feel sad but i wont tell u why

ex-tasy (branwen + happytears)

alone. [ft. floret][+irby]

all i've got
produced by @imcaves
art by me
hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:

its hard to focus on life as of late
i’m simple and losing my name
what good does it do to be brave
when i’m always right back to this place?
i wanted to think there was more to life
i hoard advice from all my peers
you know that it hurts when the words are right
i’m sure that i could dry your tears
i knew how it felt to be empty
but without you i’m barely alive
the rain on my window is melting my wishes
of things being different this time
i really hope you’ve got it figured out
i know it hurts to see me now

sunsets & unrest & moonlight
rewrite the past for the last time
i’m stuck again at a red light
eyes close tonight as you pass me by
i never thought i would feel like this
say the word and i’m yours again
i know i shouldn’t just give in
but in the end, you’re the one that i’ve always wanted

im sorry for being the worst
& kicking my thoughts to the curb
i know that the truth isnt easy but 
i could get over myself & the hurt
i’m speaking my mind for the first time
i’m trying to put up a fight
you know how its been for me lately
i wish u were here tonight

learning to lose

good light pt. 2 [caves]

spotify & apple music

shoutout @memoryfactory on the feature
AMV by biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPqBtBqltMI
LYRIC!!!
On a quiet sunday evening, you stand on broken ground
I know you may be grieving, but there's nothing to be found
I dont know, why you come here
Waste my time, its  unclear
Things dont always make much sense
I cut our ties our dividends 

Back in time you were my friend
Actually you were more than that
You were the one i loved, and i adored you back
We were once together long ago
But things dont work out in this show
if things dont work out the first time, i doubt they work twice

[memory factory]
no worry, you found me
just hope i'm on the way
don't worry, things won't work out
this broken glass might hurt now
but not for long
tell me to please don't act like it's just a scene

broken ground ft. memory factory [prod. coka$ian]

produced by acey

lyrics:
see the flowers
 theyre dying 
i’m all alone 
i’m trying you’re not with me  
i wish you were with me  
no one’s gonna love you 
not the way that i do 
is she all you wanted? 
i do 
i do
the way i do 
see the flowers they bloom 
when i’m without u 
the sunsets behind the moon 
drying my eyes 
oh the flowers bloom 
does she love you too?

bloom

don't worry, it's not your fault

the conclusion to moss man

very special shoutout to the boys @horoshavibes and @swainesworld for helping make this happen

LYRICS:

(HOROSHA)
How would you like to lose your mind tonight?
How would you like to lose your mind tonight?

I guess I'm feeling it again,
it's like an energy borne from anxiety
and I can't shake it
information age, restless
paralyzed by potential endings

there's a million different ways to face oblivion
wait, it's too much, I'd better change apps
before I'm nauseated by the cognitive dissonance
of our own algorithms manufacturing distance
we're not okay

(MELMIGE)
slipping through the cracks again
mental chemistry off balance ensuring that i can’t relax a friend
is sayin something goes unnoticed
paying price for old components
seizing up i’m not as young as i once was
decades pass in a single month
relegated comfort cause i don’t stress enough
sometimes i try to listen but the instant some transmission
message sent i spread the distance
know that it’s not intention
i just can’t focus show a moment of my clarity
remember what i spoke on the comedy
how connections overwhelms and burdens younger minds
now mine is hurting all the voices gather into static find
it’s harder now to see the nuance
comprehension skills are put off
for instant gratification
no time given for creation
now i’m forgetting what i’m doing why i’m here or my relation
to the world around me
hoped by now i would’ve found me

stimuli inspires me to be complacent
now i’m tired nothing else about me
switching focus of my vision no precision
in my irises just finding nicer views for timelessness
and obstinance a pinch on tendons couldn’t wake me up
feel romero monster living numb and willful ignorance
reset tensions every time i’m swiping up
preset thoughts can’t miss the posts i want
attention fucked so i can’t help but be blunt

(SWAINE)
back on my 1 track shit
wait a minute
collecting myself like the damn deck just finished
was back in my cell
just a shell, mad diminished
feeding into self-help took me out of the grander vision
and the massive picture that im
paintin when i stay rappin with it
i cant believe it
i had to leave it
im way too down low to even speak it to existence

i know im misfit
i know that im different
i know that im mixed in with all these others who cant grab me without gloves like a pigskin
i know i dont fit in
i know i aint sticky like glue before they mix it
when i stick on em i aint ever lettin go
cuz this shit aint a fuckin hobby
think that i already told you so
i think you already know

put the blame on me here i go
if i was anybody else, i'd blow
if i made a song just a little emo
if i wasnt wrong would i really be close?
close to the edge
close to the ledge
if i jumped off, I'd be a legend i guess
you know im a dog, ima do what i said
and i still got it all left in me, fuck yes

romero (feat horosha and swaine) [prod alanfor]

prod me
lyrics:
go 
stay 
won't mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
go 
stay
wont mind
crush me 
shattered all my bones

shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, don't wanna die in vain

go 
stay 
wont mind 
crush me
shattered all my bones 
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, don't wanna die in vain

ex-tasy (branwen + happytears)

noizu.

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