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g (boyfifty x pizzle)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

New track off my new Ep "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
each songs being released individually 
Featuring the upcoming artists Corey Gossett
https://soundcloud.com/corey-gossett-645800446

(Lyrics)
Why we always arguing when we talk now 
Then we turn around and we make out 
You’re like a masochist the way you like pain now
It’s like the you I knew is fading in the background 
But when we’re up it’s like a roller coaster high
Get that feeling in my gut like we’ll never die 
So why don’t we just slow down enjoy the ride 
So we don’t end up wasting time 

Loving you is like a roller coaster 
Going up and down we’re not getting closer 
She just wanna fight till it’s all over 
(She just wanna fight till it’s all over)
Screaming at the top of our lungs isn’t this fun 
We’ve been going up down now we’re on the run
This is our rollercoaster love 
This is our rollercoaster love 

(Corey Gossett)
You were almost perfect 
The love just wasn’t worth it to me
Cause this is real life not dreams
And I’ve been trying to find the missing pieces 
But none of them have meaning to me 
This is not the last time that we’ll be like this 
And I don’t have the time or reason to fight it now 
Really hope it’s over now 

(Like a rollercoaster, like a roller coaster)
When we’re up I feel like I’m flying 
When we’re downI feel like I’m dying 
When you turn around you are smiling 
But there’s tears in your eyes why you crying
 
Loving you is like a roller coaster 
Going up and down we’re not getting closer 
She just wanna fight till it’s all over 
(She just wanna fight till it’s all over)
Screaming at the top of our lungs isn’t this fun 
We’ve been going up down now we’re on the run
This is our rollercoaster love 
This is our rollercoaster love 
Our rollercoaster
Our rollercoaster love
Our rollercoaster 
Our roller coaster love

Mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface
Prod by IOF X King Theta

Stream on Spotify!

Rollercoaster Love (feat. Corey Gossett)

New single “You can say” 

-Lyrics-
Got this weight 
Yeah weighing down in my chest 
We could fight 
But I’d rather lay down to rest 
I know you already 
Found your next 
So why do you 
Keep messing with my head 
Got another bottle 
Yeah I’ll take another round 
I lost count 
Of everything that I downed 
Guess I’d rather drink
Yeah I’d rather drown 
Then continue to hear you out 

You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Airplane mode baby
That’s how I leave my phone 
Can’t reach me 
I’d rather be alone 
If I wanted to be sad
Then I’d just stay at home 
If I wanted to be mad
Then I’d catch a tone 
I don’t wanna say baby that I don’t care
But when I’m hurting you’re never there 
Maybe that’s why I feel this way
Maybe that’s why maybe that’s why 

(You can say X6)
You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Prod by prod. dercept x ayoley (premium license)
Mix by yago 
Master by Kanashi

You can say (prod. dercept x ayoley)

Overthinking everything in my head 
Feelings don’t fade while I’m in my bed 

Keep me up late with your shit again
Lying on the floor screaming my name all again

In over my head and it’s time to go 
Being followed by people I don’t know 

Hold it over my head 
And watch me go 
Paranoia kickin in and it’s time to go 

All alone with my thoughts 
I’ve been biting on the tip of my tongue

Trying to find ways to erase the pain without you in my head 

Bad thoughts running through my head
I can’t stop the feelings of regret 
In my heart 

They’re running away without my body

Overthinking [+ sogimura]

tightrope [+ sogimura]

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Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/scarysounds
Produced by sorrow bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer

lyrics:

wake up
only find peace in the midst of a nap
i looked in the mirror don't know who that
brush my teeth but i can't rinse black
stay up
24 hours roam a digital map
phone stay froze no friends on snap
3:15 and i'm chillin with some snacks

i gave it all i have
get.back.quick.the.sickness.spreads.in.me.
home in a body bag
suck.my.dick.no.faith.was.put.in.me.

i don't wanna die like i'm living 
walls have eyes the windows stay listening
pay no mind to voices in the chimney
they'll shut up as soon as i start recording

(fuck me up
i might just fuck me up
sky above
reflected by splattered blood
blurry life
been living a blurry life
swallowed up
punch ur gut and u spit me up)

fuck me up
i might just fuck me up
sky above
reflected by splattered blood
blurry life
been living a blurry life
swallowed up
punch ur gut and u spit me up

spit me out
i ain't like it much in the mouth
carry on 
i'm taking my heavy doubts
heavy droughts 
consistently dry me out
hurry off
have issue with scary sounds

scarysounds (sorrow bringer)

im too fucked
im too tired
i dont care
but i care..
too far gone to even show no signs
thinking of you keeps me up all night
x2
i need somebody to depend on
i cant do this shit all alone
im tryna find love online
i dont got shit to do tonight
so call me up tonight
spend some time together
get to know eachother
right..?
cus ion got time to waste 
cus ive felt
all the sadness that i wanna feel
its been too long
fighting w myself
every other night is dealin w somebody else
every other night is fuckin w somebody else
i just need somebody just to mend my broken heart,
like.

I care. (despairintoashes)

Drowning [+ sogimura]

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Listen on Spotify!

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Rehab (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

(verse 1)

haven’t left my room in days
I just watch the light decay
on the floor beside my bed
where my thoughts get heavy-fed

I don’t know what’s wrong with me
everything feels make-believe
voices echo in my head
but they’re quiet, underfed

(pre-chorus)

and I’m trying not to break
but my mind keeps losing shape

(chorus)

i don’t hear myself
when I’m talking anymore
I’m a stranger in my skin
pacing circles on the floor
I’m lonely in a way
I can’t put into words
i don’t hear myself
guess I never really learned

(verse 2)

same old shirt, another night
I keep turning off the lights
like hiding from the world outside
might fix the static in my mind

my friends say I’ve been distant
that my smile’s inconsistent
I wish I had the courage
to tell them that I’m hurting

(pre-chorus)

and I’m trying not to break
but my heart feels out of place

(chorus)

i don’t hear myself
when I’m talking anymore
I’m a stranger in my skin
pacing circles on the floor
I’m lonely in a way
I can’t put into words
i don’t hear myself
guess I never really learned

(bridge)

some days I feel a flicker
something soft, something bigger
but it fades before I catch it
like a dream that never happens

(chorus — final)

i don’t hear myself
but I’m listening again
to the quiet little things
I forgot were mine back then
I’m lonely but I’m here
and that’s more than I admit
i don’t hear myself
but I’m trying bit by bit

i don't hear myself

22 | ✧𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘺𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺✧

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Biggest influences: 

Pixie McCann
Devon Gabriella
Liv Romano
Chelsea Cutler
GRAHAM
Alice Shone
Sydney Rose
Garr
ken xox
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