i might change things up last minute before i distribute to other platforms so uhhh sorry if you get attuned to how it is rn

Lyrics:

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

i tend to make things worse
i liked the way things were
to this day 
i still think 
we could have talked things out
i feel my voice get hoarse
thinking of all the sorts
of the words 
i could use 
to turn the battleground

i been poppin lots of pills since 1880
i'll take you to the ball and formal dance you right my lady
i wish you saw me different
and that still goes for the last four
now i'm stuck here undercover with a vest robe and a lasso

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 
and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love
and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love

8 months can be forgotten in 8 minutes (canyouseetheghost)

[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

Lyrics:

you don't have a 
second to waste here
but me 
i got places to be in this hell dear
i'm not worried bout the scratching in the walls
and i'm not worried bout the creatures in the halls
but you
should be

oh oh oh

strangely
i'm placid in the ripping wind
mangling
another carcass hours dead
plating
the ribs and kidneys of ur man
daydream
is what i wish it would've been
baby
no that's not blood upon my hands 
hate me
that's alright with me i guess
staking
out my next of prey
aching
my conscious aching

-

all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u

i think that talk left things unsaid
i think my mailman is a fed
the fuck could u just read my texts
night shift got shit stuck innis head
when no one else is wanting u
when u've screwed ur point of view
when u've lost ur mentals too  
all you really need is you

ay
all u rlly need is u
ay
all u rlly need is u
ay
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u.

all you really need is you

this time, i fall apart and they just watch me in the meantime
steady falling like the leaves
bitch i mean i'm
finding peace inside the dirt
and you know that i'm the worst
fucking put me in a hearse
  
little boy in his sad arc, but my sad shit never die
this is my time, and you batshit if you think i'm letting you ride
you know lately i'm going crazy, i think i'm losing my mind
but i feel amazing, just wake and bake and then go writing for the night
switch my flow like a lot
big bro, i won't ever flop
cause i'm making this shit for me
and i'm grateful what i got
spliff stuffed in the jansport
my hands torn from a lot
but this shit just what i'm meant for 
and i'll give it all that i got

this time, i fall apart and they just watch me in the meantime
steady falling like the leaves
bitch i mean i'm
finding peace inside the dirt
and you know that i'm the worst
fucking put me in a hearse

say that i'm a prick, already know i did you wrong
but you a pessimistic little fucking bitch, that's on my mom
and yeah i mean everything that i put about you in this song
truthfully, i'm on my knees just to see you where you belong

hearse (outthepound)

https://soundcloud.com/secre_swallowtail?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

This is a cry for help

Lyrics

Im a zombie on the drugs isn’t it obvious
These days i swear even just breathing feels laborious
Overdosing on my sorrow, 
sprinkling angel dust
Take a couple more 
Ill feel my body slowly rust
Wont be long till my depression is victorious
post my final goodbye on my insta story huh
whats the point if all my happiness vicarious
thinking bout the future can be kinda scary huh

but “just stay positive”, is worthless when my feelings numb
“Just hang in there”, from my ceiling in a minute huh?
I make a point to never rely on somebody else
Cos When I’m suffering i try to keep it to myself

put my feelings to the side to try maintain my health
But its eating me from inside please somebody help
I think nobody heard my cries im on my own in hell
lying on my side i swear i can hear heavens bells

I spent the last few days just tryna figure out myself
i struggle doing basic shit without somebodies help
i struggle functioning without the pills on top my shelf
Maybe one day i will feel better about myself

Im a zombie on the drugs isn’t it obvious
These days i swear even just breathing feels laborious
Overdosing on my sorrow, 
sprinkling angel dust
Take a couple more 
Ill feel my body slowly rust
Wont be long till my depression is victorious
post my final goodbye on my Insta story huh
whats the point if all my happiness vicarious
thinking bout the future can be kinda scary huh

zombie (secre x just rt productions)

LYRICS

Cut upon my skin 
To keep my soul
From rotting with
Her love 
Can i

take a second, to realise
the pain she harbours, its plaguing her mind
I swear you look once you’ll see it right though her eyes
that all of her friends keep ignoring the signs
She locked in a trance with the blade, she resides
she dancing with angels like every night
but no one around her could hear her cries
nobody can save her shes outta time

so tell me why
you didnt do shit while she was alive
you just fucking hid behind some worthless lies and went on with your life, 
while she suffered inside
I know you were aware but you still let her die
And now, shes heartbroken for the rest or her life
Every promise that you told her got ripped into five
i dont think she’ll get over it she falls into thought loops 
she's stuck in her mind
and now she cant sleep at night
now she cant sleep at night
no she cant sleep at night

Can i try
To hide myself
Im always hurt
Can i, Can i

Cut upon my skin 
To keep my soul
From rotting with
Her love 
Can iiiiiiii

to hide myself 
Im always hurt
Can i
Can i

hide (autrioly)

time finna fly like zone
we in the twilight zone
fake cartier on the wrist
V on neck with no Lone
u peon I been the goat 
time audemar drippin froze 
rock white fit like a ghost
bitch im all white looking snow
been alright bet that u know that
wood pack in a black bag
smooth flow talking snowboard
pulling strings like a backpack
good spliff getting me jet lagged 
3 fifths like a flashback
catch that
223s in the lobby, shoutout to ally
(EMPTYYY!!)
great track brodie made last year
purple lean no grape juice here
more checks up than adidas (*I FORGOT WHAT THE ADIDAS LOGO WAS LMFAO*)
u can trust that dear
eventually flooding the wrist like a pier
call out to all of my peers 
I been balling while u wasn’t here

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one
—————
im chill as fuck
idk what im doin but
i been loving every single second of what im doin bud
so dont get in my way
ik what i say 
i know what road i pave
i know what grave i dig
stayin up all night
not cus i need to
js cus i can
two red cups give no fucks
im about to throw it up
i am the queen ur the pawn in this life
goin fast i might crash but idga shit at all
 u r a baby ur my lover girl
imma hold ur hand till i die
please hold my hand if i cry
i look how the street lights
post me all on ur facebook~

✨EMPTY!!✨

man idk if im real but im loving this
why the fuck you saying u cant change shit
u can change it 
u can change ur life
like i did mine
facts
woah
its wild i know
i couldve done so many things different
but i wouldnt now
cus if i didnt do what i did i wouldnt motherfuckin have u now 
i got burning hands 
reynolds in my belly
man my thoughts are scary
i thought id be dead feburary 
—————
am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

am i making it clear enough?
ion want any love
ion need anyone
2 in the morning
raining n pouring
writing until we done
ill never see the sun
but you’ll never be the one

twilight w/ emptychest (urban nerd)

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. splashgvng x pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (splashgvng x pekarot)

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

-DespairInToAshes-

completely non profit

Mastered by ztope


https://on.soundcloud.com/rgfJXSvvKTWbXqou7

the epilogue w/notahero

like me/love me

likeme/loveme w/ seejayxo (jolst)

hero#1234 on discord if u need a friend.
https://discord.gg/RU7YPvM3CC
song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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all you really need is you

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