Wanting to live some sorta rockstar life
Gotta give it up for the kids and wife
It’s always been just what I needed 
But giving up leaves me so defeated 
Didn’t know it would happen this fast
Thought I’d still be alone sitting on my ass
Gotta pack this up leave it all behind 
Hope it’s for the best and ot all just turns out fine

Thousands of hours hundreds of nights
Now what do I get
Forsaken for a couple of fights 
And people who won’t give a shit
Don’t have to live an endless bummer 
But I still gotta put up a front
Cuz aside from her I’m alone this summer 
But at least I got what I want

Couldn’t have asked for a better ending 
But it still feels like I’m just pretending 
I didn’t enjoy being down in the gutter
Making new friends not being an other
But I fucked it up I don’t have an excuse 
And I can’t stop wishing that I didn’t lose it
Everyone thinks I’ve sealed my demise
But it’s them who scoffed and decided to say goodbye

Got What I Want

the link to my discord is fixed now btw shoutout to melo for telling me it expired again

Got What I Want

Not The Proper Attire