lithawi rave

Incel

Kitsune7979 - 3

ghost - machine girl

i feel so upset

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you

Raw Technique Vol. 2

Roland Jones – Ra

misery, loneliness, and apathy

lyrics: 

one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, everybody mad at me
everybody mad at me
why is everybody mad at me? (fuckkk)
guess i'm bad at me
i guess i'm bad at me

i'm bad at me
i'm bad at me
one more day
one more day
one more day
one more day
my feelings gone to rest, my brains still resting
so you better get away, yr pulling at the seams
breaking down, i swear, no good part of me
suicidal thoughts up in my head, guess i'm bad at me

one more day

#techclub
lyrics:

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

rotting (starving in my room)

Wanting to live some sorta rockstar life
Gotta give it up for the kids and wife
It’s always been just what I needed 
But giving up leaves me so defeated 
Didn’t know it would happen this fast
Thought I’d still be alone sitting on my ass
Gotta pack this up leave it all behind 
Hope it’s for the best and ot all just turns out fine

Thousands of hours hundreds of nights
Now what do I get
Forsaken for a couple of fights 
And people who won’t give a shit
Don’t have to live an endless bummer 
But I still gotta put up a front
Cuz aside from her I’m alone this summer 
But at least I got what I want

Couldn’t have asked for a better ending 
But it still feels like I’m just pretending 
I didn’t enjoy being down in the gutter
Making new friends not being an other
But I fucked it up I don’t have an excuse 
And I can’t stop wishing that I didn’t lose it
Everyone thinks I’ve sealed my demise
But it’s them who scoffed and decided to say goodbye

Got What I Want

Dumb and Broken

My Band

Boyz in the Hood (cover)

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PLEASE CONSIDER SUPPORTING ME THROUGH BANDCAMP OR PATREON

https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/draining-love-story

Draining Love Story

Yandere Complex

the garden - thy mission (slowed + reverb)

Death By Slater

[Slater's Verse]
Lately I'm dead
I can't stop feelings of dread
Lately I'm done
I can't have no fun
Lately life sucks
It's a cliche, now guess what
Lately life's fun
I'm done, all done

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
A party for one, so let me be
Pity party, you give me plays
I write songs and I'll be okay

Pity party, just for me
A party for onе, so let me be
Pity party, just for mе
Just let me be, just fucking let me be

[Owen's Verse]
My music is stupid
Pumping out stereo putrid
Confused and lost
I got fame but at what cost
I lost my friends and I lost myself
And all for what, she's still on the shelf
Goddamn this business is so lame
I'm going fucking insane

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
Pity party, can't you see
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you

Pity party, can't you see
Pity party, just for me
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you



Written by UhOhSlater and Owen Adamcik

Got What I Want

Not The Proper Attire