These Songs are About You

I'm Fucked Forever - Penguinband

lyrics:

can't go on this way
my mind is fucked up
i don't got a really good brain
can ya fix my head?
im so dead
im so gone
im so fucked up i'm not strong

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out 
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking cry
wanna fucking cry

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out 
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna cry
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking fry
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking die
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
take this sorry life
wanna die
wanna fucking die
never thinking twice
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna dieee
wanna die


.12 gauge in my brain

I can't seem to shake the feeling
I wanna hang from the ceiling
So I get some rope from the hardware store
I tied my neck to the fan but it fell to the floor

I sit alone in the dark
I'm gonna die of a broken heart
I wanna take some pills that I had before
I don't wanna feel this way anymore

I just can't seem to shake my past (oh no)
Everything is happening too fast
But then again things can get so slow
Oh God I really just don't know

Oh God I really just don't know
I don't wanna feel this way anymore

depression

This is what I'm thinking in the shower after getting rejected for the 10,000th time

I hadn't been on a date in so long
Burned her a CD with her favorite songs
But she turned me down so i snapped it in half
I'm so full of hate, I'm not stopping at that

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
Till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG

It didn't have to end up this way
Could've gone out with me, even just for a day
I would've been the best husband and dad
There was never a chance since I'm not a chad

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
'till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG

Kill Stacy (Parody of Durr's She Hates Me)

Bass performed by @state-surve

Wake up, blackout, what’s the difference?
Spent all night in my personal prison.
Stare at my phone for hours a day.
Too broke to leave, too numb to stay.

No calls, no plans, no motivation.
Rotting in my room, what a nice vacation.
Cigarette burns on my blanket again.
Another excuse, another dead end.

Maybe I should clean my room,
Maybe I should talk to you,
Maybe I should leave my bed,
But I’d rather be shot dead.

Cause' I'm rotting away.
All of my days
Time I'll never get back
Slippin' way' from my hands
Cause' I'm rotting away
All of my days
Wasting my time all day
Wasting my life away

Rotting Away

F.U.C.K (Bloodhound Gang)

STUCK

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

Slit My Wrists and Cry

Wanting to live some sorta rockstar life
Gotta give it up for the kids and wife
It’s always been just what I needed 
But giving up leaves me so defeated 
Didn’t know it would happen this fast
Thought I’d still be alone sitting on my ass
Gotta pack this up leave it all behind 
Hope it’s for the best and ot all just turns out fine

Thousands of hours hundreds of nights
Now what do I get
Forsaken for a couple of fights 
And people who won’t give a shit
Don’t have to live an endless bummer 
But I still gotta put up a front
Cuz aside from her I’m alone this summer 
But at least I got what I want

Couldn’t have asked for a better ending 
But it still feels like I’m just pretending 
I didn’t enjoy being down in the gutter
Making new friends not being an other
But I fucked it up I don’t have an excuse 
And I can’t stop wishing that I didn’t lose it
Everyone thinks I’ve sealed my demise
But it’s them who scoffed and decided to say goodbye

Got What I Want

didnt make this just posing music i like.

Got What I Want

Not The Proper Attire