Tired of You

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VgpZZL-0wnw

She's a black and white photograph 
with high contrast cause shes artsy like that
staring at the back of her eyelids
hanging out with the cool kids

I'm a super rare green frog picture
in a social situation peeling the skin off my fingers
life is hopeless
i guess ill end it

stupid photograph analogy

Rick Reese - Suicidal Girl

@weejk

lyrics:

he went to his mum's he's not coming back
said that hes a femboy something like that
wearing little skirts just to attract
f*ggots on the internet
yeah hes always on that messaging app
speaking real high pitched no i don't like that
always watching anime or something
i just really wanted to go camping

i just want my son
want my son back x6

he told me that he wanted to get surgery
i told him that he'd end up in purgatory
how did he expect me to react? 
i cant give him eye contact
wouldnt really care if he was just gay
but now he legally goes by a new name
he wore a fucking maid dress to a party
now he's always calling me a n*zi

i just want my son
want my son back x6

I Just Want My Son Back - Fwuppy reupload

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

Art by deunismistic on twitter

You think you're so smart, you think you're so cool
Now you're drunk again and looking like a fool
Born to be a loser you can't escape
Act out all you want they know you're a fake
Thinking that you're somebody bragging to your friends
Convinced they don't care and only pretend
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it
 
Sick of it
Sick of it
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

There you go again thinking everyone hates you
Keep this act up and your wishes might come true
Looksmaxx blackpills and incels
Get some fucking help you're mentally unwell
Stop acting like a weirdo you're getting really gay
You need to figure out that it's gonna be okay
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

uwu
OwO

I'm Never Drinking Again

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

it all feels wrong

#techclub

i'm such a fucked up loser, i am a self-abuser / i rly wna die, i rly wna die / someone take me out, i am begging / someone remove me, or i'll have to remove myself / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / or i don't want to be alive / i'm such a piece of shit, i swear i'm not worth it / i rly wna die, i rly wna cry / someone take me out, i am asking / someone remove me, asking nicely / take me out, take me out, tonight / remove me, make me out of sight / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / cause i don't want / to be alive /

don't want to be alive

Decided to cover this masterpiece by the one and only Preripped (and even then it might be a cover but i can't find the original to save my life)
i figured out it's B, D#, G#, E at 145 BPM for those curious.

lyrics: 
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home-
---
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home
--
Living rent free inside your head	
Living rent free in my parents basement
--
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

I'm Never Drinking Again

Not The Proper Attire