Rick Reese - Suicidal Girl

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors demo

Art by deunismistic on twitter

You think you're so smart, you think you're so cool
Now you're drunk again and looking like a fool
Born to be a loser you can't escape
Act out all you want they know you're a fake
Thinking that you're somebody bragging to your friends
Convinced they don't care and only pretend
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it
 
Sick of it
Sick of it
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

There you go again thinking everyone hates you
Keep this act up and your wishes might come true
Looksmaxx blackpills and incels
Get some fucking help you're mentally unwell
Stop acting like a weirdo you're getting really gay
You need to figure out that it's gonna be okay
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

uwu
OwO

I'm Never Drinking Again

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

you laughed at me i cried
ive tried to make it right
dont wanna be alive
i hope you suicide
youll pay for what you did
i want you off the grid
youre such a big mistake
i want you out my face

dont care just live your life
i want you out of mine
cant get a peace of mind
with you right by my side
i never asked for this
to be treated like shit
if you hate me just go
im getting sick of it     


SO I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
AND   I MEAN IT OUT OF SPITE
THIS ANGER DEEP INSIDE
YOU FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE 

AND I JUST WANNA QUIT
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS 
YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH
AND IM GETTING SICK OF IT

Sick of It

#techclub
lyrics:

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

rotting (starving in my room)

Under:
Stayed up late
Talking on discord and playing video games
Can not blame
Anyone or anything but my stupid brain
I’m a fucking dumb ass just like preripped wrote about 
And like NEET, no doubt
Everybody I know in real life says I’m getting sick of you
Your rooms always dirty, and your hair is messy plus you keep making fun of Jews 
Nothing you possibly ever say could ever get me to change my mind
Please just leave in my room so I can close the blinds cause

Heard it all before
Dumb ass, retard, I’m a dumb fuck
Brain dead to the core
Think fast, hit hard, my life just sucks

Eggy:
I cant tell whether or not I made the right decision 
I have failed to comprehend thoughts with precision

I'm a stupid dumb fuck in the making
I'm genuinely retarded there's no mistaking 
I feel like a rock with a bunch of limitations
Always kicked around like an irritation 
I don't know why you think I can form thoughts from my head when i cant count to two

Hatsune Miku:
Heeeeeeeey, I don't know what happened to my brain
When you talk I never understand
I'm so dumb, tough luck
Brain is just numb, dumb fuck

I'm so fucking dumb, I'm just a total fuck up oooooooo
I won't ever get through to you

eggy x under ft. hatsune miku - DUMB F*CK

HOWL1NG

I've been hurt by the ones I've loved
With wounds that will never heal
I wonder as I watch the stars above
If it's a sin to feel
If love is really real

I see the darkness creeping in
And I let it take me in
Familiar just like a friend
It's a routine, it's a sin
It's a pain that never ends

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me

I usually don't understand
The plight of the common man
They muck about like dogs in a trance
With snake eyes and left hands
More like a beast than a man

And I won't ever understand
The evils of a woman
They fuck around like pigs in heat
Like rabid dogs hungry for meat
Like dogs that need to be beat

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Stab through my palms and laugh
Stab right into my back

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

Share the Pain

Dalepilled

Dalepilled (Cameron Phlodge cover)

kerf track, mixed by ri


i wish i stopped right when i had started
all feeling’s gone away
addiction’s spiraled out of hand into a mess thats gone astray
i’ve been seeking help from unhelpful sources
it doesn’t numb the pain
waking up is a fucking chore and i have to do it everyday

the things ive done to run away from all this
its why im running still
my vices dominate what used to be what gave me humanity

I'm Never Drinking Again

Not The Proper Attire