constantly feeling low, feeling out of place, no one even knows, want to hide my face
always in constant pain, i just want to die , reliving all my shame, wasting all my time
i am an endless bummer, i did this to my self, i am an endless bummer, ive made my own hell

Endless Bummer

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME (redwoods) - Penguinband

Art by deunismistic on twitter

You think you're so smart, you think you're so cool
Now you're drunk again and looking like a fool
Born to be a loser you can't escape
Act out all you want they know you're a fake
Thinking that you're somebody bragging to your friends
Convinced they don't care and only pretend
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it
 
Sick of it
Sick of it
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

There you go again thinking everyone hates you
Keep this act up and your wishes might come true
Looksmaxx blackpills and incels
Get some fucking help you're mentally unwell
Stop acting like a weirdo you're getting really gay
You need to figure out that it's gonna be okay
How many times can you act like an idiot
Shut the fuck up cuz everyone's sick of it

uwu
OwO

I'm Never Drinking Again

i wrote this around sept of 2022 glad i can finally finish it.

i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to work
stay at home all day
drink my problems away
yea im such a fucking fool
to think id ever be with you
i see u have someone new
wish i didnt have a clue
led me on i feel so used
feel so sad i feel abused
yea i bet you feel amused
i feel like this because of you

i dont know why i feel this way
you make me feel Not Ok
it hurts to think of you
your in my head rent free
id rather you just drop dead
just to get out my head
i hate your fucking guts 
thought of you just drive me nuts

because of you

Exit Wounds (ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR cover)

i wanna die so badly
in 5th period
im so stuck n sadly 
dont think ill ever get to see u again

the times we had were invaluable 
i held u to my heart
and now im droppin off my bags

NOW IT FUCKIN STARTS

kerch

I'm in the back of a truck now
And I don't give a fuck now
And I just shot a buck down
I ain't looking for your love now

It's hunting season, come on now everyone
It's hunting season, come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season, come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season, I ain't looking for your love
Your love

In the back of a truck now
And I just wanna know how
You spread all your love around and round
Our little old hometown

It's hunting season, come on now everyone
It's hunting season, come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season, come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season, I ain't looking for your love
Your love

Hunting Season

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


slowly deteriorating

respond to my texts
your always hanging out with him
why wont you love me
i know im the one for you

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

he treats you like shit
i know you want better than this
so just give me a chance
and ill treat you better than he could

its not fair
not fair
its not fair
im gonna kill myself today

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

dming you everyday
praying that youll reply
i dont know why
i even try to please you

its not fair
not fair
its not fair
im gonna kill myself today

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

nice guy

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

Originally by The Police.

Pat Fant - Guitar, Bass, Vocals, Production
Kellii Scott - Drums
Justin Pizzoferrato - Mixing

I'm Never Drinking Again

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