Beyond the darkness you are the light
A bright fire that burns from high above
And I don't want to be alone forever
But i just wish you won't end up like her

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

There's something in the air
Coming out of the darkness again
I can feel the desire
That makes me say it's now or never

I'm getting high and i love to be here with you
Put in so much work, all of my dreams come true
If you're thinking of me, you should keep it low-key
Because I don't want no love I don't wanna hurt you

And I don't know what to do do do when i'm far away from you

All I want to be is your world
I think I'm fine when I stare at you girl

And I feel like I'm about to lose my mind
Everytime I think of you in the middle of the night
Take a look and you will find
There's someone else you should trust in those nights

lose my mind (gaxillic)

instrumental, vocals and artwork by me

Under the moonlight, I'm thinking of you and I 
I finally have what i need for the first time in my life
We barely see each other and it's all fine
When you'll see my growth i want you to be surprised

Don't look in my eyes
You'll see the abyss
The darkest of thougts 
Oh please don't look at this

Never look at this

Focus on the positive and don't ask me too much about my fights
EVERY FUCKING DAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO END MY LIFE
I'm playing with your hair, making sure you can feel safe
EVERY JOKE YOU MAKE MAKES ME FEEL IN DANGER

I SEE STRANGERS, I'M READY TO PULL OUT MY KNIFE
THEY COULD LOCK ME UP IF THEY HEARD MY THOUGTS
I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL THEY COULD MAKE ME DIE
I'M ACTING LIKE I'M OKAY WHEN I TALK TO YOUR MOM ...

T'as pas besoin de savoir tout ça
Tu crois connaitre mes secrets mais c'est bien trop grave
Si un jour tu me fuis je t'en voudrais pas
Ma psy m'a bien dit que j'étais trop dangereux pour mon entourage

On m'a menacé de m'enfermer mais j'suis bon qu'à esquiver
J'veux de mal à personne donc je m'enferme dans mes pensées
CHAQUE ETOILE DANS LE CIEL EST MORTE
LAQUELLE DE MES VOIX SERA LA PLUS FORTE ??? 

Focus on the positive and don't ask me too much about my fights
EVERY FUCKING DAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO END MY LIFE
I'm playing with your hair, making sure you can feel safe
EVERY JOKE YOU MAKE MAKES ME FEEL IN DANGER

I SEE STRANGERS, I'M READY TO PULL OUT MY KNIFE
THEY COULD LOCK ME UP IF THEY HEARD MY THOUGTS
I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL THEY COULD MAKE ME DIE
I'M ACTING LIKE I'M OKAY WHEN I TALK TO YOUR MOM ...

CHAQUE ETOILE DANS LE CIEL EST MORTE
LAQUELLE DE MES VOIX SERA LA PLUS FORTE ???

I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL

sentimental feat epitomeoffailure & Heylee Manzeron

Door Wide Open [Lucys Children]

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
prod - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNAtv_nKd0gVqlZNOzzamqw

Eating Air w/ ibleedicare & lil XipZ (prod. tennis player)

mxlatonin:
looking up i’m stuck in the stars
used to be okay but now i’m falling apart
i just rlly wanna hold u
but it’s scary just to know u
dragging hot knives all over my heart
was racing towards the finish now i’m stuck at the start 
hate everything about you
but all i do is for you
i’ll sink my teeth in my flesh 
flushed out eyes cus the feeling is dead
i really did try my best 
but i guess my life’s gonna end in red
so lay me down, take a trip to the stars
when ur not around i think of adding more scars
take a look around and try to find a healed heart 
lookin up n down, ur gonna have to look far
looking up i’m stuck in the stars
used to be okay but now i’m falling apart
i just rlly wanna hold u
but it’s scary just to know u
dragging hot knives all over my heart
was racing towards the finish now i’m stuck at the start 
hate everything about you
but all i do is for you 

xslimex:
i gave it all to u 
our memories faded blue 
almost like i’m see thru 
hiding and i’m seeking you 
our love is a break thru 
you thought i was bullet proof 
never thought i would miss you 
but baby i miss you

mxlatonin:
looking up i’m stuck in the stars
used to be okay but now i’m falling apart
i just rlly wanna hold u
but it’s scary just to know u
dragging hot knives all over my heart
was racing towards the finish now i’m stuck at the start 
hate everything about you
but all i do is for you

castles w/ XSLIMEX [owni]

grief

grief ft. Teddyboi (branwen)

reject - https://soundcloud.com/reject333
p33 - https://soundcloud.com/p33_fyb

Obstacle w/ popularreject & P33

My Thoughts To The Left, A Blunt To The Right w/ XipZ

@DYINGONYERKS MsCONNIEIMSORRY

YOU THINK I'M WEIRD FT. BRAD AMOUR

YOU THINK I'M WEIRD FT. BRADY AMOUR

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

for collabs > noxiousnights#6098

contact / send beats to : noxiousnights.music@gmail.com

I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL

noxiousnights🌙

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