Music I find that I think is good v4

~like fireworks~

2021

Bangers

laura les - Haunted (ང།སཇ ཎ༳ ཎལཇ ལཇཅཁ༒ remix)

prod. @t0rr

Stars look down on the river it's like deep sea
It goes silent listening for color can you hear me
And the screens always somehow find just what's in my soul
But the static fear always haunting makes my breath go

Hush, hush, hush, hush
It's terrifying

Break right into my soul and start the closure
I'm an optimist when you don't know my emotions
Sucked right outta my heart, they're like it won't hurt
And the nightmares sing to the stars "are you still nervous?"
Break right into my soul and start the closure
I'm an optimist when you don't know my emotions
Sucked right outta my heart, they're like it won't hurt
And the nightmares sing to the stars "are you still-"

You never know why you cry
Reasons like a lullaby to you
And I'll stand there, is this all it for me?
It's never nightmares, why am I scared of dreams?
And the sun might set much closer, my attitude is tilted over
What I don't know about this whole earth it just haunts my every moment

And you can sleep


Sun might set much closer, my attitude is tilted over
What I don't know about this whole earth it just haunts my every moment
Sun might set much closer, my attitude is tilted over
(It's always static, a child manic)
What I don't know about this whole earth it just haunts my every moment
(It's always rancid, you wake me up and)

Nervous (Prod. torr)

s/o @starfallxo :D

production: mistmurk (@mistmurk), me and rift (@musicbyrift)
mixing & mastering: me

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streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

stream :)

fiction w/ starfall (mistmurk + avit + rift)

I can't emphasize 'Always' enough

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
i don’t have a soul with a conscience
lately i been running out of options
i been feelin pain its a constant 
you dont wanna know
no 

cross me i cut you off quick
and im not really one to start a conflict
sever ties im focused on a profit 
get the fuck away from me you make me nauseous 
lately i been cutting checks im used to cutting ties
you dont wanna see the things ive seen outta my eyes

my vices turned into habits
but i know i let it happen
my self destructions a pattern
a cycle im stuck in i hang in the balance but
lately i been charged up
talk your shit but no one listened call it hard luck yeah
lately i been charged up
spending money make it back and get a markup
i don’t have a soul with a conscience
lately i been running out of options

cross me i cut you off quick
and im not really one to start a conflict
sever ties im focused on a profit 
get the fuck away from me you make me nauseous 
lately i been cutting checks im used to cutting ties
you dont wanna see the things ive seen outta my eyes

Cutting Ties

✞ spotify + apple ✞

lyrics:

maybe you'll love me for all ur life
check-in u sober all through the night
need u come over i need it right
singing ur heart to my radio
ur hearts in my radio

made a couple friends up in the city
and i started learning how to love
best week of my life and then it hit me
that the summer's only just begun
tell me little secrets all about u
try ur hardest not to lie
i don't really ever wanna doubt u
i don't wanna see u cry

and i cant fuck anyone without thinking of u
baby it's true, baby it's u
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
(the party doesn't have to end it can just keep going)
ur nails are digging
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
in my my my skin
ur nails are digging

ur nails are digging
ur nails are digging
ur nails are digging
ur nails are digging

i know we don't know each other
i know it's the first night
and i know that we're scared of loving
and i want u in my life

maybe you'll love me for all ur life
check-in u sober all through the night
need u come over i need it right
singing ur heart to my radio
ur hearts in my radio
maybe you'll love me for all ur life
check-in u sober all through the night
need u come over i need it right
singing ur heart to my radio
ur hearts in my radio

ur so fucking hot

lyrics:


Cause after everything thing I been thru I cannot connect
And I hold it deep in my chest right here I need something stronger so I cannot drink beer
My family told me I am not dear to them but its alright
Ill just bring the pain inside the studio all night
Im so high my tongue is missing when my jaws tight
I look out my bedroom windows and I see blue lights
They stick some voices in my head its like its head lice
Kush blunt put some ease in my back bone
Whenever im blowing trees it make my mind calm
I do not even care if they not feeling me I swear
Cause where I grew up I was used to no love

Im too trusting if u tell me that u coming imma wait for ya.   
Promise when im Mia ill try to stay safe for ya
And why they gave the same tainted broke brain to ya
Girl remember when u struggle I have faith in ya

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

But I push on and I do it well
I had to do this shit I swear its in my cells
When Im on please do not ask me for no help
I remember when u tried to give me hell
Cause I remember everything I ever felt
I remember all my bruises and all my welts
So I celebrate for how I never knelt
Despite the pain inside my life I gotta win with this shit
Put my life on top the line because I live for this shit
U break down
And I walked out
Get the fuck out
It came from ur mouth

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

minnesota (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

fantasize

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neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Q3ARTqAUoibtYOxxw8wA6?si=1cdb71e1b8054430

i think this is my best song yet

spent a really long time working on this, wanted to do something more cinematic and electronic, hope u enjoy!!

samples @unit333's vocals from our Dream Team collab "A Distant Village On The Eastside":
https://soundcloud.com/felimos/a-distant-village-on-the-eastside

inspired by @acloudyskye @knoir and my fellow @dreamteamofficial 

special thanks to @user_n33t @officialcodly @korewakosu @knoir @jpebro @sleeplessgamign for giving me feedback throughout the making process

Fable's Return

Ryan Leahan's album "spark!" [includes 3 bonus demos]

+++2c [aldrch]

Haunted

just a sign [knapsack]

Photophobia

lyrics
--------
i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
--------
watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

episode 9,017
an epiphany
i don't know what the hell you mean
everything feels like it's played out on a screen
throwing stones in broken homes in hopes that it'll set me free
illustrations in my
head will be my demise
i'm sick & tired of trying something new
there's a stranger that lives
underneath all of my skin
he let's himself in again
if only you knew

watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

i will take us home

lyrics
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i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

lyrics
--------
lost boy hoping i find my way home
lost sight of why i'm here & where the fuck i should go
one hundred twenty miles from my area code
spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home
might tumble down & fall beneath the thick of the mist
a silhouette sat in the distance comes & swings with a miss
i climb trees just to save myself from what could've been
& hide high upon this mountain with a pad & a pen

the drifter lives down the road
& if he follows me home
then i'll pack everything & leave till i know
that i am safe beside my company although he's below
& then he'll gut me like a pig & leave my bones to the crows
& this time i've convinced myself that i'm gonna die
oh i don't think that it's alright but i'll just pray to the sky
i'll find a god in what i sing & sing it every night
and maybe time will tell my story i won't put up a fight

cause fear leads me towards destruction
crippled unable to function
full of unwanted assumptions
petrified by my consumptions
used to hide along the meadow
and now i practice my falsetto
i've been like this from the get-go
i don't ever wanna let go

the walls we build hide all the bodies
of everyone who lives inside me

the drifter

From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

Dariacore 3... At least I think that's what it's called?

the joke is on you

i mixed drake's song houstatlantavegas with james ivy's song texas

houstalantavegastexas - Drake + James Ivy [ry rmx]

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/6HMidEhmjX3yVdIXnKOcVV

Prod @ske_l
Ft @clearlew

I’m alone and I’m in pain,
Couldn’t ask for more than cold tears
It goes through my veins but I don’t talk about it so openly

And we haven’t been talking like we used to do it in the past,
I’ll do it, if it makes you feel better about me,

And we haven’t been talking like we used to do it in the past,
I’ll do it, if it makes you feel better about me,

Cold conversations I don’t really wanna talk about
I got my sister by my shoulder,
What the fuck you talkin’ ‘bout
I don’t even know you
Fuck on my DM’s I don’t wanna talk to you
It’s all bad memories I’ll get it fixed
I’ll come back home with a better heart

Don't lose faith in me, don't lose

@clearlew :
As I ran my hands through your hair
I remember that I couldn’t bare
I was so close and I
Saved myself before I lost

One minute your texting me
The next minute you’re not
You don’t even know what you mean

I thought we’d find a time
One minute your texting me
The next minute you’re not
You don’t even know what you mean

And i’m yet to find a time
It’s okay cus there is more to find
I won’t stop here i will not confine
This is one part of a lifetime

PSYCHO

PSYCHO w/clearlew

homegrown in pennsylvania
member/cofounder @anythingcouldbehere

I can't emphasize 'Always' enough

patchymate