ngl I just ripped this off of youtube since I got 2 versions of the song and can't remember which one I uploaded

holding on (prod. by twofivesix)

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

woke up sick ft. vexle (prod. pekarot, xmichaelwarren)

I feel so ashamed for all of the things i have ever done
you told me you'd come backnow i have this metal piece to my head
i dont wanna be the one that tells you that ill be dead 
in a couple days ill jump off that bridge where we first met i..
feel so alone
dont wanna go home
i wrote you this song..

hear it one more time
right in your eyes
i see the tears roll down your face
but i wont be here to wipe them off your eyes
i see your burning hair your purple and im dead
were both in the ground i dont wanna find the caterpillars
eating our brains all over, all over again

i feel it in my stomach
i feel it in my chest
i dont want to do this again
this again,
this again...

i feel it in my chest
remember where we met?
metal piece to my head
what did you say again..?

Written by: Gabe & Senju

Thank You to the prod..(i hope i find you)

just a story in my head

i spit at u 
u spit it back 
ii try to laugh 
and u know that 
i look at u 
and i feel so bad 
i tore apart
what u thought we had

i cut my skin 
u peel it back 
i fall again 
what’s knew w that 
i’d give an arm
you’d steal my leg
it’s hard to ask 
it’s worse to beg

gushing paint it dries between 
my stitched up fucked up torn up seams
it hits pressure built up on my knees
you never stop 
it never leaves

spit

Spotify

spit (+michaelwarren)

you dont know the half of it
stress addin up and its 
makin me sick
i wont eat anymore
cuz i cant hold it in
swear im dying but
they couldnt give a shit

i think im losin my mind
i fuck up all the time
insanity is close
cant keep livin this life
i freak out sober so 
im stayin high 
mom tells me to push on
but i might lose it tonight
-
cant deal with pain no more
shut them out i closed my doors
im at my breaking point
but when i smoke yeah i soar

body filled with toxins
waking up im nauseaus 
life was goin great
yeah I had it and lost it

everything was up
and now its fallin all down
migraines wont stop
have me on the ground 
-
they tell me
that they love me
and maybe
ill be something
but right now
i feel nothing
except whats got me buzzing 

yeah right now
im faded
hit shuffle
on my playlist
idk where im headed
but it cant be good

hopin im up north
come this november
patched up my heart
from april weather 
tears fell hard 
but im doin better
missin my friends
soon we'll be together  

thinkin ab the nights at the red roof
i was so fucked up, you dont even know dude
thats just how we do
cant wait for fuckin round two

i miss that dog
those cats
and that damned house
i built my life up
and they tear it down
nothin new again
shouldve figured that out
now im buildin myself up from the ground again
fuck.

-
cant deal with pain no more
shut them out i closed my doors
im at my breaking point
but when i smoke yeah i soar

body filled with toxins
waking up im nauseaus 
life was goin great
yeah I had it and lost it

everything was up
and now its fallin all down
migraines wont stop
have me on the ground 
-
petals collective </3

breaking point (prod. branwen)

we are fine but we're not (prod. drmabeats, ayoley, miroow)

u can listen on Spotify now :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/6e8rXLbImLDz91OAVV2MdF?si=x10q0Ro3SaqnzTTm5xMTdQ

i wana break everything (prod. siemspark x aidanhanbeats)

i miss you 
i miss you 
i miss you like all the time 

i got issues 
i got issues
i pop 4 then i take a line 

in the back of the club 
and i wish that you would call 
you erased me 
taking all our pictures off the wall 
i was blacked out wasted 
looking for a sign 
mixed all these drugs 
still can’t get you off my mind

i miss u like all the time (prod. whatafuckingbitch)

cold outside

Dandy: @user-254288029


p.s I left the open space as part of the song

Kawasaki♥ - cold outside (prod. dandy ♡)

ready to risk it all ft. Sace6

im tired of feeling numb.

petals collective </3

breaking point (prod. branwen)

phantums

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