Name: Wanted Man [SNIPPET] by BJ Bandz 🎧
Duration: 2 min 33 s
Description: Gritty Southern trap with fast hi-hats, booming 808s, and raw bars about custody, survival, and keeping it moving. Wanted Man hits hard with street realism and the scars of single fatherhood.

A blend of vulnerability, dark humour and stark honesty, it captures the quiet chaos of emotional collapse through compulsive cycles of self-sabotage and despair.

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Burning Bridges

fucked up (ft.stresspack28)

Maps To Nowhere In Particular

Brand New Day

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Lyrics

Intro – Spoken/half-sung, atmospheric]
Yeah, they trim the trees,
They rake the fire away.
Build fences strong,
But can’t outrun the laws today.

[Verse 1]
Juan’s got a scar that runs ear to chin,
Said it came from Sonora, not from sin.
He brings his boy on Sundays, just to play
Near the pool he’ll never swim in anyway.

[Verse 2]
Mowin’ lawns under redwood shade,
Hands in dirt while the rich get paid.
Sings to the birds in broken slang—
Every word feels like a chain that hangs.

[Verse 3]
They came last night in unmarked vans,
Took three men like they weren’t even men.
Left their tools in the morning dew,
Leaf blowers still, boots filled with truth.

Verse – Chicano’s Voice]
I send my pay to a border town,
Where mamá lights candles when the sun goes down.
My name’s not ‘hey’ or ‘you in the hat
I got stories, but no time for that.


[Bridge – whispered, rising tension]
Is this freedom, is this fear?
Do we only welcome those we mirror?
My friend cries but hides his face—
Guilt’s a shadow you can’t erase.

[Final Chorus – crescendo, all-out delivery]
They build your world and vanish in the smoke,
Names unspoken, dreams that broke.
You walk on marble, they crawl through flames,
Still you can’t even learn their names.
No green card, no last call—
But they stood taller than us all.

Eucalyptus Blues

Velvet Petals presents "Nostalgia," a deeply moving and beautifully crafted rock ballad. Carried by a haunting piano melody and soulful vocals, the song explores the bittersweet beauty of fading memories, like dust motes dancing in the soft light of the past. Building to an emotional climax with a soaring guitar solo, "Nostalgia" is a fragile art, a melody etched upon the heart. #VelvetPetals #Nostalgia #RockBallad #SoftRock #Melancholic #GuitarSolo #Bittersweet

Nostalgia

i still wear your hoodie when it rains,
smells like fall and old mistakes.
you said forever, now it feels to far
now it feels way to farrrr

the leaves are dead, like what we had,
i keep pretending it’s not that bad.
but, every song still sounds like you,
and i don’t know what im supposed to do.
what im supposed to do.

you were the light in a small town night,
felt like fire, now it’s just white noise.
i talk to the wind, i wait for a sign,
but it’s just cold air and wasted time.
its just cold air and wasted timeeee

maybe you forgot, but i can’t let go,
love like ours still leaves, a shadow.
and i still wear your hoodie when it rains,
im trying to wash off all the pain..

you were the light in a small town night,
felt like fire, now it’s just white noise.
i talk to the wind, i wait for a sign,
but it’s just cold air and wasted time.
its just cold air and wasted timeeee

rain songs and ghosts

[Verse 1:]
Please, please, please—I’m begging here
Can I wake up in a world that feels sincere?
Where the people I love are close, not gone
Where I didn’t trade my soul just to carry on

I’m frozen stiff, I’m aching deep
In every bone, in every sleep
I threw away the things that mattered
Played with fire, let my whole world shatter

[Pre-Chorus:]
How the hell did I let it slip?
Why’d I panic when it all made sense?
Why’d I throw love off the edge
Just ‘cause we had a fight, just ‘cause I flinched?

[Chorus:]
No, nothing can be perfect
But we were more than good enough
Now I’m buried in the darkness
Dug myself a hole too rough
Please, please, please
Help me set this right
I know it’s up to me…
But damn it—give me back my life

[Verse 2:]
I’ve walked through fire, self-made hell
Tortured my soul till it forgot how to yell
I left the light, chose pain instead
Treated love like a game, till it bled

Why didn’t I let myself be loved?
Why’d I run when push came to hug?
I blamed the stars, I cursed the sky
But maybe the fault’s just me this time

[Pre-Chorus:]
Maybe I had to lose it all
To learn what not to let fall
Maybe I had to break apart
To feel the beating in my heart

[Chorus:]
No, nothing can be perfect
But we were more than worth the fight
Now I’m stuck beneath the surface
Suffocating in my own spite
Please, please, please
Help me make it right
I know I’ve got to move…
But God, give me back my life

[Bridge:]
I don’t have to stay alone
I don’t have to be this ghost
There’s a strength in me somewhere
That I need the most
It’s not God’s fault, not fate, not time
This one’s on me—but I can still climb

[Final Chorus:]
No, nothing can be perfect
But I can still rebuild tonight
I’ve got blood, I’ve got breath
I’ve got one last spark of fight
Please, please, please
Let me see the light
I know I’ve got to rise…
So I’m taking back my life

Based on an original track recorded by Mårten Olofsson. Vocals were A.I.-generated, but the lyrics are entirely written by Mårten.

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Give Me Back My Life

INWARD PAIN

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Lyrics:
I can feel you all the time
I can’t feel, it’s you that’s on my mind
And it’s all the time

My heart has abandoned me
It’s a crime scene
You got away scot free

What you took from me…

And inside of me
I can’t parse the lies from honesty
And it’s honestly..

..what I dread!
What you said went over my head
But I’ll still go long
Past the end zone, I’m gone

Blind spot
You’re too perfect like a psyop
What you left of me
Now I can’t breathe

I can’t tell what’s on your mind
I can’t feel this all the time
Can I draw the line?

Unrequited love is hell
Practice your name out loud like a spell

Still feel your claws in my body
Can’t get your voice out of my memory or my heart
And I want to set you free 

You’ll need a thieving crew
It’s locked tight behind an iron vault
Trigger in your palm
You’re the cool one good at sabotage…

Description:
For Kanon.

What is there left to say? I’ve put it all out there for better or for worse. I think ‘Corazón’ or this album could speak better to it than my writing here. Most of ‘LNR_[05]’ too. The moment I met her gaze, anything that wasn’t her in my heart was instantly seared away. I spent that summer running away from those feelings until finally, during the final week of the residency where I met her, the feelings kind of hit a boiling point. I didn’t want to live with regret so I gave in..and it swept me away like a flood. I couldn’t outrun it. I still can’t. I feel her in every heartbeat. I see her eyes in every sunset. I hear her voice in the susurration of leaves in the wind..but I’m trying to close the door now.  [...cont'd in the letter below]

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Killer Bee 

Letter:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Qjz81M-qgqwAfEk5BO7rX8HYcimryuZC/view?usp=drive_link

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Gritty Southern trap with fast hi-hats, booming 808s, and raw bars about custody, survival, and keeping it moving. Wanted Man hits hard with street realism and the scars of single fatherhood.

Wanted Man [SNIPPET]

BJ Bandz 🎧

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