probably crying

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AquInPAmqR0

music video

i've been doing well

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

weight of the wind (prod. oilcolor)

remastered 9.21.17

thank you so much for 100k plays

Sample: Turnover - Disintegration

street lights

letdown

things will never be the same.

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/2c0ba6'>download here</a>

lyrics:
if you could just

understand whats in my head
im lost forever ive been mislead
ive lived ive died and i have bled
for all the words ive left unsaid

memories they cloud my mind
all of the people i left behind
at least i can say that i tried
its not my fault now let it die

if i left this place without a trace
no one could even recognize my face
why do i feel like a fucking disgrace
lay me to rest and cover my grave
 
i cannot feel
im only good at hiding and im
glad that you remind me of the
things i left behind me

this bed
that i lay in
only holds me back
and these walls just cant protect me
youre not the only one who left me 
[all alone]

why do i push away the 
people who stood by me
things are different now im better
at least thats what i like to tell myself

take my word
i know it hurts
forgive yourself
let it go



fade to black

YungJZAisDead - Sorry, But I'm leaving (prod. NoahWebs & MOKEGOD)

ghost (prod.nevercolour)

COLDWORLDGANG

Lyrics: 

Adharmasatru:
I lock the doors and lock my self away
Yeah I do this every night and every day just to feel safe
Cuz this whole world is such a cold world
And its always been that way, It'll always be that way

YungJza:
I miss that look in your eyes
When we were drunk and alone, drunk and alone
And I saw you touching the sky
And you were all that I know, all that I know 


Adharmasatru:
Through the light i see your silhouette aye
I can still smell the staleness of your cigarettes
I feel your breath on my neck
You're still fucking with my head
I could kill myself but I'll buy a new locks instead
I hate myself just like you do
And you know that just I wanna see you
Because you know that baby girl I need you
But I'm just tryna break through x2

After the fighting and screaming 
You tell me that you do not need me
And that you regret everything 
I can't believe what I'm hearing
I smoke this weed to relieve my anxiety
Please do not lie to me aye aye
I try my best to fight all these demons inside of me aye aye

CHORUS

YungJza:
You were all that I know, all that I know
You used to make me feel whole, make me feel whole 
And we would touch in the dark, touch in the dark
And I would hold you so close, hold you so close
And trust me I hate me alot more than you hate me
You would never believe the dreams that I been plaguing 
After all the talking you said that you were staying
You were crying in the bathroom I wish that you forgave me
I wish this was MySpace
I wish this 2008 with the lights out
It goes on and on and on and on and on with the lights out

Adharmasatru - It'll Always Be That Way... ft. YungJZAisdead (prod. by YungJZAisDead)

@killedmyself 


when i see the stars all i see is you
your elegance is making me so warm

do you even know how beautiful you are
i would tell you everyday if i could be with you 

youre always on my mind 
isee you in my dreams at night

You Dont Know How Much I Suffer For You (prod killedmyself)

all the broken dreams i see them now

all the broken dreams i feel them now

and all this pain thats going thrue my veins

ive been waiting here now im sitting all alone x2

Broken Dreams

follow and support @nadiakuk

first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: yung_kryptik

lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

[prod. convolk]

its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we were golden 
then you chose to 
leave and it will always be so
complicated
im insane
its crazy that you made me make this
getting all the money that i want now
so these bitches always hit me up now
tell em i dont really wanna fuck now
tell em i dont really wanna love now
3 am im thinking bout how i am gonna die one day
not joking when i say
im choking on the friends ive made 
its ok its ok 
so many deaths ive come to face
leave me heart bleeding 
your eyes have me reeling
so leave me 
believe me 
its better off this way
its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we are gonna blow up
everyone will know us
sorry i got no love
sorry i got no trust 
we are gonna blow up
everyone will know us
sorry i got no love
sorry i got no trust 
we were golden x4
its getting cold 
i dont like the snow
its me and my bros 
cool clothes
we're the ones you want
keep you on your toes
who knows
what the fuck we're on
sleeping on the floor
smoking dope 
i dont wanna know 
i dont wanna know
we were golden 


sampled real friends (pls no sue)
mixing vocals production all me
ty

ritchie makes me cry

Free Download

sitting still

an idea

fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
cornered, calm my nerves, 
destroyer, ive done this before 

call it, im wasting your time
dont soften it, leave me to die

destrooy

from album
inspir by nedarb+horse head (numb)
mix/sung/prod:me

[prod. convolk]

brooks was here

old song by me and https://soundcloud.com/danieldowning-1

am i too close 
too see the bigger things
is it just all in my head
because i know that theres a part of me
that toss and turns in your bed all night

you're the cigarette smoke
thats stuck in my clothes
id take you with me
and id take you home
don't go don't go

if this is what you want i guess you've got it figured out 
you got it figured out
i guess you got this figured out

Take u With Me

not on my album just a song to delay it a bit more 

lyrics:
i don't believe that you can love me
i believe that i'm ugly
i believe that everything i love leaves me in the end
cause i tried to steal, i tried to keep you
you ran away cause i got scared and oh..
i don't know how to talk to you
i don't know how to follow through
cause i just doubt myself in everything i do 
i don't know how to love

i don't know how to love w/ convolk (prod. imdepression)

lyrics:

i'm slowly rotting corpse in a body that i hate but i wanna create something beautiful
so you can see that i'm not as bad as i seem i'm trying to be a better me
and you know, i've been falling for awhile
and you know, that i always fake my smiles 
and you know, that once it's gone it's gone for good and the time i spent will never be replaced
but maybe, i could build a brand new me 
maybe

so can you show me please
where i'm supposed to be
cause i've been walking around in circles 
so help me, i'm lost
so help me, i'm lost

probably crying

PC