🧟‍♂️💖them harmonies doe 💖🧟‍♂️

https://open.spotify.com/track/16P6LUizwcq5BGOb6XTNTv?si=9cd11134c0594c04

produced by @jolst
featuring @cherryrizla

lyrics:

@lottaheart:
i try to be the best for you but thats hard
try to be close to you but so far
when i feel the best; you're wrapped in my arms
look into my chest and see there's no heart

@chxrryrxzla:
im tryna be what you're really needing
you dont ever tell me how you're feeling 
only time time you're not on my mind, im sleeping
am i the one you call when you need healing?

calling, and im asking
but i cant judge ur reaction
im just tryna be close like a magnet
look into my chest and ins fragments

(insert twilight quote here)

@lottaheart:
i try to be the best for you but thats hard
try to be close to you but so far
when i feel the best; you're wrapped in my arms
look into my chest and see there's no heart

best4u w/ cherryrizla [jolst]

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

produced by @kingtheta

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

but i guess that wasn't true
now i don't know what to do
i was falling hard for you,
you were out with someone new
while i working away
to get you out that place
the place that you hate
you were hiding your faces
its outrageous
the way you faked this
and left me vacant

[@xobroken]
where are you?
i need to see you one last time before you go
i just need to let you know im vulnerable
because you fake all the emotions you show

but i cant do it the same
run away from the other pain that we face
be yourself, lately im too blame
is it really me or is it you that you hate?
baby what you saying?
telling me she loves me, i know that she's faking
lying to my face and i just cant take it
feeling out of place, got too many things changing

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

bestpartofme w/ xobroken [king theta]

and i dont wanna be without you

spotify

and i dont wanna be without you [p. methboiswag+silver]

july w/ kiddamo

some words to decipher or not up to you thanks for listening

lyrics:

anticipating catastrophe
fatal flaw relaxing in the face of that adversity
acknowledge my reaction is the product of the casualties
experienced in adolescence carried to maturity
repetitive confession of the pathos that perpetuates
the nature of my situation quickly fabricated fate
a force historically ignored unless it benefits the way
that i’m behaving in the moment victim to it every day
that’s the problem with it
when im given option to respond or not
i’m dodging quick to circumvent
it’s honestly exhaustin but ive given in on fixin it
could barely be above the water brag that im still breathing in

maybe this just isn’t meant for me
perspective antiquated rhythm fixed to what it used to be
pitied desperation tried to entertain the efforts
but endeavors only measured by results and mine historically
been undeveloped
a set obsession with ethics and people pleasing 
punctured arguments deflated any lesson to learn
seems the reason that the hunger’s never satiated
same as why i never placed the blame on who decided to hurt
i’m much angrier than former incarnations of the self
i shouldered fear of resignation years i kept it to myself
and watched it turned into distortion yearn for retribution well
after the dust has settled left me empty handed aimless
fighting ghosts

battle’s over but the metric for atonement isn’t settled on
so everyone involved in different places trynna cope a different loss
the only way they know how
out loud grievances shot down shut mouths
narrow eyes keeping opposition in peripheral
to hide lies it’s fine every peace time ephemeral
cause i remembered all of it and held on
like if i lost it id be lost with nothing at all

anticipating apathy
in an attempt to pacify myself my mental atrophied
actualize identity to rectify the stagnancy
but still get tunnel vision when confronted with reality
rock bottom of hope
long time lying down a lot of laundry to fold
cups not in the kitchen with em flowering mold
stuck in indecision listen static and drone
rot when getting up and getting with it still accessible
stuck in indecision numb to input and uncomfortable
existential rhythm living nothing in an instant 
inconsolable when hit with the idea that this is it
and nothing more

vacant and complacent and still hoping that it’s different
like the effort wasn’t my decision left it up to luck and i’m sure
if i continue like this know that imma sigh my life away
to think i thought i was mature
heighten caution for those close to opening doors
i’m not sure anybody even knows me anymore


drone metal [prod bailey daniel]

diamondbackpack! w/ kid $ora (prod. snoozed x lifted)

너가 보냈던 sign 난 아직도 보지못해
아빠의 말을 난 무시못해
"도망치지 않고 싸워"
당하고 살기만 싫어서 내 주먹은 빨러
아직도 기억나 왜
내 친구를 버리고 도망쳐 갈때
양손에 피가 묻고서
내 사람들은 지켜야겠다해

All of ma pain 넌 모르지 Cuz 안겪어보니 
Look at ma Chain 내형제와 나란히 거리를 누비지   
내형제는 그대로 and kept all of my promises
난 내약속을 다지켰고 이젠 기다리지 편지지 

Letter to my Block , 이새끼도 저기도 전부 가짜 
돈이 아니면은 우리는 절대로 친구가 될수없으니까 
돈이없음 친구라 안해 생각 , 길거리 뛰쳐 나왔어 혼자
친구 아닌 새끼들이 나한테 어깨손올리면 좆같아

가짜 들이 나는 걍 너무나 싫어 
내가 힘들땐 없다가 이제와 빌어 
난 절대안돌아가 너네 곁으로 
이젠 필요없어 니 가짜 미소 

너가 보냈던 sign 난 아직도 보지못해
아빠의 말을 난 무시못해
"도망치지 않고 싸워"
당하고 살기만 싫어서 내 주먹은 빨러
아직도 기억나 왜
내 친구를 버리고 도망쳐 갈때
양손에 피가 묻고서
내 사람들은 지켜야겠다해

난 진짜로 벌어야 했어 I came from the bottom
you can't even feel my pain
when I was locked up in a cage
I told my mama "soon I'm gon make it out of here"
yeah 진짜로 살아야 했어
내 앞에 거슬리면 팼어
내 집안에 붙었던 빨간딱지
그 시절의 내가 생각이났지
yeah I still remember the night
쫒기듯 도망쳐 나오던 날
made a promise with myself
다시는 잃지않으려고 해
yeah
free my brother, locked up in a cage
경찰이 와도 못들어 내 손
무릎 굽히지 않기로 했기에
가족을 하루도 굶길순없기에

너가 보냈던 sign 난 아직도 보지못해
아빠의 말을 난 무시못해
"도망치지 않고 싸워"
당하고 살기만 싫어서 내 주먹은 빨러
아직도 기억나 왜
내 친구를 버리고 도망쳐 갈때
양손에 피가 묻고서
내 사람들은 지켜야겠다해

Sign ++ OMB KIZEN, p4rki

Produced by Droozy
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
You won't save me this time
You can't save me this time
Fall beneath the floor
Trapped inside the wall
Fall beneath the floor
Yeah, I prefer the tops of trees beneath my aching feet
I swear to god they haven't hit the ground in days or weeks
I done made up my mind
I'ma fade out of sight
I'ma say that I'm fine

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
I won't say that I'm fine
While we say our goodbyes
One more week
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm sinking faster than you can keep up with me
One more week
I won't say that I'm fine
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm tossing back & forth in my sleep again
It's never ending

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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and i dont wanna be without you [p. methboiswag+silver]

love jai

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