prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

me n u <3

Lyrics:

one way, it's the right time
she like how i talk, i said the right line
sippin' rosé, in the nighttime
we been up all night she took a white line
i swear she so fine, she don't even need no makeup
i went to check the time, try to leave and shawty say some
i'm boutta lose my mind i don't know if i can stay up
i smoked a lil too much man i'm scared of all these fake drugs like

gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes
gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes

my ego's at the ceiling but the ceilings pretty low
i been broken
why'd you have to leave me in the cold
i was frozen
i'm a monster, baby, i don't show emotion
if you really wanna know what's in my head, then rip me open

i've been pushin' a hundred, you're runnin' in place
you can see my path of destruction, you're stuck in the wake
i can make a million songs, you got nothin' to say
i can't afford to be slowed down, get the f*ck out the way
tellin' you if you can't save me, there's nothin' that can
i tried so hard to pick up the pieces, there's bl**d on my hands
turned into a monster, there's no way you'll love me again
i wish i was stronger, but i guess that's just how it ends

just how it ends
i guess that's just how it ends
i guess that's just how it ends
you'll never love me again
i don't think anyone can

gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes
gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes

Kinda Low ft. Kennedyxoxo (drma + triazoondatrack)

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an xray of my chest
You can see whats left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see whats left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path i chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an xray of my chest
You can see whats left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see whats left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path i chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

music video

X-ray (prod. veil) video in description*

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

https://linktr.ee/lovejai
new song every thursday lyrics below
prod. jolst

huh ok im off this
you done lost ur mind or ur conscious
huh oh u dont want this
well neither do i atleast im honest
you think im insatiable i know
idk where it all went wrong
been on this road for far too long
so fuck the feedback
you can keep every piece of my heart cause ion need that
its always urs for the taking
u know i dont mind waiting
ooo girl especially for u
feel like it all going down the drown baby
emotional im feeling all the pain lately
and ik life is all about change
cause every where i go nothing ever stays the same
only thing thats set in stone is ur n my last name
bae i got a wedding ring lets get married n not tell a soul
you think im insatiable
i think im jus cynical
but whenever im wit ya bb its like im
huh
ready to go x9

spotify

READY TO GO [p. jolst]

lyrics

Bonded to a soul I couldn’t see, blinding light
Every morning like funeral coz I’d thought she died
Itching off her skin that’s what she wanted in her life,
That’s not alright
You chose a wrong vice

Choose another path I’m not doing these fairytales
Change can’t come abruptly but shits changing anyway
Taken by the winds takes too long to get back in to place
That’s not alright
I’ll stop riding these tides

woahohoh
Been thinking bout my fate
And its not looking great
No I cant travel time
But I been thinking bout it lately, my mind is mostly drained
But this script is still right

Ive been here too long when I said take me
But this body I ain't wanted it quite frankly
She's gone now but she will come around the next day
Still she wont take my soul until I'm empty

Till I'm empty,
Id pick up all my shit and dip if I didn't hav this death key
A blade she holding lefty
She prepped the night but then she just went on and left me
Oh it hurts more than when its threatening

READY TO GO [p. jolst]

love jai

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